# ― VOID JUMPING !

[voidjmp]

#  ―  VOID  JUMPING  !  ―  this  is  an  independent  mutually  exclusive  blog  for  r.enee  bl.asey  from  apex  legends .  .  .  rules  can  be  found  below.

001.  hi!  my  name  is  MEGHAN  ( SHE / HER )  ,  BUT  you  can  call  me  MEG.  i’m  22  years  old  &  my  TIMEZONE  is  EST.

002.   COMMUNICATION:  my  discord  will  be  sent  upon  request  to  my  mutuals  so  don’t  be  scared  to  ask!  general  talking  ,  plotting  ,  AND  writing  are  encouraged  there.

003.  TRIGGERS:  i  do  NOT  have  any  triggers  but  PLEASE  let  me  know  if  you  do  so  that  i  can  tag  them  accordingly. TRIGGERS WILL BE TAGGED AS ‘ X TW ‘ 

004.   SHIPPING:  shipping  has  never  really  been  PRIORITISED  in  my  eyes  but  it  may  happen  on  this  account  ,  though  NSFW  content  will  NOT  occur.

005.   FORMATTING:  i’ll  interact  with  MUTUALS  ONLY.  my  formatting  is  small  text  with  60x60  icons  but  don’t  worry  about  matching  my  formatting  but  i  DO  ask  you  to  AT  LEAST  make  your  text  smaller. . .

006.  CREDIT!  though  my  icons  &  graphics  are  made  by  ME  , the psd  ,  blockquote  ,  &  border  are  NOT  mine.  psd  was  made  by:  weirdestwitch blockquote  was  made  by:  plutocommissions  (  edited  ) border  was  made  by:  somresources  (  edited  )

[wickprompts]

*  ―  OUR FLAG MEANS DEATH PROMPT .  

* prt three. spoilers for episodes 5-6 , tw vulgar language ,discussion of murder / death change pronouns / wording as needed .  

❝ you are not to engage. you are simply here to observe. ❞

❝ quick question: how violent do we expect this to get ? ❞

❝ have you checked this body yet or what ? ❞

❝ write that down in the ‘useful tips’ section. ❞

❝ the number of bad habits i’ve identified is frankly humbling. ❞

❝ you could try a little more oomph. ❞

❝ you’re right, no need to get riled. ❞

❝ pirates, they attack with force. the upper crust, they strike with cutting remarks disguised as politeness. ❞

❝ that’s fucking diabolical. ❞

❝ yeah, but, i mean, fսck i care. whatever. ❞

❝ oh, i see, you think you’re cute. ❞

❝ actually, i think i’m just so-so, but i’ve decided to carry myself like i’m cute. ❞

❝ your lot days of lyin’ around doing fuck-all, it’s through. ❞

❝ i’ve got just the job for you… bitch. follow me. ❞

❝ little psycho. ❞

❝ i like the name ____ , and accounting sounds fancy as fսck. ❞

❝ how does one win this interaction ? ❞

❝ i’m gonna stop you there. it’s not really the, uh, crowd for skull talk. ❞

❝ this is deranged ! i don’t clean things ! ❞

❝ have you ever been sketched ? ❞

❝ are you saying you’ve tasted human flesh ? ❞

❝ aw, lighten up. you’re just sore ‘cause they like me more than you. ❞

❝ i’m gonna kill that twat. ❞

❝ hang on. that’s, that’s passive aggression. ❞

❝  from my experience these things are meant to make you feel like a bit of a jackass. ❞

❝ i don’t know, i panicked. and then, they laughed at me. ❞

❝ you’re in over your head. these are my people. i’ll deal with it. ❞

❝ and what if i don’t? you’re not my captain. ❞

❝ heh-heh, nice. ❞

❝ when you cut loose, you really cut loose. ❞

❝ i think you’re very sophisticated. ❞

❝ well, sometimes the old things are the best things. ❞

❝ you wear fine things well. ❞

❝ if you wanted, i could teach you a more advanced trick of the trade. ❞

❝ stab me. ❞

❝ this is it. i’m gonna shoot you in the face ! ❞

❝ i stabbed you, you nut ! ❞

❝ i think the scariest thing i’ve ever seen would probably be the kraken. ❞

❝ fear is the most powerful emotion, turn your enemy’s worst fear against them, you’ll own them. ❞

