in the end, always laugh.

––––– the most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. indie victor trevor. written by allison. mun/muse 22+

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                         love, like art, must always be free.

created june 2017. written & penned by allison. promo credit.

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     Hey all. I’m considering coming back on one of my blogs, but I’m unsure which one. I don’t want to overwhelm myself, so I’m only bringing one back. Which one do you guys want to see on the dash again first? I’ll reblog this on them all! Please vote here!

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

[bbcmycroft-arc-deactivated20180]

INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

[bbcmycroft-arc-deactivated20180]

INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

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INDEFINITE HIATUS

     I’m officially moving from a semi-hiatus to a full indefinite one. I feel very badly about all of my blogs, my writing, how I am as a person on here. I’m not having a lot of fun anymore, as it’s gotten stressful and all I ever feel is bad, in one way or another, when I come on. I can’t pinpoint it, what it is exactly, but I just can’t be here right now. I just want to be good for you guys, and be here consistently and not sporadically like I have been. I want to bring positive things to the dash, and not the negativity I’ve been bringing lately. I’ll be back at some point, I promise. Just, not right now.

     All of my blogs will be on hiatus for the time being: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, abhordull.  It’s unlikely I’ll bring them off all at once.

     I might check messages every now and again, but chances are I’m not going to. I will also still write outside of Tumblr, things that I can kind of keep going on the fly but don’t have to put all of my immediate focus and energy into. If you want to keep in contact with me, or continue writing, please please please add/follow me on one of the following (mutuals, preferably –– tell me who you are if you add me, please):

personal/fandom blog: morstans –– it’s unlikely that I’ll follow any roleplay blogs back, but I’ll change my settings so people I don’t follow can still IM me. twitter: bbcmorstan –– I’ll follow pretty much anyone back here, and sometimes my tweets are funny. facebook: here –– I don’t actually post much, but I use messenger a lot & it’s good for roleplay things. skype: allisonrepnyek –– I’m always logged in, so it’s readily available to me. email: [email protected] –– also good for roleplay things. imessage: above email –– texting is my preferred contact, but this is definitely mutuals only & I will give my phone number out to those who ask and are mutuals.

     I don’t know when I’ll be back. I don’t know how long it will take to get out of this funk, to feel better about everything. Could be a few weeks, few months. I don’t know. I don’t want to lose my friends, though, so please keep in contact & I’ll do my best to do so as well.

     I’m going to reblog this a few times on all my blogs, and let my queue run out on them all. I’m sorry. Thanks, for being there, and understanding. <3

[vtrevor-arc-blog]

xsherlockxholmes:

“Settled? Settled or stable isn’t in either of our natures. I’ve just more narrowly defined the area where i’m willing to work.”

     “I’m settled now. I’ve travelled a lot of places, and been all over the world. It’s safe to say I’m ready to settle here.”

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col-sebastian:

“A bit of rain never hurt anyone, I’m sure you’ll be fine” his tone was lightly teasing, as was his expression.

     “I don’t usually mind,” Victor says with a small chuckle. “Just I have all these papers from my students today, and I don’t want to get them soaked.”

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lucidaughter:

    “ what’s the point in that? i didn’t want to do it this time, why would more time matter? “ she sighs, returning to her table to begin packing away her things, “ i won’t retain any of it. and – that isn’t me being difficult, really; i like your lessons -it’s me telling the truth. “

     “I understand that.” Things like this weren’t for everybody, school wasn’t for everybody. “Is there another way you would get the points? Another type of assignment I could give you? I don’t want you to fail.”

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ALLISON’S SEMI-HIATUS

     I’m feeling super duper shitty about a lot on here. From my portrayals to my writing to how I feel in general to feeling like I’m on the back burner because I’ve not been here ( yeah, let’s disappear so that’ll make it all the better, Allison, great idea ). I just need to step back for a few days. Everything is queued on all of my blogs, and I’ll pop onto mobile every so often to answer messages and the like. I’ll be here, just not here too much OOC –– not that I have been lately, but that’s whatever. 

     I won’t be on the Tumblr app too much, so the best bet of talking to me about whatever is either skype (allisonrepnyek), twitter (bbcmorstan), or via texting (ask for my number if we’re mutuals). We can do writing things outside of Tumblr. That would be nice. I’ll reblog this on all my blogs, sorry for anyone seeing this four times.

     TLDR; 

     Feeling shitty about everything, need to step back. The following blogs are queued & on semi-hiatus: bbcmycroft, bbcmary, vtrevor, and abhordull. Contact above.

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fxckingsavages:

“Usually loss of time means you’ve finished an entire bottle of whiskey or the drugs are gone.” She teased half heartedly, “time is never ending, life is what’s fickle.” She adds before Resting her gaze on the half empty glass sitting in front of her, gazing into nothingness as the wheels in her chaotic mind began to race.

     “I don’t really drink much, and I don’t touch drugs.” Victor gives a slight smile, gaze on the woman for a few moments. “Everything is fickle in some way, I think.”

[vtrevor-arc-blog]

xsherlockxholmes:

“I happen to have a very broad range of interests many of which might surprise people”

     “I know you’re interested in a lot, I just didn’t think Ancient Roman history was one of them.”

[vtrevor-arc-blog]

isaidfocus:

“An exhibit? Oh, I didn’t know about that. It really sounds interesting, and I’d love to go there with you, I’m glad you asked, I wouldn’t want to miss such a cool exhibit!”

     “You would? Ah, that’s fantastic! I’m going to have to take a few notes and pictures, for one of my classes, but I’m all yours for the rest of it!”

[vtrevor-arc-blog]

toldabetterstory:

Eyes cast away, slight embarrassment at his enthusiastic reaction. A self-conscious bite of his lower lip; Sherlock hadn’t even been sure as to why he had gone that route for his NOT-A-VALENTINES DAY gift. “ i looked it up beforehand, so it didn’t take as long as i expected. there had been an attempt to bottle it but… ” he showed his right hand where a band-aid was wrapped around his thumb. “ i am glad you like it. ”

     “Hey, I love it.” Victor sets it down carefully, then steps forward to Sherlock. He takes the man’s hand, and links their fingers together, careful to avoid the bandaged thumb. “Should have been more careful, though. I’m not surprised you hurt yourself, you can be a bit of a klutz sometimes.”

[vtrevor-arc-blog]

dysfunctionaljoy:

A slight smile pulled at Rhys’ lips and he nodded in agreement. It was true. Everyone was unique, though he didn’t exactly get such encouragement in the past when he told people that he couldn’t read. Most thought it was odd and he was ridiculed for it in school, so he had to admit he appreciated the much softer perspective from this young man.

“ Victor… It’s a- It’s a pleasure. ”

     Victor doesn’t judge people for anything if he can help it. He rarely does it intentionally, and whenever he does he feels badly about it at the end. It isn’t his place to judge the skills of other people, no matter what or who it is. “Do you have something else to perform? If not, would you like to grab a coffee?”