is this death true?

moved to twitter! hipb0nnez

[vris7kaserket]

Introduction !

this is my 8th tumblr account so far, past ones have been banned.

my name is twi, i am 16 and use this account to post vents and thoughts:3

i do not recommend looking at my page if you are sensitive or triggered by the follow!

• Eating Disorders, SH, obsession talk, and suicide. please do not report anything, blocking will do you fine. this is your warning.

i have CPTSD, BPD, autism, bpd induced psychosis. i am also a disabled cane user!

DNI IF!! standard dni material, proship, map

kisses!!!（＾ω＾）

[vris7kaserket]

[vris7kaserket]

moving to twitter because it’s easier lol:3

@ hipb0nnez

[vris7kaserket]

got 25 hours into my fast but my mom is forcing me to eat dinner TT

[vris7kaserket]

almost 50% through my fast :3 this is another 42 hour one but i want to push for a week some day!

[caffeinatedopossum]

"Do these symptoms interfere with your daily activities?"

Bitch these symptoms ARE my daily activities wym

[vris7kaserket]

starting another 42 hour fast

[vris7kaserket]

i feel bad for people who don’t look good in tight tank tops <\3

i’m chubby still but god tight tank tops are so cute on meeeee, they are super slimming! and if you’re short like me pulling them down to make your body look longer is def a cute look lol

rip if they make you look weird tho

[failed-apple]

me: is shaking cause fasting

also me: energy drink will fix that

*shaking intensities*

me: the risk i took was calculated, i am however bad at math

[tobi-with-an-i-deactivated20220]

Things I Didn't Expect From My Ed

being cold all the time. i am now at a 'normal weight' but i am freezing all the time.

crappy blood circulation.

heart palpations that never seem to end.

very low blood pressure but a very fast heart beat.

mood swings when i start restricting or start eating normally again.

hardly sweating during the day.

being sensitive to the slightest temperature change.

hands and feet falling asleep way quicker.

weirdly, minimal acne.

way more tired than i used to be.

[saint-icide-deactivated20250610]

idk how to explain this but I feel like being skinny would make my mental illness more...socially acceptable?

[tiny-rainy-deactivated20220606]

i want the romanticized version of an ed not whatever the fuck this shit is

[vris7kaserket]

GOOD NEWS!! I went to the doctor and i’m not 157lbs, IM 154!! 4 pounds away from 149!! i’ve lost almost 40 pounds since the start of this year <3

[vris7kaserket]

48 hour fast completed!!

[vris7kaserket]

pretty much 40 hours into fasting! might see how far i can take it 🙂

[vris7kaserket]

zero calorie drinks <3 helps with fasting so much for me honestly, and hot water with chicken flavoring packets

[vacantandstained]

low cal garlic veggie soup!

For @briskwalkingdoll​

This is a super easy recipe makes about 2 cups but can be diluted more :)

Total is 46 cals but 23 per serve

Ingredients 

1 stock cube (7 cals)

2 cups water (0 cal)

1 egg white (17 cals)

30g carrots *about half a regular carrot (12 cals)

10g spinach (2 cals)

1 garlic clove (4 cals)

5g chilli, garlic and onion paste (4 cals)

How to

dice the spinach and carrots to preferred size (I like a mix of cubes and slices)

crush garlic

put a pot and frying pan on the stove and turn them both on low

In the pot add the water and stock cube and stir 

In the frying pan add garlic, chilli paste, carrots and spinach and mix

Cook until the stock cube is dissolved and the carrots have softened 

Add egg whit on top of the ingredients in the frying pan and start mixing fast

Make sure egg is cooked thinly and into small chunks

Add contents of the frying pan to soy pot and continue to stir over heat

Pour into 2 cups and enjoy :)

I know it sounds weird but the egg takes on the flavor of everything else and it’s so nice. The chilli, onion and garlic paste I used is from Woolworths and the brand is ‘stonemil’ it’s really good for flavor at 4cals-5g 

Sorry for bad pic, Let me know if you try the recipe and what you think of it :)