❝ be careful what you ask your god for, she might just answer. ❞

❝ ow, you bit me ! what the fսck ?! ❞

❝ as I like to call it, the art of fuckery. ❞

❝ sorry, you triggered my fight or bite response. ❞  

❝ you seem to know everything about everything in the whole fսckin’ world ! ❞

❝ you left me hangin’ up there for 20 minutes. not bloody optimal.  ❞

❝ the fuck is this ?  ❞

❝ you’re in too deep, ___. best thing to do end it quick.  ❞

❝ we’ve got a fuckery on our hands !  ❞

❝ i went out on a limb for you, you little shit.  ❞

❝ because it’s my job to make sure that ___ is content. and he adores you. why, i’ll never know, but… he does.  ❞

❝ yeah, he’s reimagined things a bit, all right ?  ❞

❝ maiming’s different. love a good maim.  ❞

❝ and tonight, i’m supposed to kill … you. ❞

❝ is that still on the cards or … ❞

❝ listen, what if what if we just pretended that whole murder idea never happened ? ❞

❝ i fսckin’ challenge you to a fսckin’ duel.  ❞

❝ that was a warning. ❞

❝ oh you cheeky bitch ! ❞

❝ no ! stab him, for fucks sake ! ❞

❝ shut up ! don’t you ever shut up, you rancid rat ! ❞

❝ not for nothing, but that guy really is a dick, huh ? ❞

❝ i’m used to death, but, um… but not, um… your death. ❞

[voidjmp]

i  miss  my  girl.

[transwattson-m]

Let’s just say a little birdie told me all about you.

wraith gifset for @miragesgaycrisis

[voidjmp]

holopiloted  .  .  . elliott​:

          ✩ — open.

          “ — and I present to you, from out of my POCKET,”

     Anticipation builds as he digs around not one, but several of his pockets in search of, supposedly, the playing card the other pulled from the deck earlier — the search growing a bit frantic after a minute, almost as if he’d LOST IT.

          It takes a few more seconds, but it seems he finally struck gold; the card dramatically held to the light before Elliott swiftly drops it to the bar top in front of them.

                    “BEHOLD — your card!”

eyes  squint  to  look  at  her  friend  as  if  he  has  five  heads  ,  though  a  grin  grows  upon  her  features.  a  chuckle  escapes  a  moment  later  ,  

“  mirage  .  .  .  “  a  pause  as  picks  the  card  back  off  of  the  bar  ,  offering  it  back  to  him.

“  that  isn’t  my  card.  you  could  always  .  .  .  try  again?  “

[voidjmp]

i  promise  i  haven’t  abandoned  wra.ith  .  .  .  i  miss  my  girl.

[widowmakxrs]

Queen Wraith

[voidjmp]

“  you think i don’t notice but i do.  i can tell something’s wrong.  ”  /  @voltaage​

❛  okay  ,  nat  .  .  .  you  can’t  tell  anyone  but  .  .  .  ❜  there’s  a  pause  ,  an  uneased  clench  of  her  jaw  before  her  form  shifts.  ❛  it’s  that  newcastle  guy  .  .  .  something  is  up  with  him.   ❜  information  on  him  had  been  scarce  so  far  but  that  wouldn’t  sway  her  from  finding  more  ,  she  wasn’t  foreign  to  hard  to  find  information.  

