vofjie

personal blog

[real-demons]

Do you ever wish you had something really bad, like cancer, just to finally know you'll be gone soon, and wouldn't have to think about the future anymore?

I wouldn't have to think about what to do after I finish university.

I wouldn't have to think about the fact that I'll probably never meet someone, get married, have kids etc.

I wouldn't have to feel all the stress and pressure I have now.

I wouldn't have to hear my mother and everyone else compare me to other people who are doing much better in life, than I am.

And I wouldn't have to kill myself directly, which would make it easier for my parents to understand that I'm gone and to let me go.

[just-a-lonely-nobody]

I think about dying but I don't want to die. Not even close. In fact my problem is the complete opposite. I want to live, I want to escape. I feel trapped and bored and claustrophobic. There's so much to see and so much to do but I somehow still find myself doing nothing at all. I'm still here in this metaphorical bubble of existence and I can't quite figure out what the hell I'm doing or how to get out of it.

— Matty Healy

[i4dream]

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[packbat]

“If a person can’t get out of bed, something is making them exhausted. If a student isn’t writing papers, there’s some aspect of the assignment that they can’t do without help. If an employee misses deadlines constantly, something is making organization and deadline-meeting difficult. Even if a person is actively choosing to self-sabotage, there’s a reason for it — some fear they’re working through, some need not being met, a lack of self-esteem being expressed. People do not choose to fail or disappoint. No one wants to feel incapable, apathetic, or ineffective. If you look at a person’s action (or inaction) and see only laziness, you are missing key details. There is always an explanation. There are always barriers. Just because you can’t see them, or don’t view them as legitimate, doesn’t mean they’re not there. Look harder. Maybe you weren’t always able to look at human behavior this way. That’s okay. Now you are. Give it a try.”

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— “Laziness Does Not Exist” by E Price on Medium

(And a footnote I didn’t see explicitly covered in the article: laziness still doesn’t exist when it is you yourself making no progress and not knowing why. You deserve that respect and consideration, too, even from yourself.)

[anxietyproblem]

[deadbyinsidee]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[your-health-hazard]

[vofjie]

sadly it is true

[cosmiclatte28]

“It doesn’t matter what they say I would do whatever I want anyway If you don’t wanna get hurt all the time then You better just stay out of my way, okay?”

— YANG YANG MISFIT NCT 2020 WOOOOOO

[catchymemes]

[vofjie]

😂😂

[pandamima]

I feel like I’m drowning again and I really have no idea how to stop it.

[girlwithlandscape]

[polemicpsd]

random headers like or reblog if you use/save

[vofjie]

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[moncheriie-deactivated20200814]

i admit that i'm not easy to love. i have these sharp edges, they protect me from getting hurt. maybe i'm used to being alone for a very long time. and i feel like i don't really need anyone— well, no one's willing to be with me anyway. and when there is, i tend to push them away. i still have missing pieces of me, still figuring things out. besides, i'm not good at handling things. especially love? i'm bad at love. sometimes, i don't feel like i deserve the things that people are trying to offer. i can't even remember how it feels to feel something. maybe that's what too much pain does to people, it makes you numb.

[vofjie]

this is the best jeno selca u cant say otherwise.

[dreamieslq]