Tw: suicide, self harm
I don’t know if anyone will read this. I’m not sure what to do now. I attempted to kill myself a few hours ago but it failed. I’m still alive. Not sure what to do next. A friend offered to pay for psychiatric help. Is it worth it? Does it work? What can I do in the meantime? I’ve lost too many things and people. The only thing I’ve got left is my friend but I’m not sure that’s enough to keep me.going. I am currently planning on getting a gun but it’s harder than it seems to get one in my country which is why I tried hanging myself. The knot got loose and I fell and I threw up during what felt like hours and couldn’t get on my feet again. How .do I proceed? I really feel I should have the right to shoot myself. It’s my life and I don’t want it anymore, but I also want to have a clean death, with a bullet to the head. Someone please read this and talk to me in my ask off anon. Please.
















