𓈒⟡₊ void in the cosmos @voidinthecosmos - Tumblr Blog

When you're a victim constantly, you give your power away. Take that power back.

I create my reality. Your confidence will skyrocket when you keep showing up for yourself and when you stop lying to yourself. Start doing the things you said you wanted to do. At least you showed up.

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i am happy, i can be happy!

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it's a journey it's a journey it's a journey

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Day 5. 2/5/25.

Running gives me something to be excited about. I'm exhausted (12,000 steps!), which means I ate more snacks... but at least it was plantain chips and oranges. A wrap for later this week.

Less exposure = better for me?

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Day 4. 2/2/25.

Was doing great until I ruined it all that night. I was really exhausted. I felt like I would never get the same. Watched a movie instead of showering.

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Day 3. 2/1/25.

A cup of coffee is always epic for energy, especially if it's free with points. On the run = less likely to fall into bad habits. I love mushrooms and quinoa cheese snacks.

Am a little nervous tomorrow. and i just got . was going to get boba with no boba... makes a lot of sense then, tbh the pikmin app being my mood tracker was not a great indicator oof

hunger at night

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Day 2. 1/31/25.

Went out for dinner and had a ton of brown rice, but maybe better than overeating Indian food? Lunch was vegetables... went back for seconds for a salad but that should be alright?

Felt swollen all morning... editing at the microscopic level. but at night after walking i saw some of myself again.

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day 1. 1/30/25.

i've realized that there is no one except myself who can help myself. I am the person who spends the most time with myself, so I will make myself a good person to be around.

i had a rough week - eating boxed chocolates, filling the tiredness from last week's conference, and today - having quesadillas + nachos + even a cookie during policy team meeting

the yo-yo has a period of one week... or at times, one day. a brief moment of happiness for the risk of my health. i don't need ML to know what other people will think. but I know that I need to make myself better.

using my phone's accelerometer to measure my heart rate. working out twice a day to make up for it. crying while blasting music + ignoring phone calls. waking up nauseous and swollen. googling symptoms of arrhythmia, diabetes, diabetic blindness, everything.

i'm going to do it for real now. only 100 days to fix a habit. i will do this.

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a week off after getting the whole community together for my biggest act yet

telling strangers that I'm v

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may 12/9/24 go down into history. thank you to the girl who was on the phone with me for 1h37m

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phone at 19%, eye swollen, black tshirt and red jacket, vtuber pins, rosie

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i actually dont remember what we did for 1 yr

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my passion from crocheting -> streaming, changed with the relationship