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Nicole Talens. Seventeen. Santo Tomas. Interior Designer. EMBRACING ALL MY BIGGEST DREAMS

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Because 2 weeks ago, my room was such a mess.

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Unlike any other relationships, true friendship is the best for me.

People in our lives are all different, unique.They come, the change, they go. However, true friends, no matter how many times circumstances test and separate them, they will still find a way back to each other.

At dahil birthday mo at matanda ka na, HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY NIXX!!

=D Sorry I’m not there to celebrate your 18th with you. :( Dibale, aattend naman ako ng party mo. Bawi nalang ako.

God has been so generous to me for sending you to my life. Imagine, ang dami daming tao sa mundo, nagkakilala tayo. hahaha

I remembered that my first meeting with you was way back when we were in kindergarten. Nung may nagpakilala ata sa ating common friend. Kay Mam Arlene kang section, ako kay Mam Riva. If I could remember that right.haha

I know our story and journey is quite long to tell, and I hope that it gets longer and longer, meaning, never ending. HAHA. 

My life will never be as colorful as it is now without you. Though there were times that we experience misunderstandings, lack of time for each other, conflicts and stuffs, etc, sabi nga natin, ” AT THE END OF THE DAY, TAYO PA DIN.”

Ikaw yung taong nakasabay ko nang maligo  (hahaha. alam mo yan.Elem days)

Ikaw yung maingay sa bahay na derederetso nalang pumapasok at sisigaw ng “Hi jabba!!” 

Ikaw yung laging nagsasabing ang ganda ng boses ko. At kinikilig ako pag sinasabi mo yun.

Ikaw yung taong pinagtitripan namin nina Mel when you’re acting crazy sa mga events.

Ikaw yung kilala kong laging nang-aasar na nagpapalibre sa galaan, lalo kapag kasama si Bha.Ikaw yung nang-iinis kay Jeah.HAHA.

  Ikaw yung taong kahit hindi ko madalas makatext, makausap, alam kong nandyan para sa akin. 

  You’re simple texts comfort me everytime, knowing that when I am stressed and down, I know there is someone that knows all about me.

  Ikaw yung taong kahit na hindi ko sabihin sayo yung side ko sa isang problema, hindi mo kaagad ako ijajudge, kasi you know me very well at mahal mo ako. And for that, I love  you more.

  You are one of my super friends na hinahanap hanap ko kapag namimiss ko yung simpleng ako. Yung simpleng buhay noon kasama kayo. =D Yung kapag naiiyak nako sa pagod at kailangan ko ng tunay na kaibigan.

At ikaw din yung taong hindi nahihiyang magkwento ng lovelife  sa akin, ng somehow family matters, at self problem. Awee for that.

Yung pinakagirly na kiligin. Pinakaopen sa friends. Kumakain kahit walang poise. Tumatawa nang wagas. Game sa lahat ng bagay, service, music, galaan, pagkain, LAHAT. Maalagang ate, loving daughter, and understanding friend. Lahat yan namimiss ko na makita ng personal.

    Aww. I so miss you. I hope you won’t cry for this. Ang drama na e. K.

More blessings to come and more happiness. Endure lang din sa studies at sa life.

Just know that magfail ka man, may mang-iwan man sayo, may mang-away o mambully, I’ll still be here. In your performances, I would be cheering for you. In life’s greatest battles, I would be praying with you. Kahit di man tayo magkasama lagi……

"AT THE END OF THE DAY, TAYO PADIN."

I miss walking with you pauwi. :*

Happy birthday again. See you very soooooooon!:D

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My bestest friend, forever you will be :"> <3j

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7/13/13

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You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers.

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This is why she's my favorite.

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Haaaay.... Those long gone most glorious moments of my life... We shall meet our ways again soon enough. Soon enough.

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That's me. That's my big ugly face right there. And what I was saying is that, I'm backstage. Hanging with Chicosci. Aye, Thank you.

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Me, singing diamond shotgun along side chicosci at cubao x during the clothing’s summer party (The Video) read the story behind this!!!

