i am not a number scientist

Vox, 31, it/they/she

[angel-advise]

that's it. put on the pizza hut maid outfit.

[voxnihil]

okay now what?

[voxnihil]

changed my url and pfp, but its still me

going to be pruning myself from the internet over the next few months

[voxnihil]

im so fucking furious and pissed off at the world and we deserve to express that anger as loudly as we need without fear of reproach

i absolutely HATE how society makes us feel like we have to hold every ounce of anger in lest we be treated like fucking monsters (even more than we already are)

[cntrl15]

Isn't it funny how getting angry is always a big problem people want to jump on immediately, but they never want to do anything about the bigger problem that's making you angry in the first place?

[voxnihil]

hey so where in my post does it say that im not doing anything about the things that are making me angry? and where does it imply that the things making me angry are completely within my control and something i can reasonably act on in the first place? or effect any meaningful change by myself?

maybe shut the fuck up and let people be angry instead of contributing to the thing this post is complaining about.

[charaznablescanontoyota]

words of wisdom from wikipedia this evening

[theatsthetic]

A comic about cavemen.

[vocalsynthtextposts]

ppriiiide montgh Yay pride Yay

[phantomrose96]

I want to play in the sun!!!!!! Instead they’ve got me writing Teams Message!!!!!!!

[phantomrose96]

“I want to circle back on the open questions” I want to…! Circle the BLOCK! Where there are 🌲🌲🌲🌳🌳🌳 trrrees

[phantomrose96]

“I want to touch base” I want to touch 🫳🫳🫳🫳🫳🫳🍀🍀🍀🍀 theeeeeee grass

[thepervertlesbian]

The pervert lesbian metalcore vocalist meant something very different when she growled Open Up This Fucking Pit!!! while making eye contact with you

[digitalsymbiote]

Working a drag show tonight, and it's really making my think about why I don't like drag.

Like

My identity isn't a fucking costume.

Love that all these cis men get to put on my identity like a costume and parade around on stage like I'm some fucking caricature. And then they get to take it all off and not deal with any of the consequences that trans women have to deal with.

It's crazy to me that people don't see this, that people can't understand why trans women don't like drag. Just like, think about it for half a second.

[litterofbiscuit]

its interesting being a weird autistic tranny as a kid and letting yourself get accustomed to the idea that youre just some magically antisocial loser who is "introverted" and is happy being alone and then you grow up and realize that actually you love being social you love hugs you love going out and hate being alone you just hated all of the social opportunities available to you growing up so much you let yourself romanticize solitude as a slightly less miserable state than interacting with people

[kristina100000]

incredible picture found on the interwebs i had to share with everypony

[kristina100000]

incredible picture found on the interwebs i had to share with everypony

[mars-hollow]

writing a movie about a violent man in a dress who kills women out of a desire to become one and then insisting over and over that it can't be transphobic (despite it's cultural influence to the contrary) because he isn't a real tranny is. well it's beyond parody isn't it.

[mars-hollow]

reallyyy not a fan of the habit people have of deflecting guilt for making abhorrent and obvious caricatures of trans women in media by insisting that it was actually super progressive because he wasn't a real transsexual!! you see the same shit with rhps. just a complete failure to take some accountability and say "yeah that was insensitive we shouldn't have depicted a real group of people that way and it has brought them material harm as a result."

[emrakulsstrongestkitty]

It's so frustrating when people pull the "but he isn't a trans woman," like yes, the transmisogynistic caricature will not be called a woman by the source material, please consider why that is

[lunaticchimaera]

"The Hateful Image of You is a community building thing for us though." "We felt so safe in The Hateful Image of You it let us explore ourselves." "The Hateful Image of You inspired women to join imperialist government organizations." "Honestly I dont even care how you feel about The Hateful Image of You it doesn't matter that nobody acknowledges the affect it has on You." "I have personally helped facilitate dozens of productions of The Hateful Image of You its not amazing its just a movie."

Silence of the Lambs, Ace Ventura, RHPS, Sleepaway Camp, Longlegs, Psycho, the list goes on and on and on and The Hateful Image of You lives on in the hearts of everyone around us and TME people expect us to just, not care? Is it so hard to empathize with a trans woman for one minute that they can't even conceive of having The Hateful Image of You depicting yourself in a warped portrait with blood smeared on it and how it makes us feel? Especially that its a beloved community gathering thing to take part in The Hateful Image of You? That The Hateful Image of You unites everyone else in enjoying it? That the sharing of it perpetuates its renewal over and over again?

Nah, I'mma be a loud pissed off tranny about it. The least I can do to fight what kills so many of us before we can even be ourselves is shit on every one of these shitty fucking things yall make. Fuckin Hell.

[mika-0730]

two girls with collars on linked together making out

[mika-0730]

two girls with collars on linked together making out iwht leash

[renixie]

y'know I dislike a lot about the current era but I gotta say I'm a big fan of some of the perks. like, we got estrogen n shit. that's pretty neat. and drugs.

[renixie]

give it up for estrogen and drugs 👍

[renixie]

like there's a lot wrong with our everything but at least I can get strung out and I can have boobs while I'm doing it, y'know? kinda huge win icl

[voxnihil]

#OurEverything

[voxnihil]

im so fucking furious and pissed off at the world and we deserve to express that anger as loudly as we need without fear of reproach

i absolutely HATE how society makes us feel like we have to hold every ounce of anger in lest we be treated like fucking monsters (even more than we already are)

[voxnihil]

and yes, this post is SPECIFICALLY about being transfem

[voxnihil]

im so fucking furious and pissed off at the world and we deserve to express that anger as loudly as we need without fear of reproach

i absolutely HATE how society makes us feel like we have to hold every ounce of anger in lest we be treated like fucking monsters (even more than we already are)