𝚊𝚌𝚝 𝚘𝚗𝚎 / 𝑫𝑬𝑵𝑰𝑨𝑳.

𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦    do    you    draw    𝐭𝐡𝐞    𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐞  ?    [    .    .    .    ]    𝒘𝒉𝒆𝒏    does    family    𝖘𝖙𝖔𝖕    coming    𝚏𝚒𝚛𝚜𝚝  ?

[walkher]

matty’s moving to @theirguilt but i plan to keep all threads so

[walkher]

𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐂𝐍.

Everyone’s done fucked up shit.

She has a point but not everyone has done as fucked up shit as he has. Fucked up shit is an understatement for what he did. What he did was…..well, there’s no word to describe just how fucked up it was.

“I’m trying.” He is, he really is. He’s still going to therapy, still trying to make things right, trying to make amends. They won’t accept his apology and he isn’t asking anyone to, but he is trying to be better. To do better and get better. “I’m not asking for forgiveness, there’s no forgiving what I did, but I’m trying to get better.”

She’d seen the way he was trying, had seen her brother start to change. Matty wasn’t entirely sure if it was real change she was seeing or if he was just putting on a show, but she wants to believe it’s real. It’s been pretty clear that she’d stand by him even when he was fucked up, he didn’t have any reason to fake it with her.

“No, there’s not. What you did was..” A shift, uncomfortable. Personal experience makes her all too aware of how that sort of thing could change a person, all too aware of the way life feels so different. That’s not something that can just be forgiven. “What matters is you’re trying.”

[walkher]

should i just throw matty on my multi idk

[veylsuilven]

Bring It On: All or Nothing

[walkher]

hit me w memes or somethin i wanna write matty a bit

[clairebennetdaily]

[walkher]

hi the bryce/matty height difference..... is gonna kill me

[walkher]

𝐉𝐎𝐂𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐓𝐋𝐄𝐃.

he gives back the hollowest of smiles,   the sad thing is that it’s one of the most genuine ones he’s ever had to share — one that wasn’t coated in all that was UNGODLY & OMINOUS intent.  his family had been on the sidelines,  with only the questions & suspicions to arise when they were under pressure to keep the walker name at bay.  they weren’t particularly known for saying much,   there had been expectations growing up within the walker household.  even with having everything,   bryce could say that he had felt like a bird trapped in some CAGE for most of his adolescent life with high school finally being able to set him free so of course he took over the reigns.   their father who wasn’t honestly around much just let him & matty do what they wanted.  while his sister’s aspirations were more in common with an ordinary teenager,  he sought out other ways to make his life more exciting.  ❛  in some fucked up way,  you always had my back matty,  ❜   his voice is wistful,  appreciative of his sister’s comments which were just another form of deflecting from the prominent scenario at hand but at this point any kind of companionship was a privilege in itself.   ❛ even when shit was happening, though in all retrospect,  i have been a shitty brother and a shitter person at that.  ❜    he shakes his head,  a laugh escaping his thoughts.   ❛ nah,   i’m fucked.  there’s no other way around it. ❜

truthfully,  supporting him was a hard choice.   he was her brother,  she’d do ANYTHING for him,  there was no doubting that.   but one of the darkest moments of her life,  one of her worst memories,  that was something other girls had experienced because of HIM.   it was hard to think about,  hard to accept.   she’d never seen him as someone even close to threatening,  not really,  but maybe she didn’t know him as well as she thought she did.   ❛  ’course i did.   despite what our parents may make you think,  family means having each others backs.  ❜    & while their father had been on bryce’s side as far as the trial,  there were very few other times that he’d cared enough to really be a part of their lives at all.   ❛  EVERYONE’S shitty sometimes,  i don’t think you’re a shitty brother.   or person.   not all the time.  ❜    but clearly he could be sometimes,  even if she’d rather pretend he wasn’t.   ❛  we’re all fucked.  ❜

[walkher]

𝐒𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐒𝐖𝐑𝐈𝐓𝐓𝐂𝐍.

@walkher sent “ you’re so much more than the mistakes you’ve made . ” walkher @ bryce

HURT/COMFORT STARTERS

Status: ACCEPTING

He doesn’t deserve his sister’s kindness. Doesn’t deserve anyone’s kindness. He knows what he’d done is wrong, he knows he’s fucked up, that he needs help - help he is currently getting. At the time, he had enjoyed everything he’d done but now? Now the weight of it is crushing him, the guilt, the agony, but none of his own feelings could compare to the suffering of many girls he’d made suffer - he knows this. Hell, he’s not sure why his sister doesn’t hate him right now.

