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Written by MARS. ( formerly known as BEE! ) Independent Original Character! Semi-Selective | Friendly mun | NSFW.

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“ I’m just being realistic here. “ He huffs, lips thinning at the weak insult. Sure he’d love it if his child(ren) had the charm of their mother and intelligence of their father ; grew up to be sensible and magnanimous ( unlike both parents ). But what if despite all their goodness, they didn’t like who their father was? Like what he did for a living, or that he was or used to be a manipulative ass? What if they grew up to scrutinize all his shortcomings and his past mistakes and come to hate him? What if, he was enough for Noriko but hardly enough for their children? In what should’ve been his bliss he found fear he never knew he could have. At the same time it only reflected how important this transition meant to him even if he didn’t seem to care.

“ Your bean, my melon. “ As if this even made sense ; he just didn’t want to give the joke up. Yilang made a look of mock disgust. “ No one was asking about your kinks, god, woman. “ Eyes rolling, his gaze quickly shifted away from her as he finds himself involuntarily laughing at her complacency. “ Hah… Right. At least those bimbos were normal. “ He could’ve added on with insults  - called her ugly or something, but he didn’t because she was right. He had her now and that is all that matters, even if she looked like a hag he’d still come home. “ Keep dreaming, Nori. I’m not ready to tie myself down to an abusive wife. ” But someday you will, Yilang, someday.

“ You’re just being overly sensitive. “ He will never see himself as the one at fault. There was a brief but soft jerk of surprise at how clingy Nori quickly became, literally giving him no escape from her grasp. It was fine though as he found comfort in this - to hold her like she was his or vice versa - even if he wouldn’t admit to liking it. If anything betrayed their nemesis-like behavior towards each other it was their actions. Lithe fingers unconsciously brushes against her hair, tucking loose strands behind her ear. “ I’lll get you something for the morning sickness tomorrow. I read that mint helps. “

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“Yeah, realistically stupid.” Nori, even though quite emotional, had not lost her evil tongue. It would always exist - especially when it came to dealing with Yilang. Nori, unlike Yilang, had no worries. She was extremely happy to be having a child(ren). She couldn’t wait. She wanted to know them, she wanted to raise them and she wanted to protect them. If something were to happen to Yilang or their child(ren) -- she would undoubtedly die this go around. She wouldn’t be able to handle the loss. It would completely destroy whatever she had left.

What Yilang was feeling was normal? but Nori couldn’t comfort him until he came clean (as if he would). “At least you’re claiming them so -- I’ll let it slide.” Nori chuckles. “So? Since when did someone have to ask for me to spill?” She rolls her eyes. “Yeah, normal for bimbos. I can’t believe you just slept around.” Actually, she could but she didn’t like to think about it. What did those women see? Did they see something she hadn’t? It bothered her immensely. Was he gentle with those women? He didn’t have to be drunk to sleep with them. “And, I’m not ready to tie myself down to a grown man who still sports a bowl cut.” Yes, she was.

“Am not.” Are too. Nori was so glad that he hadn’t rejected her, hadn’t pushed her away. She needed him but coming out and just saying it just wasn’t her thing. Actions would always speak louder than words. They could say I HATE YOU all day but in the end it fell on deaf ears. There was no hate here, never had been. Perhaps - Nori had always loved Yilang. That cute boy who had fawned over her while she had been pregnant the first time. What happened to that boy? What happened to her? What happened to them. Nori felt tears burn behind her eyes.

However, that gentle unconscious touch to move her hair seemed to soothe her. “Mint icecream?” Keep dreaming, Noriko. “But, okay, that sounds good.” She pauses for a moment before stubbornly mumbling a low; “Thank you.” Pigs must be flying. Nori’s grey eyes find Yilang’s face, she raises a hand to also brush his hair from his face. She wanted to see his stupidly good looking face. Who gave him permission to be good looking? She hadn’t. “Yilang, can I have a kiss?” I’m lonely.

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Wow, touchy. Yilang mutters a reluctant fine least she beats him. “ So, raising a child basically sounds a lot like having you around – Which, might I add, isn’t easy. “ She’s practically twice as attention-starved and sometimes just downright thirsty. Though with all things considered, maybe a child wouldn’t be that hard to raise in comparison. For one, they were both financially secure and children can always be disciplined compared to a difficult grown woman. But – Yilang shrugs. “ Honestly I don’t know. With all the horror stories I’ve heard. You can’t say the same for all children after all. “ Oh, why so cynical?