❛  elliot  is  the  only  other  person  who  knows  .  .  .  i’m  gonna  get  to  the  bottom  of  it.  ❜

[voidjmp]

public service announcement: I will be getting the new wraith skin & I will be broke but happy afterwards…

[nightprompts]

&. 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

(  we  love  angst  on  this  blog,  what  can  we  say.  here’s  some  more  dialogue  prompts  for  you.  a  warning  for  potentially  triggering  themes  below.  )

❛ everything you touch, you ruin. ❜

❛ the only one who gets to kill you, is me. ❜

❛ you can’t make me disappear. ❜

❛ memories are only there to make you bleed. ❜

❛ i don’t need your permission. ❜

❛ don’t shut me out like this. ❜

❛ the less you know, the better. ❜

❛ i won’t stop killing until you kill me. ❜

❛ why is it whenever we see each other, you’re covered in blood? ❜

❛ you think i felt something for you? you’ve forgotten what i am. ❜

❛ the last time we talked, didn’t you say you wanted to kill me? ❜

❛ i felt something loosen in me that shouldn’t have been loosened. ❜

❛ pull yourself together. we have work to do. ❜

❛ stay back, i have a demon inside of me. ❜

❛ let me get closer, i have a hell inside of me where your demon can live. ❜

❛ people like that don’t deserve to live. ❜

❛ just do what you’re told. like you always do. ❜

❛ why do you have to make everyone hate you? ❜

❛ it’s better that you don’t get involved. ❜

❛ i’d do anything to make you stay. ❜

❛ who cares if it bleeds. ❜

❛ is this what you think love is? ❜

❛ just breathe through it. it gets easier. ❜

❛ don’t pretend that you cared about me. ❜

❛ i’m starting to think you like wasting my time. ❜

❛ we wouldn’t be alive if it weren’t for me. ❜

❛ i will never, ever, give you a moment’s peace. ❜

❛ the world doesn’t hate us. but it doesn’t love us either. ❜

❛ it hurts that you still can’t trust me after all this time. ❜

❛ a darkness with voices is better than a silent void. ❜

❛ it’s safer to be feared, than loved. ❜

❛ am i not good enough for you? ❜

❛ a burnt child loves the fire. ❜

❛ i’m tired of dying. ❜

❛ what if you hurt because it feels good? ❜

❛ don’t try to fix me, i’m not broken. ❜

❛ if you want me to die, you can just say so. ❜

❛ you don’t have to be afraid of who you are. ❜

❛ that line disappears once you cross it. ❜

❛ how can i believe you after all you’ve done? ❜

❛ i won’t let you forget about me. ❜

❛ the person you once knew me as, died. ❜

❛ are you going to leave me again? ❜

❛ i have nothing i could offer you. ❜

❛ no one is going to save you. no one can. ❜

❛ maybe you’re / i’m already dead. ❜ 

❛ you have blood on your hands. ❜

❛ what, can’t take a punch? ❜

❛ i’m your mind giving you someone to talk to. ❜

❛ you have to step out of this darkness and let them see you for who you are, like i have. ❜

[obdaily]

[voidjmp]

voltaage​  .  .  .  natalie:

    Natalie’s returned attack suddenly stopped as Renee exclaimed her name. She blinked up at her, confused by the quick switch. She pushed herself up into a seated position as the other kneeled down at her side.     “Oui, I’m okay.” The engineer was swift to reassure. If anything Renee seemed to be the one more hurt by what just happened. Natalie’s eyebrows pinched with her growing incertitude. “I asked you to train with me, I expect to come out with some bruises you know.”     Renee’s remorseful eyes prompted Natalie to reach across and place her hand on the other’s knee, hopefully further soothing her friend’s nerves. “Don’t feel bad, mon ami.” She said softly before tilting her head with curious concern. “Are you okay?”

it  wasn’t  surprising  to  hear  the  other  voice  her  concern  ,  always  so  kind  .  .  .  considerate.  lips  curl  inward  as  she  stared  at  her  friend  ,  brows  furrowing  as  the  feeling  of  a  hand  on  her  leg  registers  &  looks  down  at  it.  hands  itch  to  return  the  gesture  ,  though  features  wince  once  more  as  voices  act  up  again.  /  stop!  get  away  from  her!  /  

teeth  clench  ,  hues  squeezing  shut  with  a  pained  expression  before  forcing  them  open  &  placing  her  hand  atop  the  others  .  .  .  only  to  remove  it  from  her  leg.  

❛   i  appreciate  your  concern  ,  wattson.  but  .  .  .  i  don’t  think  i  deserve it.   ❜  stating  before  forcing  herself  to  her  feet  with  a  heavy  breath. 

