daily thoughts

this is pretty much my diary

[vxnnr]

3.21.22

you found me or i found you but either way i’m not letting you go

[vxnnr]

may 12. 2020

it’s crazy how you can love someone but not be stable enough to be in a relationship and want a break but in reality you lose the one you love to this girl and now left alone to deal with you not being okay and losing the person you cared about so much. i’m sorry i couldn’t be there. i’m sorry i wasn’t strong enough. i’m sorry but i love you

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aug 11

im going to be the old lady who goes to eat by herself and is always alone because i give my love but no one wants it

i’m here trying to make them happy, but they don’t want me they just want me to fill a void and then leave me behind

[vxnnr]

it wasn’t you or you but i will find love one day. and i will also love myself one day.

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10.15.17

Being alone makes you think. It made me realize that I’m not okay. And I don’t know what’s wrong. I feel this emptiness and I’m hurt

[vxnnr]

09.01.17

Let me be yours. I only want to be yours. Take care of me please, you've been so good to me

[vxnnr]

08.28.17

Get high with me, eat cereal and watch funny shows

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08.27.17

I crave affection But only from you

[vxnnr]

08.21.17

Come over again.

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08.18.17

I'm not going to lie. Today was probably one of the best morning/afternoons I've had in a really long time. I honestly thought you have moved on but when you came over today. You just made me day. I felt safe in your hands while you were holding me and I felt loved. I don't think you see my that way but I needed that. I needed to be hold and cuddled with. I loved how you washed me though. Thank you for that. I hope it doesn't end here

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08.13.17

I feel broken inside and I don't know why I should try to disappear from anyone this week and not even say anything but what if I burn some bridges

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08.06.17

I realized I like to be alone or do my own thing. But I still get needy sometimes. I also realized I can live with them. They are not where I am at in life and it is going to cause me stress. I can't be the mom of them. I miss my bed and want to get away from her. I need a break, I don't have to take care of others and always be the one who does everything. Sometimes you realize things that can hurt others but I'm going to keep it in and just try to disappear from their lives

[vxnnr]

07.28.17

A clean bong is a happy bong A dirty bong is a happy bong Any type of bong is a happy bong Except a broken bong A broken bong is a sad bong

[vxnnr]

07.27.17

why do I feel like this unable to feel comfortable with them it's just that vibe

[vxnnr]

07.04.17

i like to pretend im okay when im really not

[vxnnr]

07.03.17

I want to be loved

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06.14.17

spending my time with you has been great, thanks for being amazing