The video's really magulo. I was embarrasing. It looked like I was struggling in the video. There was no one to take the video for me. SO I DID IT MYSELF. OKAY

Part 1: http://wakesandsails.tumblr.com/post/46258750213/me-singing-diamond-shotgun-along-side-chicosci-at

Part 2: http://wakesandsails.tumblr.com/post/46261185923/me-singing-diamond-shotgun-along-side-chicosci-at

Part 3: http://wakesandsails.tumblr.com/post/46266257329/me-singing-diamond-shotgun-along-side-chicosci-at

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ME, SINGING DIAMOND SHOTGUN ALONG SIDE CHICOSCI AT CUBAO X DURING THE CLOTHING's SUMMER PARTY (Part 3)

The photo was shot by @godfreycass

WARNING: DON’T GET EXTREMELY JEALOUS ‘CAUSE YOU WILL. Don’t hunt me, don’t sue me, don’t hate me. I know you’re gonna be jelly but let’s face it. I’m just another fan girl like you. Only I have such luck and kapal ng mukha that you, apparently don’t have. So sit back and relax as I tell another “NOT SO CHICOSCI FANGIRL STORY.

P.S. TAKE A DEEP BREATH FIRST. YOU DON’T WANT YOUR BREATH TO BE TAKEN AWAY BY MY SOBRANG LAKAS GUTS. OKAY

P.P.S. THIS IS THE START OF PART 3. I’ll be going back on a past experince that Miggy and I shared. HAHA! So don’t get confused! Okay?

Sooo! After Macoy, my little brother and I chatted for quite some time, I finally made paalam and said thank you to Macoy. He was super nice. I went to see Miggy and have my CDs signed by him. After signing we had our little conversation :"> 

Me: Thank you! I saw you at BMTH's show! (Bring Me The Horizon)

Baby Miggy: Oooooh.. Talaga? (Trying to remember who I was)

******************** PAUSE. Let's cut this off for a moment. I'll tell you first what happened at BMTH's concert last March 6, 2013 at Skydome*******************

I was right infront of the barricade, busy headbanging and rocking out. Taking lots of photos of Oli Sykes (the vocalist) and the band. When my friend, from the back told me that Miggy was there!!! So I gave up my pwesto in front and rushed to go at the back side. They were all like, "Ayung sya o!!" "Saan!??!" "AYUN O!!" "HINDI KO MAKITA!!" I finally looked at where they were pointing, AND VIOLA!!!! HE WAS THERE!!! STANDING!!!! And no one seemed to notice. Everyone's so busy (of course! It was Bring Me The Horizon! It was Oli Sykes!! BUT ME? For a few minutes, I DID NOT CARE!!! All I want was Miggy! MY MIIGY!) I was so freaking excited and shit! I rushed to see him. I was so happy and excited! My emotions were all mixed up that I grabbed him violently on the wrist and was jumping like sht!!! *he was texting then and his reaction was like, SINO KA!? As in parang gusto nya kong sapakin! :))) but no worries. Everything went okay ;) Hahahha! So I said, Miggy! Pwede picure? Ofcourse he said yes when I looked back, my freinds were gone so I took a pic of Miggy alone

AND DAMN SON!! He's so POGIII!!!! I wanna take him home! :((( I said thank you and ran fast to where my friends were. I told them to take a pic of me with Miggy. I ran back again to miggy and asked to have a photo with him, he said yes so I hugged him. 

after that, I snatched a kiss then said thanks.  Yeah, I looked like a sucker at the photo and it was malabo. We went back to where our other friends were. Then I realized, I could've done something more! Hahahahha! So I went back :)) An politely asked Miggy if I could have this one, very special photo with him. And he said YES. :"> SO THERE IT WAS. MAGICAL... BEAUTIFUL.....

DON'T YOU DARE SAY THAT IT'S PHOTOSHOPPED. My friend, was setting up the camera because it was blurry so I was like... Awkwardly kissing Miggy for like 10 seconds. OMY!!! IF YOU COULD ONLY  IMAGINE!!!!!!!!! My eyes were closed.... Feeling his skin... Tightly pressed against my lips.... Savoring every second of that very moment.. AND BY THEN, I KNEW. I JUST KNEW. VICTORY! IS MINE!!!! :))))))))) then, a few seconds more and the photo was taken. Without me, removing my lips on miggy's cheek while my friend's trying to fix my camera's focus :))))) GOOD JOB FOR THAT MY DEAR FRIEND. YOU WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN! :))))

After that, I said thank you then finally ran away.... I ranaway with that kiss :"> Hahahahah!

