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@w1nt3rbunny
in no way, shape, or form i support eds
that being said, here i leave my stats (for my own accountability, mostly)
sw: 61
cw: 51
gw: 45
ugw: 40
hw: 70
lw: 47
height: 167
please be safe and remember this is a mental illness that no one chooses or deserves
july 6th — protein dinner 💪
egg and tuna salad (again lol): 299
turkey: 59
goat cheese: 5
total: 363
macros: 49.6 g protein, 1.5 g carbs, 19.8 g fat
total for the day: 705
steps: 12 462
total stairmaster through the day: 150 mins
bodyweight workout: 22 mins
total burnt: 2334 + 1500 aprox from existing
didn't stick to 500 or less bc i had to have high protein for this dinner before cutting even more or i risk losing wayy too much muscle mass 😭
i'll be planning what to eat tomorrow (no fruits besides banana or kiwi, pls) and also find new ways too cook things, bc i lovee seeing creative low cal meals and i wanna take part on that 🫶
not eating means saving more money on my bank account since there will be no reason to spend money on food
things i'll be rewarding myself with
50 — short shorts
48 — thrifted books
45 — a hoodie and a wool sweater
42 — two shirts for winter
40 — iphone se from 2022 (dream phone)
uhggg i'm so so excitedd!!
and then, once a month for maintaining the weight in between 35 and 40, whatever i want. some black fur boots sounds really good tbh
july 6th — experimenting with lunch!
sautéed cinnamon apple: 104
microwaved eggs: 238
total: 342
macros: 21.1 g protein, 31.1 g carbs, 15.5 g fat
i wanted to cut as much carbs as possible to see what would happen bc a very nice angel told me they saw a big difference in their wl, and i thought "why not try?". i wasn't able to do so bc that apple was going to waste and i really wanted to sauté something after a long time of cooking simple 😭 anyway the microwaved eggs turned out so ugly but they were tastyy
also why all my pictures are always blurry?? i swear they look just fine man it's tumblr playing tricks 😔
i can't even walk without my feet bleeding but i need to feel light and beautiful somehow so walking it is
I'm 118lbs (likeee 53.5kg) am I gw or fear weight? And pleaseeeee don't reply like awwww Angel your perfect!! LIKE ACTUALLY I NEED TO KNOWWW hehes!!^^
hi angell 🩷 it really depends on how tall u are and whether u have more lean mass or fat, but here's a reference guide 4 u to figure it out 😊
july 5th — very small dinner
banana yogurt: 93
banana: 134
total: 227
macros: 5.4 g protein, 48 g carbs, 2.8 g fat
total for today: 731
steps: 16 953
total stairmaster through the day: 170 mins
short bodyweight training: 7 mins
total burnt: 2672 + 1500 aprox from existing
i'll start an even more extreme cut tomorrow so i can look thin enough for my vacation in a week. hopefully i'll get to 48 by the end of the week if i really stick to the plan 🤞
i also need to start doing more bodyweight training bc what the hell was today's workout man 😭
doing one last stairmaster sesh today and highkey crying uncontrollably bc i don't understand why i have to be like this i just want to be pretty and normal please
july 5th — kinda loaded lunch 🤨
tuna: 98
two toasts: 256
two runny eggs: 150
total: 504
macros: 33.8 g protein, 47.2 g carbs, 18.7 g fat
not very proud of this one but my dad was like a damn hawk not taking his eye off of me. either way this was yummy and very filling, mostly bc i put black pepper on the tuna and since it's spicy it's even more filling. and, hot take, bread is such a good sf bc it's so so filling; still, two slices a day is my maximum
i'll have a salad for dinner. it's that or yogurt with oatmeal cookies
ਏਓ ︪būnny ㅤֱ ❤︎ ° ㅤׄ girl
oh, to have people look at me and think of this
sometimes i wake up in the middle of the night with this heavy feeling in my chest. no idea what it is, but it's comforting to know that i can still feel something other than hatred and disgust towards myself
then my stomach starts making noises and i cannot fall back asleep, so i just stare at the ceiling in the dark hoping something happens and both the heavy feeling and the stomach rumbling go away. they never do, and i don't know if i should be grateful for that or not
i know my mom is ana too, and that is the reason i am the way i am
july 4th — dinner, forced to eat more than i wanted to
there were no yatekomos at the store 😭
stock photo from the brand's website, I couldn't take one :(
chicken and grilled cheese flautas: 654
macros: 46.2 g protein, 69.1 g carbs, 20.3 g fat
total today: 1272
steps: 9462
total stairmaster through the day: 85 mins
total burnt today: 1359 + 1500 aprox from just existing
pretty horrible bc my boyfriend made me eat both flautas instead of just one —he says he doesn't want me to be so eerily skinny again but that's all i can dream about lately
tomorrow i'll do better, that's for sure. one day off doesn't take away all the progress if i get back on track right after 🩷
currently avoiding all snacks offered and decided that i now am allergic to strawberries 😋 (most snacks and desserts my bf was offering have strawberries in them)
july 4th — snack while getting ready (^-^)/
oatmeal cookies: 114
ham: 102
total: 246
macros: 13.5 g protein, 25.7 g carbs, 9.6 g fat
tbh i'm kinda nervous about today. i'm pretty sure my boyfriend will offer me something to snack on and since he's very suspicious i might just end up accepting it, but i guess i can always show him the pic of this snack and he'll leave it like that. idk tho, same with dinner. yatekomos (here where i live, at least) are like 300 at most and i feel pretty comfortable with that, but i also want something with veggies bc i've been lacking on them like a child lately 😭
actual footage of me every morning
