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Mistakes

No one probably cares but the few who do I’m sure will understand this if they ever see it... some time back I screwed up. I hurt a very very dear friend and I lost them as a result. It was my fault, my insecurities, my lies, my fear, my selfishness. I am sorry. I am so sorry and if they never forgive me I understand. I can’t ask for forgiveness or beg. I fucked up and hurt them badly.

I am a human and as a human I make mistakes. I wish I had never made these mistakes, but I have done my best to learn from them and hopefully I have become a better person. I’ll try to be better for others even if I can’t be better for those I already failed.

Strange idea

Okay so story idea... not to, but story, the characters we RP are all sentient beings in their world. When we log on to RP they do as we make them do, but they think we’re all just idiots with a penchant for drama in all reality. The nice characters are evil conniving bastards who hate having to “play nice” when you’re on and the evil murderous ones cry themselves to sleep at night because of what the evil overlords make them play out.

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@runrunrylane

Music of the Muse

Music is a key part in the creative process, and I know there are a lot of writers out there that have whole playlists for their muses. So, let’s see about sharing some of what goes into these characters we write for!

Send a symbol and I’ll send a song. Will give context upon request!

🎵 - Theme music

⚔️ - Fight music

⌛️ - Character’s theme as a final boss.

🎉 - Victory music

👢 - Traveling/wandering music.

🔮 - A song relating to the character’s use of magic.

💛 - A song relating to family

💗 - A song relating to a friend (Provide a character name!)

💖 - A song relating to love

💔 - A song relating to heartbreak

🍺 - Drinking/Intoxicated music

💋 - A song for sex

🍼 - A song relating to parenthood

🚿 - Song the muse might sing in the shower

💀 - A song relating to death/mourning

🏠 - A song relating to home

🎭 - A song to fit a certain mood/emotion (Suggest one!)

🛌 - A song that matches the muse’s dreams/nightmares (Pick one!) Special thanks to @windandscales, @houserosaire, and @zoetic-grimoire for giving some suggestions/general moral support while I over thought the ever living fuck out of this.

waroftwowolves

Last words…

“I tried…”

Tagged by: @renwyck @fin-mckendric

Tagging: @murkeyglglgl @alexkestavin @explosivesorrow @eliceynbirch @voldanpaigewater @belillinafireseeker @dardillien-ward @nyyght @unabashedrebel @thaylynnkestavin @duelsanddancing @waitingrose @theunfortunatedruid @zhrianaa @anyone else who wants to break my heart today lol

voldanpaigewater

“Goodbye...”

Tagged by @waroftwowolves

Tagging: idk anyone... I TAG YOU ALL! *evil laughter*

evilrashida

Jewelry from Christian Dior’s Fall/Winter 1999 “Matrix” Haute Couture collection.

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@laceandlongshots

Wedding dress for ama? Lots of shiny expensive things and scarves.

runrunrylane

Rylane Forester- The Ghost

The Basics ––– –

Name: Rylane Abigail Forester (Lesser known as ‘The Ghost’)

Age: 31

Birthday: December 8th

Race: Human- Worgen

Gender: Female

Sexuality: Heterosexual

Marital Status: Single

Physical Appearance ––– –

Hair: Silver Blond

Eyes: Dark green

Height: 5′3

Build: Slender

Distinguishing Marks: Small notch out of the top of her right ear.

Common Accessories: Multiple Knives.

Personal ––– –

Profession: Unknown (Rumored to deal in information among other things)

Hobbies: Exploring, Sketching, Baking, Singing.

Languages: Common, Bad Common and Fluent Bitch.

Residence: Transient

Birthplace: Northern Gilneas

Religion: None

Fears: Herself, Losing those she loves (not just through death), Betrayal, Mild fear of bee’s.

Relationships ––– -

Spouse: None

Children: None

Parents: Chandra Forester (Mother- Whereabouts unknown), Terence Forester (Father- Deceased)

Siblings: Ryker Forester (Whereabouts unknown)

Other Relatives: Unknown

Pets: None

Traits ––– -

Bold your character’s answer.

Extroverted / In Between / Introverted

Disorganized / In Between / Organized

Close Minded / In Between / Open Minded

Calm / In Between / Anxious

Disagreeable / In Between / Agreeable

Cautious / In Between / Reckless

Patient / In Between / Impatient

Outspoken / In Between / Reserved

Leader / In Between / Follower

Empathetic / In Between / Apathetic

Optimistic / In Between / Pessimistic

Traditional / In Between / Modern

Hard-working / In Between / Lazy

Cultured / In Between / Uncultured

Loyal / In Between / Disloyal

Faithful / In Between / Unfaithful

Additional information ––– –

Smoking Habit: Never

Drugs: None

Alcohol: Occasionally

RP Hooks ––– –

Outlaw Affiliates: Known in darker circles and networks as one who has her nose in everything.

Persistent: Once she has her eyes set on something, she is determined, which can get annoying as sometimes that something is a cookie.