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Me: Thank you! I saw you at BMTH's show! (Bring Me The Horizon)

Baby Miggy: Oooooh.. Talaga? (Trying to remember who I was)

Me: Sorry ha? Hinarass kita nun.. Naexcite lanf talaga ako

Baby Miggy: De, okay lang. Okay lang.

Baby Miggy: ............. Ahhhhhhhh.... Ikaw yung mabilis? I remember you, I remember you..

Me: *on my mind: SHIT! YUNG MABILIS!?? Hahahahahhahaha!!!!* *medjo natawa nalang ako :)))))*

We chatted some more then he went to say hi to some acquaintances.

BUT THAT DOESN'T END THERE!!!! HERE'S THE LAST KWENTO THAT YOU'LL SURELY GET JELLY!

We hung out with the Chicosci boys for quite some time. Had a little bit more chit chat with Macoy then I finally decided to go. My brother and I said goodbye to everyone. Then, Miggy came around again so I made paalam na to him...

Me: Miggy! Thank you uli.. :) 

Miggy: Sure!! Uwi na kayo?

Me: Yup! :) :(

Miggy: Awww... Uy, punta kayo Megamall bukas a. Libre din yun *While gesturing for a highfive, reaching for my hand in the air*

Me: Awwww :( Uwi na kami bukas, e :( *uwi ng probinsya... He knows that we're from the province* *Still not letting go if his hand. Some of our fingers intertwined*

Miggy: Aww.. Anong oras ba alis nyo?

*We finally let go of each others' hands*

Me: night 

Miggy: Ano? *He didn't hear. Music and crowd was too loud. So he slightly grabbed my back, bandang waist pero above that, leaned towards me a little closer, his ears closer to my lips so he could hear what I was saying*

Me: Gabi

Miggy: O! Gabi pa pala, e. Abot pa 'yan!

Me: *Shempre, medjo pa-hard to get naman ako ;)* tignan natin :)

Miggy: Huh? *He didn't hear. Music and crowd was too loud. So he slightly grabbed my back,  leaned towards me a little closer, his ears closer to my lips so he could hear what I was saying*

Me: We'll seeeee :">

He nodded.. *OUR MAGICAL MOMENT STARTED* Then I stretched my arms, reaching for him, gesturing for a hug. My arms were wrapped around his neck. He grabbed my whole body. I hugged him so tight and tender and he did the same... An because I was short, he lifted me for a while.. My legs, curled.

we were sort of like this

I could not find any more accurate picture than this.. But, just imagine him, hugging me, lifting me like this and I was curling both my legs.

SHET!!!! FEEL NA FEEL KO!!! FEELING KO PRINSESA AKO NG MGA ORAS NA YUN!!!! HINDI AKO MAKA GET OVER! DI AKO MAKAAHON!!! DI AKO MAKABANGON!!

It was so magical that, I could die happily! T^T just imagine yourself in my position!!! Kakayanin mo bang i-sink in sa sarili mo yun!? But I managed it like it was nothing. After that hug, I just smiled, said thank you then bye :') He just did the same, smiled, waved back, and said, see you [tomorrow sa gig]. DEEP INSIDE. I COULD NOT.... UGH!!! Di ako magkanda ugaga sa SAYA!!!! 

and that's it.... :) That's how that night ended... 

P.S.:

NONE OF THESE WAS MADE UP. IT ALL REALLY HAPPENED! THIS IS NOT A FANFICTION!!! IT WAS ALL REAL. NOT A DREAM, AND TOTALLY DID NOT CAME FROM MY IMAGINATION. IT WAS ALL REAL... SURREAL TO ME.. AND MAYBE TO YOU... BUT IT WAS ALL REAL.. I COULD NOT BELIEVE IT MYSELF EITHER, BUT IT HAPPENED. ALSO, NONE OF THE CONVERSATIONS AND NARRATIONS WERE EXAGGERTED. THEY WERE JUST POETICALLY AND ELABORATELY NARRATED. KAY? KUMBAGA. WALANG DAGDAG-BAWAS SA KWENTO NA'TO. NO MORE. NO LESS.

