feeling blue?

art blog, in which i document my improvement and my thoughts call me vapor^^ (minors dni please, I can, will post and have posted suggestive stuff, get out!!!)

[vtsumi]

we all have that friend who js not going ti make it (it's me, i wont make it the bachelor deadline, i want to be shot)

[vtsumi]

its 'orrible to see one's own art you dont like anymore in a relatively small tag,,, its always a very visceral YUCK reaction but ,,,,,, yay it brought people joy,,,,, but yuck,,,,,,,

[power-chords]

This Dan Piraro comic always makes me cry.

[gailynovelry]

The fastest way to accomplish The Project is to cease being afraid of The Project. The Project cannot maim you. The Project cannot kill you. The Project is more afraid of you than you are of it. It is okay if The Project turns out differently from how it was in your head, and it is okay if it has flaws. You are capable of engaging with The Project.

[olliemnjones]

Hospital

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[nightwingpinupzine]

「 ✦ CONTRIBUTOR SPOTLIGHT ✦ 」

@vtsumi is here with their gorgeous style and colours... all to highlight Nightwing's beauty more, of course!

🔷 Carrd 🔹 Twitter 🔹 Bluesky 🔹 Instagram 🔷

[bangtanghan]

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Butcher’s delight with 7 strips of meat and “THUNDERCLOUD WALTZ”

Composed by Shephard Knox

Tribute to John Stump <String quartet No.556(b) for strings>

[lesbiansforboromir]

You actually cannot skip to being good at a creative endeavour that you haven't put much practice into. You cannot trick your way out of the 'knows that your work is not what you want it to be but don't know how to improve it' stage by planning or reading or talking about it really really hard. At some point you just have to craft through it until your brain finds it's own unique way back to the 'everything I make slaps' stage and be prepared to start the cycle all over again. You just have to make that project you're excited about slightly less good than you want it to be. (Says this standing in a pool of blood and covered in blood and also coughing up a little blood)

[lesbiansforboromir]

everyone stop reblogging this I hate to be reminded of my own good advice

[hrrria]

Four of Wands

A tarot card design for a project organized by @sameasthem! This is the last one for me, had a lot of fun with this :)

[vtsumi]

im a little sad, i want to explore my own artistic voice since i dont want to only be doing fanart forever (even though its fun and gets attention). however i feel very lost and i find my skills lacking, however however i desperately need to find work so at least i can sustain myself. im also scared that im simply too lazy to actually put in meaningful work and too cowardly to explore things,,,,,,,,, sigh 🚬

maybe once im out of this godforsaken uni i can find a way to stabilize myself enough to develop mor in my art :/ lets hope

[syrenki]

i have a bunch of disgusting ideas if anyone's interested

[vtsumi]

Working on this thang,,,,,,,,, it's inspired by all the wonderful decorative architecture i see in my city and how they're lit in the evening. And the dynamic duo is having grilled sausage rolls because i think its funny

[vtsumi]

the vision,,,,,,,,, scared,,,,,,,

[vtsumi]

I haven't worked on this in forever but I do plan on finishing this when Im more free................................. also I need more reference for lighting the background bc wtf do i do

[burntblueberrywaffles]

[epicsause-official]

i think we are long overdue for a game that does the reverse of 90s first person shooters and actively makes fun of the player for picking the hard difficulty

[epicsause-official]

heres kinda what i mean

[comicaurora]

I want you to know that "get less scared" Red kept me company during my PhD thesis defence (successful). A good reminder! I had her turned to face me the whole time 😅

HELL YEAH