Thrillseeker: One of her lesser known talents is a lack of fear of repercussion. She has a habit of testing her limits and beyond walking along the tops of fences, walls and even rooftops, she tends to see what else she can get into, onto or on-top of. Including the Cathedral.

Odd Coloring: Rylane is not only small, she’s pale. You could say she’s so pale she’s reflective with equally pale hair. It’s evident she doesn’t see much sunlight, or if she does, she’s usually covered. She tends to stand out in a crowd unless wearing several layers of clothing and a hat.

voldanpaigewater

Shadows. Dark and foreboding, concealing. Comfortable. The rogue relished her darkness, watching the man in silence. The small blade she held, blackened steel blending amongst the shadows, spun between delicate, deft fingers, whipped up and came crashing down before him. "A beast who hunts beasts?" The darkness purred. "Color me curious." - Rylane.

Despite the sudden appearance of the woman and the knife, Voldan did not seem surprised, or more accurately, he did not jump. He was however ready for anything after the knife hit the ground at his feet. “Curious….? How do you know what I do in my free time and what does it concern you?” Amber eyes stared at the short blonde, watching for any signs of impeding aggression.

runrunrylane

Regardless of the knife, the woman appeared completely at ease. In fact she looked downright bored, her shoulder pressed against the plaster of the wall and arms folded loosely over a leather wrapped middle. Gloved fingers tapped a hidden rhythm along leather bound biceps while dark green eyes swept the man from toe to top.

“You could say I like to know things, hmm?” Rylane purred, tugging the mottled black and grey cotton mask down from her nose to reveal the rest of her pale features, plush pink lips curled in the hint of a smirk. “I am a curious creature, and at the moment, you’ve piqued my curiosity.” She gave a slight cant of her head. “See, my big question is -why- you hunt, hmm? I have learned through the years that we often seek to destroy that which we often wish we could destroy within ourselves.”

That smirk broadened, revealing the slight point of a canine. “Care to share? If you do, I’ll share something of my own.”

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Amber eyes narrowed on the woman, “I suppose sharing why would not hurt… though more than that will be much harder to pry from me…. I hunt feral worgen because a pack killed my family… long ago… and they are a menace to everything. Wild beasts that deserve to be slain if they can not control themselves.. it’s a mercy in the end.” His eyes were sad for just a moment befor she smiled and the sorrow vanished, “now, it’s your turn to reveal what you offered…. and my name is Voldan… you probably already knew that if you knew what I do… and your name will not count for what you ge to tell me.”

@runrunrylane

runrunrylane

The pale woman eased up to his side, negating personal boundaries without care to trace a gloved finger over the mans shoulder. “You call them beasts and a menace while your eyes cloud with sadness. Consider my curiosity insatiable now, Mister Voldan Paigewater.” She smiled, slipping around to his other side to snare her blade out of the ground. “Your name I knew, but… it’s a habit to know things for me.” The woman sheathed the blade in her boot and folded her arms.

“My name Rylane. And since you wont let that count…” she leaned over, lowering her voice conspiratorially. “A secret for you, since I am a woman of my word. My favorite color is orange.”

The grin she flashed was nothing short of amused, dark eyes locked upon the man for his reaction.

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The look he gave her was not amused. He was clearly not entertained. “Hardly fair, but a deal is a deal. Now will that be all?” He looked around the street, deciding where to go next. He was not a fan of being caught off guard and that is exactly what this woman had done... it was a bit terrifying.

@runrunrylane

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Shadows. Dark and foreboding, concealing. Comfortable. The rogue relished her darkness, watching the man in silence. The small blade she held, blackened steel blending amongst the shadows, spun between delicate, deft fingers, whipped up and came crashing down before him. "A beast who hunts beasts?" The darkness purred. "Color me curious." - Rylane.

Despite the sudden appearance of the woman and the knife, Voldan did not seem surprised, or more accurately, he did not jump. He was however ready for anything after the knife hit the ground at his feet. “Curious….? How do you know what I do in my free time and what does it concern you?” Amber eyes stared at the short blonde, watching for any signs of impeding aggression.

runrunrylane

Regardless of the knife, the woman appeared completely at ease. In fact she looked downright bored, her shoulder pressed against the plaster of the wall and arms folded loosely over a leather wrapped middle. Gloved fingers tapped a hidden rhythm along leather bound biceps while dark green eyes swept the man from toe to top.

“You could say I like to know things, hmm?” Rylane purred, tugging the mottled black and grey cotton mask down from her nose to reveal the rest of her pale features, plush pink lips curled in the hint of a smirk. “I am a curious creature, and at the moment, you’ve piqued my curiosity.” She gave a slight cant of her head. “See, my big question is -why- you hunt, hmm? I have learned through the years that we often seek to destroy that which we often wish we could destroy within ourselves.”

That smirk broadened, revealing the slight point of a canine. “Care to share? If you do, I’ll share something of my own.”

