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Some people don't care about hearing the truth or how you were impacted by something they did because they were looking for any reaction you'd give to be a scapegoat for a narrative about you they've already decided is true. Try to explain your perspective? Pushy and overstepping. Apply logic and reason? Harsh and unempathetic. Defend your boundaries? Narcissistic and egotistical. Don't focus energy into people that are dedicated to intentionally misinterpreting you.

#life advice #Learning #mental health #toxic behavior

born to shoujo forced to horror

i feel vile

no one will ever understand the anger that burns inside me that demands my blood to spill and things i love to break

#and never understanding what became of me to be this way #or never understanding why i lash out all of a sudden #actually bpd #bpd #anxitey #its too much #self h@rm

i just want to be someone else's favorite person for once. im tired of growing disgusted and needing to be the one to distance myself first when i feel a slight change of maybe im being too much. i dont want to constantly seek validation all the damn time and i dont want to feel like im being isolated from everyone!!!! idk how to make this make sense without my head splitting open? like i just want someone to have me as there top pick for everything.

#actually bpd #bpd #i hate everything #i kinda want to unalive #i might be in a splitting episode #aha

what the hell is adjustment disorder, and why was that added to my medical diagnosis coding from my therapist

#what so you see in me lady !!!!#what does it mean #adjustment disorder #bpd #hmmmm ahhhhh #anxitey #panic disorder #dont perceive me

saw a new psych and was prescribed vraylar

anyone taking it or been on it how was it???

#Vraylar #anyone have any thoughts to share ???

tw// s€lf h@rm

relapsed!!!! after idk a few months???

im so done !!!!@ im so pissed off this was the only way

#oops ?? ig #i made the first too deep i.....#self h@rm #i hate everything #actually bpd #psychosis #going to make my therapist pay for this

no one understands whenever i am forced to feel my emotions, the violence within every fiber of my being that causes me to never want to feel again

#actually borderline #like every single time i am no longer numb and can identify a emotion creeping up all i know i violent thoughts of ways to let it out #like relapsing or punching myself or punching objects wanting to bash my head in getting images of such acts like???#maybe its ok if i just stay empty and never feel again bc if its like this i dont need it #is it just me #bpd #anxitey #actually bpd #psychosis

livechovsky

can i please be normal

anyone taking clonidine feel like their paranoia is heightened a bit and chest feeling very hollow? like....? whats that about .??

#Clonidine #like i think its working with anxiety but im also thinking its fucking with other shit ??? im still trying to get used to it #i think taking it at night is better despite it heightens my “if i open my eyes someone is going to be there staring at me thoughts dmckndak

jeffreywoodsmustdie

ずっとこれからだったのに

happy pride month ❤️

twentytworoses

"Imbibitor Lunae, when will our retribution come? How can our debt be repaid?" Bro just say you wanna fuck him

#i am in tears #renheng

the-bluespirit

#IM STILL NOT OVER THE FIRST TO KISS OUT OF THE LOVE SQUARE IS MARICHAT #MARICHAT THE SUPERIOR SHIP

liebemich-deactivated20221113

bpd 101

''i like [person that isnt you]!'' = ''i absolutely despise you and am now going to end our relationship and abandon you, youre horrible, useless and i regret ever knowing or having associated with you.''

this dyshidrotic shit rlly puts a number on my mental health its so hard,, wish it could go away and stay gone

#dyshidrotic eczema

chaosgodssaucychild

"My cHiLd iS cOmplEteLy fiNe"

Your child is crying on the bathroom floor because no one will love them the way Achilles loved Patroclus

#no like im broken andnim not even done with the book #the song of achilles

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