Vacant and Stained

  .53kg.        .5'10.    .17.4 bmi.      .he/him. .transmasc.      .Active in may/2022.                      .Block, don't report.                                                                                                    .I'm beating out of time.               .I don’t wanna make it, I just wanna…

[sickfaerie]

I sure have been putting the eating in eating disorder lately

[v4mp-h34rtt-deactivated20220729]

pls tell me i'm not the only one who got so obsessed with calories at some point that now 600 seem like A LOT when it's actually probably not that much

[vacantandstained]

I see anything over 200 on a packet and immediately recoil. I hate this 

[brunettebaby]

"june will be my month!!" not if you keep eating like that

[sandmandaddy69]

[metamorphosis-42]

having an ed makes you so much more aware of other people’s disordered eating habits

[sybbalb-deactivated20221228]

hi. will it ever end

[mychemicalraymance]

Hi goodmorning. Gerard way legs

[overthink]

Franco D’ Addario

[rat-in-a-coffin]

i wantt green hair but i dont want to be misgenderrd aaaaaa

[vacantandstained]

I have green hair but it’s not like anyone doesn’t misigender me 🤷‍♂️ 

[vacantandstained]

Agh! In 2 weeks i’m travelling to see a friend who I haven’t seen for years and he’s so fking cool and I look like entire sht. I gotta lose at least 5kg by then, ideally 10 but i’m And idiot. I swear I can do it this time

[vacantandstained]

Holy fking sht! I’ve been having a weird binge-ish month and I was so sure I gained a sht ton and have been terrified to weigh in but I just did and !?!? I lost 3kg? I know that’s not much but I thought I’d been Gaining!!! I’m so fking relieved for real tho

[xsoftboy]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[caffeinatedopossum]

Why do I still have the urge to comfort eat despite the fact that eating is one of the least comforting things I subject myself to

[unnamed-firefly-deactivated2023]

My last couple of weeks:

[toastbutteregg]

[youngchronicpain]

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this