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voltaage​  .  .  .  natalie:

     Natalie held a determined grin as she waited for Renee, though the expression eventually faltered. Watching her friend grip her head and hiss at herself made the engineer pause and stand up a bit taller, getting out of her fighting stance. Worry sank into her soft features.      “Renee…” She said softly. It was an unspoken offer to end their sparing match for the sake of whatever was bothering her, but it was seemingly rejected or unheard as Wraith swung at Wattson. The engineer jumped, barely missing the strike to her midsection. She smirked, proud of her quick reaction, only for her feet to be pushed out from underneath her, humbling her and sending her to the ground.      “Oof!” Natalie exclaimed upon impact. Despite the ache that coursed through her body, Natalie forced herself to move, rolling onto her back and promptly kicking at Renee’s ankles.

the  self-induced  void  slowly  dissipates  around  her  when  the  sound  of   the  others’  body  hitting  the  floor  is  caught.  a  look  of  confusion  washes  over  into  concern  as  milky  white  hues  return  to  their  sky  blue  color  ,  just  in  time  to  counter  some  of  the  kicks  from  the  other  ,  wincing  slightly.  

❛  natalie!  ❜  she  calls  out  before  legs  bend  to  kneel  in  front  of  the  other  ,  ❛  i’m-  .  .  .  i  don’t  know  what  happened.  i  got  .  .  .  caught  in  my  head.  ❜  a  long  pause  ,  ❛  you  okay?  ❜

blue  hues  search  her  friends  ,  a  frown  upon  features  now  as  brows  furrow.  raising  a  hand  to  rub  at  the  back  of  her  neck  ,  guilt  starts  to  seep  into  the  pit  of  her  stomach  as  hues  falter  but  only  for  a  moment  ,  vulnerability  wasn’t  an  option. 

[jessicajonessource]

[leneemusing]

prompts for emotionally stunted idiots

because my friends muses need therapy. will they get it? absolutely not. 

AVOIDING THE TERRIFYING ORDEAL OF BEING KNOWN:  

“  yeah i’m pissed off but i’d rather not talk about it.  that’s why you’re the one i came to.  ”

“  i’m not looking for a friend.  i’m looking for someone just as angry as i am.  ”

“  i’m not good at caring about people’s shit on purpose.  ”

“  i’m not gonna ask if ‘you’re okay’ cause that’s fuckin’ annoying.  you wanna get the hell out of here and do something?  ”  

 “  i don’t wanna talk about it. you got a beer?  ”  

“  upset?  why would i be upset?  ”

“  so you wanna go find something to break?  ”  

“  hey you want me to kill that guy for you?  ”

“  i just need to get this shit done.  and i trust you to help me do that.  ”  

“  you’re hot.  and i’m bored.  ”  

“  can we just have some meaningless sex we can both pretend didn’t happen tomorrow morning?  ”

“  i can think of at least a dozen people that need killing.  or a light beating.  will that cheer you up?  ”

“  i’ve a got job and i think you’d be the perfect fit.  so you in?  ”

“  yeah i don’t do the whole crying thing.  give me something to stab and i’ll be good in a day or two.  ”

“  i banged it out and now i feel great.  next question.  ”

“  if i think about it,  i get angry.  and i don’t know where that anger stops.  so i’d rather not start at all.  ”

VARIOUS SENTENCES WITH ABSOLUTELY NO DEPTH U COWARDS: 

“  if you’re gonna stay here you can’t be sober so either take the fruity beer or the shitty wine or let me be vibe in peace.  ”

“  how much insect essence do you think are in every square inch of chocolate? like just how many cockroach guts have i consumed with my hershey’s? ” 

“  you should’ve seen the look on their face.  it’s been so long since i’ve made someone that fuckin’ angry it was great.  ” 

“  i have this neighbor who keeps playing driver’s license at 10 a.m. every morning and i’m starting to question if it’s a sixteen year old getting over a breakup or a 36 year old trying to reclaim their childhood. at this point the mystery is the only thing keeping me going.  ”