It is as though the concept of having his own family just keeps going over his head. The old him would’ve been elated. It would’ve been a fantasy come true – but now? Now he finds himself questioning if he even deserves to be apart of all this hence his reluctant to step up and handle the role of a proper father. Hah – A father huh? Someone like him? Noriko has had the experience of a loving mother but Yilang on the other hand? He’s only ever been a scumbag. He couldn’t possibly be a good father.

“ You mean you get off from abusing me. I think your ‘ little bean ‘ is proof of it. “ The way drunk abuse eventually evolves into sex by her initiative, and repetitively so ( though let’s face it, they both get off on it ). He gives her a side glance. “ There would’ve been if you weren’t such a massive cockblock. “ Her calls and demands always came at the right wrong times, and keeping her company took up most of his free time when not with proper clients. She made it impossible for him to find new flings, though there were other reasons to him not actually looking as well. 

Yilang watches as Nori moves closer while making no hints of avoiding her. “ You’re becoming like - one of those annoying babies. All they do is vomit and cry then throw up again from crying too hard. “ He says with a frown, studying her closely as he draws parallels between Noriko and an infant: They get coddled even for being a pain in the ass. Stretching out an arm, he motions for her to move in. It was the ultimate act of defeat to Nori’s whims. “ Don’t you know crying is bad for a pregnant woman? “

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“Oh, shut up.” Noriko mumbles. He was such an ass. She didn’t really act like that, did she? She thinks for a moment and comes to the rather quick realization that she did. Well, whatever, it wasn’t like she was going to tell him that he was right. It was just her way of trying to keep him to herself. She’d be lost without Yilang but she didn’t want to admit that. No, that was too personal and she didn’t want that. No, no. Just too much. A child was easy to teach; now, an old dog could never learn new tricks. “You sound like an old man.”

If Yilang were to voice his concerns then Nori would tell him he didn’t have to be great at it. It was a live and learn type thing -- but, she wouldn’t be able to tell him that him just being there was enough for her. She was having his child(ren) and that’s all that mattered to her. She wished she could come clean but that was just too much for her. 

“Our little bean.” She corrects him. “But, I guess I do get off on abusing you. It really turns me on.” At least she could admit it. She then returns his side glance. “I am glad that I can be such a massive cockblock. You don’t need to be fooling around with those bimbos.” she huffs, closing her eyes in annoyance. “Especially when you have someone as beautiful as me to come home to.” Noriko was insecure just like any other woman - maybe, a little more so considering that she didn’t always treat Yilang like he should be treated. “I might as well be your wife.”

“Oh, shut up. I can’t help that, okay?” Noriko liked being pregnant, she liked the feeling of the child but she didn’t like the side effects of being pregnant. Things she loved to eat and snack on were now making her nauseous. It was torture. Noriko was pleased as his arm was stretched out and he motioned for her to move in. She gives a small victory smile. “Then don’t make me cry.” She wiggles in, snuggling her body into his and tangling her legs between his.

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“ More like a melon — “ he snorts. Yes Yilang, be the immature one right now and mock your own children. “ That’ll teach them to toughen up then. They’ll be spending their entire life having hurt feelings more often than not anyway. ” Someone’s salty about reality. As much as he knew about the technicalities of pregnancies, he knew little to nothing about raising a child. So could you blame him for being pragmatic like he always is? 

The whole subject had been hard to swallow and he’s still trying to piece together the massive facts that SHEDEMON was carrying HIS child, but there’s one thing he couldn’t deny. He couldn’t deny that Nori would make a wonderful mother. She already looked the part, and damn him that he actually found a pregnant woman attractive. If anything she looked better now than she had in years. 

“ I don’t see you being nicer to me. “ The somewhat insignificant father of their child. First, she takes his blankets, now she wants him to freeze to death in his own bed. He sighs again at the implied accusation. “ Those were from old cases - … I don’t see them anymore. “ He’s muttering like it matters that he clarifies himself to her. Eventually, he does put his stubbornness aside, rolling on his side with his head on his hand, narrowing his eyes at the small gap between them,

“ I don’t want to catch your germs. You shouldn’t even be sleeping in a cold room if you were sick. “

Okay maybe not all his stubbornness. 