P.P.S.:

I did not make it to their show at Megamall.. We left for Mindoro earlier as I expected. But I do hope to see my chicosci boys real soon again. If you wanna see my videos and photos with what happened on this story. Do visit my blog.

www.wakesandsails.tumblr.com

Okay. That's it! :) That's all.. FOR NOW. Thanks for having the time to read my story :"> Hope you enjoyed and did not get your heart broken. I love them that much too... So yeah :) God bless!

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ME, SINGING DIAMOND SHOTGUN ALONG SIDE CHICOSCI AT CUBAO X DURING THE CLOTHING's SUMMER PARTY (Part 2)

The photo was shot by @godfreycass

WARNING: DON’T GET EXTREMELY JEALOUS ‘CAUSE YOU WILL. Don’t hunt me, don’t sue me, don’t hate me. I know you’re gonna be jelly but let’s face it. I’m just another fan girl like you. Only I have such luck and kapal ng mukha that you, apparently don’t have. So sit back and relax as I tell another “NOT SO CHICOSCI FANGIRL STORY.

P.S. TAKE A DEEP BREATH FIRST. YOU DON’T WANT YOUR BREATH TO BE TAKEN AWAY BY MY SOBRANG LAKAS GUTS. OKAY

P.P.S. THIS IS THE START OF PART 2. I'll be going back on a past expreince that Miggy and I shared. HAHA! So don't get confused! Okay?

So, I left on the Kuya, asking for a high five while I was "performing" with chicosci. It was really lots of fun 'cause I thought they're all gonna be like grumpy and sht. BUT HECK NO!!! They were all like "Go ate!" Hahahhaha! LOVET. Theeen, when the song was over, Miggy and I high five-d then I kissed him on the cheek even tho he was all sweaty and wet. (But I liked it better that way. MADE HIM EVEN MORE.... YUMMIER. yaknow what I mean.. more na nga, yummier pa. Ganun ka intense! hahahah) (To the kids under 14 years old reading this. Don't do that. That should be cencored to you. that's disgusting and very un-lady-like. *I tend to teach values when it doesn't apply to me. Sorry. Atleast I do teach some good stuff yknow) anyway, so, I kissed him. No big deal. I ALREADY DID THAT!!! I'll kwento more abt that later. 

SO! After the set, I followed them backstage. I brought my CDs 'cuz I want them all signed by the band. First off, Ariel Lumanlan. He was so nice!!! He was talking to my cousin's girlfriend. (Apparently, I did not know that ate Aki was freinds with Chicosci. So yeah, I was like, OMY GOSH. You don't do that to me. She was so close and touchy with Macoy and Ariel :(( But that's alright. Me and baby Miggy are close and touchy too :"> Hahahah! (NO. I'M NOT GONNA SAY THAT I'M KIDDING. NUH-UH. WORD). Soooo, Ariel signed my CDs then a guy which I didn't know took  a photo of us. (The guy's a friend of Ate Aki).

Then I asked Ariel where Miggy was... But ariel didn't also know. So I looked around, but then, I waited for Mong. He was fixing up his things then when I stood a chance I called him immediately and asked for an autograph. While he was signing he said, "Uy! Thanks for helping us out kanina ha :)" and I was like, "that's okay. Sorry for stepping all over those wires :( I didn't mean to :(" "*smiles* uy teka lang a, aljdfhhgfhagl" di ko na masyado narinig/naintindihan. Gaijin was sound checking for their set. 

After wards, I went to see Calde and have my CDs signed and I WAS SURPRISED!!!! I was about to approach him and he was like, "Galing mo  kumanta kanina a!!" With a really huge smile accross his face!!! Awwww!!! Calde! How could you be so nice like that!!! :(((( *Ugly fangirl crying* so I just said, "awww! Thank you po! :") :")" hahahha!