“  do i trust you?  absolutely not.  next question.  ”

“  if i don’t get a nap in the next hour i’ll probably murder someone.  ”

“  you’re getting that look in your eyes like you’re about to ask me what’s wrong so i’m gonna save us both the awkwardness of finding an excuse to leave and just go now.  ”

“  i’m here to raid your fridge cause my date went really bad and all i’ve had is lukewarm water and breadsticks.  ”

“  i’m making a fake tinder profile to see how gullible guys are, wanna help?  ”   

“  hey i got something for you look!  ”   *holds up middle finger* 

U MIGHT GET PUNCHED: 

“  why are you really here?  ”

“  i’m not leaving until you tell me what the fuck is going on.  ”

“  you can’t solve every problem with your fists.  ”  

“  i’m not here to talk about me.  what the hell is going on with you?  ”

“  you think i don’t notice but i do.  i can tell something’s wrong.  ”   

“  i can see beneath your smile.  ”

“  why won’t you just tell me the truth?  ”

“  what are you hiding? and don’t you dare try to lie to me. ”

“  what the hell did you do?  ”

“  so are we gonna talk about it or are we gonna pretend nothing’s wrong here?  ”

[voidjmp]

voltaage  .  .  .  natalie​:

    The hushed response did not help Natalie in controlling the blood that flowed to her face. Rather, it intensified her expression, turning the pink to scarlet and causing her eyebrows to practically fly off her forehead. Her heart rattled in her chest, the beats increasing with each passing second. The way Natalie felt was embarrassing, but exciting– shameful, but thrilling. She was on the edge of her metaphorical seat.     Then, all at once, Renee released her wrists and pulled away. Natalie stumbled forward, drawn towards the other, before catching herself, pulling back, and standing up straight. She blinked a few times, absolutely speechless, before she shook her head and gently smacked her cheeks, inwardly scolding herself to get under control.     “O-Oui! Another round!” Natalie exclaimed, perhaps a bit too readily, not wanting to dwell on that moment and her reaction. The engineer hurriedly followed after the other back towards the open, sandy, pit of the firing range, taking her previous position on one side. Her body then lowered slightly as her feet spread a bit further apart, preparing herself to go after her friend. “I’m ready when you are..!”

her  body  tries  its’  best  to  shake  off  the  usual  feeling  she’d  felt  moments  prior  but  it  still  lingers  a  bit  in  the  back  of  her  mind  until  the  voices  shatter  her  scattered  focus.  /  FOCUS!  THIS  IS  NOT  TIME  TO  GET  DISTRACTED!  WHAT  IF  THIS  WERE  A  MATCH?  YOU’D  LOSE!  /  

❛  quiet!  ❜  mouth  hisses  the  words  like  poison  whilst  her  head  shakes  roughly  &  hand  works  its  way  against  her  scalp  ,  as  if  it’ll  quiet  the  voices  inside  that  fought  to  win  over  but  it  was  no  use.  

that’s  when  she  starts  swinging  aimlessly  ,  aiming  for  natalie  abdomen  &  then  a  foot  swipes  in  an  attempt  to  knock  her  off  her  balance.   sweat  dripped  down   her  forehead  ,  features  pale  &  hues  clouded  over  ,  in  another  dimension  of  sorts.  millions  of  miles  away.  

[sunprompts]

RANDOM DIALOGUE PROMPTS (1)

feel free to make edits to better fit your muse’s speech! however, please don’t edit or add on to the original post 💛 thank you!

what are you doing here?

just sit down for a minute.

you look like you could use a drink.

you look like you could use a hug.

I never knew you could do that.

don't touch me.

woah, calm down!

where did that come from?

what do you want?

you need to rest.

I'm only trying to help.

I'm sorry, okay?

you've got something in your hair.

do you want to take a shower?

are you warm enough?

I got your favourite!

you... remembered?

do you want some?

hey, you're shivering.

what just happened?

are you alright?

hey, come with me.

I want to show you something.

can you stop fidgeting?

will you relax? this is going to be easy!

take your time. there's no rush.

what do you need right now?