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Noriko isn’t amused. “Don’t call them a melon. They’re going to get upset.” She says, moving onto her back so that she could get her growing tummy a comforting rub ( even though she was wrapped like a burrito ). “I dare someone to hurt their feelings.” Ah, yes, classic Noriko. “It’s not hard raising a child, you know. Sure, they get hungry and want attention and sometimes even sick but they’ll love you unconditionally.” She missed that. She missed being called mommy.

It had been hard to swallow in the beginning but the more Noriko thought about it -- the sooner she realized that she wouldn’t have wanted anyone else to be the father of her child. Wasn’t it strange? They seemed to hate each other but that certainly wasn’t the case. She was looking forward to meeting her second ( cough, and third ) child. Even if Yilang did decide to leave her one day -- she’d still have the child, a piece of him. She was happy and that alone could make a woman more beautiful. 

“Why should I? I think you get off on me abusing you.” She laughs. Was she wrong? Maybe, but there was also the possibility that she wasn’t. Her gray eyes find his face - trying to see if he was lying. “Any new ones?”

She huffs at the stubbornness that just wouldn’t disappear. Noriko kicks her legs and frees herself from her blanket cocoon, the movement caused her loose bun to fall. “I just want cuddles. Plus, it was pregnancy sickies not sick-sickies.” She closes the space between them with a sniffle. “If you don’t cuddle me then I’m sure I’ll cry. Do you want a pregnant woman to sob?”

“I’ll cry. I swear it.”

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“ Is it though? Is it really? - I’m only stating facts you know. “ Was she the only one in denial that she was getting bigger? Also, sure he might be partly responsible but it’s mostly her fault. Who couldn’t wait three second to let him put a condom on? Who literally never lets him wear protection? Oh, wouldn’t you know, it was Noriko.

Yilang suddenly pauses. —- Yeah, no. Having this woman as his wife would be a nightmare. Like she wasn’t demanding and complacent enough as she is. He decides not to retort to that comment in particular. “ I think you being absent is the least of the kids’ problems. “ He sighs and settles into the bed, having given up with the blanket. Physically fighting a pregnant woman for blankets seemed unethical. “ That has nothing to do with – It was a proper business meeting, god, I sell information not sex! “ It’s like she’s trying to pin him for cheating – on a relationship he’s not even in.

” Fine, keep the blankets. It’s not even that cold today. “ He says in stubborn defense as he lays himself down, arms resting over his stomach and a leg bent up. “ At least ‘messing around’ gets me paid. Entertaining you on the other hand…  “ Therapy will be expensive. 

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“That’s rude. It’s not like I’m gaining weight because I want to. I have a precious little bean growing inside of me.” Beans, but that would come later. “You’re going to hurt their feelings.” She huffed. Noriko was that pregnant woman that all the other pregnant women envied. She was all tummy and she seemed to get that -- glow about her. She was just one of those women who looked good even with a child growing within them.

cough, now is not the time to be pointing fingers, cough. 

As if she was going to let him marry someone other than her. Ha! Nay, nay, he better recognize. If he thought she was a monster now - just try bringing home another woman. That would go over as well as...anything else he had tried to get away from her. “You’re being awfully mean to the mother of your child. You should be nicer to me.” She was glad to see that he had given up on the blanket -- there was no way he was getting it, anyway.

“Hm! I doubt it. I’ve went through your phone before.” She shakes her head as if she’s disappointed in him. “I have the air set low and it should be kicking in soon.” Meaning, she had probably planned this from the very beginning. Noriko wiggles closer as Yilang has finally laid himself down. “Entertaining me pays you in a different way.” Yeah, with problems he doesn’t want or need.

-- anyways, “Cuddle me. I was sick all day, you know.”

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desxro

 desxro: waisure replied to your post:put me in ur...

*tears up* i’ve been praised! ;O;

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“ Sure. ” For someone who had been asleep she reacted pretty damn quickly. As he continued, he had no choice but to eventually stop when he noticed how the blanket was being pulled to her side as well. Great. “ Too much work – crawling over a mountain. “ Was he calling her fat? May as well be. He lets go and sits back on what’s now his side of the bed. 

“ What are you, my wife now? And I was not ‘fucking around’. I had clients to meet. Unlike you Miss terrible-example-of-a-kindergarten-teacher – “ Thugs at the blanket because this is war. “ I don’t work on a fixed schedule and least of all, my job isn’t to entertain you. Now come on, at least share the damn blanket, I’m tired enough as it is. ” He has half the mind to just invade her space altogether. It is his bed after all.