@voldanpaigewater

voldanpaigewater

Amber eyes narrowed on the woman, “I suppose sharing why would not hurt... though more than that will be much harder to pry from me.... I hunt feral worgen because a pack killed my family... long ago... and they are a menace to everything. Wild beasts that deserve to be slain if they can not control themselves.. it’s a mercy in the end.” His eyes were sad for just a moment befor she smiled and the sorrow vanished, “now, it’s your turn to reveal what you offered.... and my name is Voldan... you probably already knew that if you knew what I do... and your name will not count for what you ge to tell me.”

@runrunrylane

Shadows. Dark and foreboding, concealing. Comfortable. The rogue relished her darkness, watching the man in silence. The small blade she held, blackened steel blending amongst the shadows, spun between delicate, deft fingers, whipped up and came crashing down before him. "A beast who hunts beasts?" The darkness purred. "Color me curious." - Rylane.

Despite the sudden appearance of the woman and the knife, Voldan did not seem surprised, or more accurately, he did not jump. He was however ready for anything after the knife hit the ground at his feet. “Curious....? How do you know what I do in my free time and what does it concern you?” Amber eyes stared at the short blonde, watching for any signs of impeding aggression.

💄 - Would they seduce another person in order to manipulate them?

Honestly, I’m not sure. Voldan has never done this and I don’t think he would. It may be one of those lines that he’d only cross if it was the absolute last resort. For the most part however, Voldan is a mercenary, so his work involves fighting or assassination. Seduction would fall under spy work more often and he rarely engages in that. Outsid eof work, he is not a very manipulative individual. He’s straight forward and blunt.

😉 - Do they have any qualms with manipulating others to get what they want?

Yes and no. Voldan will do so if he has too, but he has a conscience. He knows right from wrong and things weigh in him. It’s a matter of weighing the need and what would be worth achieving his goals. So yes they have qualms, but if they had to, they could.

@patiencekindnesscourage

Ty!

✂ - Their thoughts on revenge.

His view is complicated. While he knows revenge is a vicious cycle sometimes, he can’t deny he is included to it. He is not petty. Throw an egg at him and he won’t do the same, and he does not play the game of escalation, but if you ask him his view to his face he will honestly pause. “While it is a bad thing and can not bring more pain... I would be a hypocrite to say it is not something I do... feral worgen tore my mother, my father, and my little sister to pieces and ate them when I was young... i frequently hunt mindless ferals.”

Thank you whoever you are :)

aetherochemistry-deactivated202

RP Askbox Memes: The Darker Aspects of Life.

(TW! Some of these detail sensitive situations and darker themes!

🚬 - What are some of your muses’s vices? have they tried to quit, or are they content with these habits?

🚭 - Do they approve of immoral behavior, or are they more of a straightedge?

💉 - Specifically, are they addicted to any substances or immoral behavior patterns? (Bonus points if you outline why!)

🔒 - Is your muse secretive? If so, why?

❌- Something terrible that my muse has done, but frequently denies in the face of others (or themselves)

✂ - Their thoughts on revenge.

🔥 - If applicable, do they lean more toward sadism or masochism?

👊 - Have they ever gotten into a fist fight before? (Bonus points if you mention what caused the fight and how it turned out!)

🌊 - Have they ever come close to drowning (Or have they caused someone else to drown?)

🌈 - Are they the type to put on a face and act like things are hunky dory when in reality they aren’t?

🐍 - Would they ever keep a dangerous animal around?

💀 - Have they ever killed before? (Bonus points if you mention why!)

💰 - Have they ever stolen before? If so, what did they steal and why?

👀 - Had your muse ever witnessed a crime and looked the other way? (Bonus points for specifics!)

💣- Do they have an affinity for large and/or dangerous weapons?

✨ - (If applicable) Would they prefer using “good” or beneficial magic, or would they be liable to prefer malignant and evil magic instead?

🔫 - Discuss a murder or crime your muse has committed.

🎭 - Do they have a conscience, or are they cold-blooded?

😉 - Do they have any qualms with manipulating others to get what they want?

👄 - Are they attracted to immoral behavior? If so, what specifically are they drawn to?

📢 - Would they be more likely to report a crime to the authorities, or be more inclined to look the other way?

🗽 - Do they support government institutions, or do they favor anarchy instead?

💄 - Would they seduce another person in order to manipulate them?

🏆 - Are they type to take credit for someone else’s achievements?

⚡ - In their eyes, do the ends justify the means?

👿 - Are they petty?

💲 - Would they ever kill or commit crimes for money?

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sadlittlenerdking

I literally scrolled past after read it, started reading another post. Paused. “Oh my gOD” and scrolled back up to reblog this fuck

voldanpaigewater

Okay is it bad if I get this, but I find it so sad that “normal” is texting on a fucking cell phone now days? I’d remake this and have the parent and kids sitting on the couch with the cellphones face down on the damn table for important conversations.

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