Next up was Macoy. He was sitting on a bench, soaking wet from his sweat (wow. that rhymed. cool). I called him then immediately went to see what's up. Then got my CDs signed, blah blah. And after that, he showed us his wet shorts!!! It was also soaking on sweat!!! :))) Pati singit pinagpawisan ng malupet! Hahaha. We were laughing and told him it was okay :))) he even told us it was mabaho :)))) funny Macoy. We were conversing like we've known each other for years! :)))) Anyway, I was with my brother the whole time. Yeah. Hahahhaha! And Macoy was really funny. We were just talking about some random stuff. He was asking us lots of questions when we were supposed to be the ones to ask him questions! Hahaha

AND THE LAST, AND DEFINITELY NOT THE LEAST. MY BABY..... Follow my next post!!!! READ IT!!! FOR SURE YOU'D BE LIKE, OH. MY. NO. She did not just do it. Okay. So READ UPPP!!! :D

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ME, SINGING DIAMOND SHOTGUN ALONG SIDE CHICOSCI AT CUBAO X DURING THE CLOTHING's SUMMER PARTY

The photo was shot by @godfreycass

WARNING: DON'T GET EXTREMELY JEALOUS 'CAUSE YOU WILL. Don't hunt me, don't sue me, don't hate me. I know you're gonna be jelly but let's face it. I'm just another fan girl like you. Only I have such luck and kapal ng mukha that you, apparently don't have. So sit back and relax as I tell another "NOT SO CHICOSCI FANGIRL STORY.

P.S. TAKE A DEEP BREATH FIRST. YOU DON'T WANT YOUR BREATH TO BE TAKEN AWAY BY MY SOBRANG LAKAS GUTS. OKAY

SO HERE'S THE WHOLE STORY (FROM THE TOP. If you get bored don't stop 'cuz my kalandian's on the end part. So you better read EVERYTHING! Thank you :) Without further ado, HERE IT GOES):

March 22, 2013. Around 3:00p.m. I saw chicosci's post abt their gig at Cubao X with Love Me Butch and some other bands. I was so excited that I posted it on a fb group but I can't go cuz it's so hassle to go there and my titas won't allow me. Later that afternoon, I was at the mall and my cousin texted me to go see Chicosci's show later that night. SO I IMMEDIATELY REPLIED, "I'M IN"

T'was late when we got to the show, it was almost half of Love Me Butch's set. There were not much people but they already crowded the front and side parts. But when I heard that Chicosci was next, I MADE MY WAY IN AND MADE IT IN FRONT. Good thing the people there were very nice. (Thanks to do those people! Love you guys). Mong's mic was right in front of my FACE! I felt the chill when the kuya laid  Mong's gadget right in front of me 

Then Miggy showed up.. Blah blah. Their first song was Paris, and SHIT!!! My inner kalokang fangirl came out! I was singing on the top of my lungs. Mong was backing up for Miggy when Mong saw me singing like sht. Hahahaha! He grabbed the mic then moved it closer to me so I could sing with him :"> WE WERE FREAKING SHARING ONE FREAKING MICROPHONE!!!! I thought it was the end of me but JUST NOT YET. Everyone's getting crazy!!! THE CROWD!! They sang Stealing Kisses and Fire Away.. Raspberry girl and FINALLY, DIAMOND SHOTGUN!!! It was then when I grabbed the microphone and sang like Hayley Williams only, singing to a Chicosci song. (I have the video by myself but I don't think I wanna upload it cause it was embarrasing. It was a self-shot video. If you could only imagine how I looked there! KALOKA! Or maybe I'll upload it after I finish this blog so you could see it :"> HAHA!) Anyway, I recorded the first part just for proof then turned it off and enjoyed the whole song. It was freakin' insane!! Miggy pointed me when I grabbed the mic. Hahha! It was so funny :))) Feel na feel ko yung moment that I even worked the crowd out. Like what Hayley does when she lets the crowd sing :))) One kuya even grabbed me on the shoulder and gestured for a high five. Guess he's so happy for me for my successful kalokang "LAKAS" moments. :))) BUT IT DOESN'T END THERE. There're plenty more of this!!! Follow my next post!!!

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Just 'cause I ain't got plates

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Aaah!! :"D goodnight!! :) [ via lensboost ]

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I just can't help uploading this now! :"> I actually wrote this the other day. Hope you guys like it tho it's putol :)

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