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   She had blown her cover -- you know, just because she couldn’t last two seconds without being a smartass. “Is that your way of calling me fat? You do know -- this is your fault.”It was hardly ONLY his fault. Who got drunk? Who was ALWAYS drunk Oh, right, Noriko.

“Might as well be.” She pokes her head from under the blanket to look at him. “And, for your information -- I was sick this morning and couldn’t make it to work.” Again, she throws it at him as if it were his fault. “Female clients? Or, male clients? I guess it doesn’t really matter since I’m sure you swing both ways.” Being pregnant sucked -- she felt like shit ( emotionally, too ).

“You’re not getting any of the blankets. I refuse to give someone like you any of the blankets.” They weren’t even her blankets but she had taken them hostage. “Your job is to entertain me not mess around with clients all day.” Yeah, right.

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waisure replied to your post:put me in ur rules せんぱい。

gags in the background

@admorte look you’re killing her. stop being gross.

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fite me

don’t back talk mom like that

do you want to be grounded

hmph 

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It wasn’t like he wanted to pick fights and throw bitch fits all the time. It was simply his innate response to someone who doesn’t understand the concept of personal space and respect. But Yilang didn’t want to argue today least his stress patch start spreading. Could sworn it’s been expanding its territory lately. He just wanted to rest even if it meant putting up with her next to him – which wasn’t all that of a rare occurrence to be honest.

Closing in on the bed, a knee sunk into the mattress right next to Nori as though he was attempting on climb on – “ Move. “ it was a barely audible mutter for someone apparently asleep. Unfortunately as this was still them, there’s no such thing as peace. Laying his hands on Nori, he began to roll her over. 

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      Nori lets out a huff when she felt her body being moved. “How rude. I was sleeping.” No, she was not. She just wanted to make herself appear as the victim. Was it working? No? Didn’t think so. “Why couldn’t you have just crawled over me?” Nori lets Yilang roll her own, she takes all the blankets with her and refuses to let them go. “--now, you have to wrestle me for your share of the blankets.” If it wasn’t one thing then it was another.

“What took you so long to get home?” She turns her head to face his direction. “I was bored, you know? You’re suppose to be home to entertain me, Yilang.” She was just being childish, you know, the norm. “You had better not be out fucking around.” She means, with other women but she’d leave it up to him as to what he took it as.

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@desxro

          Has ever so casually fallen asleep in Yilang’s room, in Yilang’s bed. It was one of those things where she KNEW he could pitch a fit but the chances of her actually being REMOVED were slim to none. It wasn’t like she was doing anything wrong. She just wanted a change of scenery -- nothing wrong with that.

 She’s AWAKE but when she hears him entering the front door she FAKES asleep. Maybe, if she pretended that she was asleep he would just come in and quietly throw a fit. But, you never know with Yilang -- sometimes heshe just WANTED the fight.

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GONNA BE OVER HERE.

im really feeling some shadowhunter feels today so come at me if you’re ok with ocs i mean idk

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does anyone know any good male fcs?

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What else could a pregnant woman do with her time? She's bored, you know? "I bet you would buy pink underwear. I always knew."

She could lay in bed and sleep for 9 months, that’d be the dream. “ Is it wrong if I would? Though – Colors - as you know - are a hassle to wash, thus I don’t. “ Which explains why his wardrobe is largely monochromatic. Hands going to his hips, he looked down at this dyed underwear and sighed. “ I think I’ll have to throw these away though. They look so shabby now. “ 

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"Doing that takes too long." Actually, she dyed them all pink on purpose. You know, with actual clothing dye. "They don't look that bad, you know?"

Yet she’d take time out of her day to dye all his undies pink. Yes, that makes perfect sense for Nori. “ They’re all pink, and uneven – Look at this blotch of white…. If I’d wanted pink briefs, I’d hit the store. ”

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"accidentally" dyes all his "panties" pink. >:T

Walks out in his now apparent pink briefs. “ Haven’t we gone over this?! You gotta separate colors from whites! “ This isn’t even a nice pink!

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slithers in. 

slithers back out. 

like for a starter?? 

idk 

[waisure]

slithers in. 

slithers back out. 

like for a starter?? 

idk