“There are plenty of people who would disagree with you.” There’s no point in dancing around this subject, dancing around it means not getting better. He has to face things head on, as his therapist has told him. “Hell, maybe I disagree with you. I’ve done….so many fucked up shit.”

She isn’t oblivious to what he’d done. She’d heard the tapes, but really she’d known even before that. She’d known about the clubhouse, had faced that demon herself, but she’d always hoped that he wasn’t a part of that. It hadn’t necessarily been a surprise when she found out she was wrong, but it had certainly been a disappointment.

“Everyone’s done fucked up shit.” But he had definitely done more. “But if you stop doing fucked up shit, if you try to make things better.. Maybe it’d get better.” But that’s not something she can be sure of. She can’t pretend that if she was faced with an apology and a promise to be better that she’d feel any better at all. “I mean, if you don’t do anything then no one’s gonna change their minds about you.”

[walkher]

❝ 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐲𝐨𝐮’𝐫𝐞 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐧 𝐮𝐩, 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐝𝐨𝐧’𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞. ❞

@guiltburys / this is us starters.

❛  i don’t...    know if that’s true.  ❜    if anything adulthood seemed like an unending stream of doing the hated.    paying bills,   working,   being friendly with everyone,   making your own doctors appointments.    it seems that being older means you’re just a step deeper into being another cog in the machine,   desperate to find a place in the world when really your place is just being MEDIOCRE in the background.    if she ends up being like her mother it’s a life of unhappy marriage & being a sad housewife.    if she follows in her fathers footsteps it’s a well paying but miserable job,   ignorance to issues that don’t involve her & a severe disinterest in her own kids.    neither are a great outcome,   really.  ❛  & i mean,   how would you even know?    you’re,   like,   ONE YEAR older than me.  ❜

[walkher]

❝ 𝐢 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐦𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐝. ❞

@jockentitled / this is us starters.

can he move forward?   she can’t be the judge of that.   sure,   matty knows him well,   has spent her entire life knowing him,   but even she had been SHOCKED by the things that came out on the tapes.   the things he’d said,   the way he’d pretended it was nothing.   she’d hidden that from him,   hidden any signs she’d ever even consider not being on his side.   bryce had done some bad shit,   but he was still her brother.   & at the end of the day,   no matter how much people may expect otherwise,   she’d always love him.   even when she hated him she loved him.   that’s just what their family was.     ❛  of course you can. ❜    said with such CERTAINTY,   a certainty she really doesn’t have.   the judge certainly believed he could move on,   half the liberty football team still believed it.   even if she didn’t entirely believe it,   there were people who did.     ❛  i won’t say that what you did was fine,   ‘cause it wasn’t.   it was FUCKED UP.   but...   i mean,   i know you,   bryce.   you’re a good person. ❜    or at least he’d always been good to her,   & to her that was the same thing.     ❛  your life is far from over. ❜

[ilya-rozanovs]

[honeyboychangbin]

Sentence Starters

“I’ve never seen one of these completely to my taste so i decided to make my own!

ANGST

“I can’t do anything right.”

“Please don’t cry.”

“Why are you awake right now?”

“Why are you lying to me?”

“Wake up! Please wake up.”

“Forget it, you’re a fucking asshole.”

“Don’t you ever do that again!”

“Is that blood?” “…..No?”

“Please don’t lie to me again, I can’t take it.”

“Do you even still love me?”

“Nobody’s seen you in days.”

“Why are you awake?”

“I’m worried about you.”

“Can you shut up for once in your life?”

“Holding everything in doesn’t help, you know.”

“Are you hurt?” “No.” “Then why are there bruises all over your face?”

“If you don’t hug me right now I think I might fall apart.”

“Leave! Me! Alone!”

FLUFF

“Go with me?” “As long as you hold my hand.”

“Is there a reason you’re blushing like that?” 

“Have you seen my hoodie?” “Nooo.” “You’re wearing it, aren’t you?”

“Have you always been this beautiful?”

“OH you’re jealous!”

“Can we stay like this forever?”

“Please just kiss me already.”

“I think you might be my soulmate.”

“Sleep over? Please?”

“Are we on a date right now?”

“I think I’m in love with you.”

“He’s so pretty I think I’m gonna faint.”

“Are you flirting with me?” “You finally noticed?”

“Am I your lockscreen?” “You weren’t supposed to see that.”

“I missed you so much.”

“Do you think the moon is jealous of how pretty you are?”

“I’m here for you.”

“I wish we could live together already.”

MISC

“All I do is drink coffee and say bad words.”

“Quit touching me, your feet are cold!”

“I think I just ripped my pants.”

“Sharing is caring, now give me the hoodie!”

“Can I pet your dog?” “Do I know you?”

“Did you seriously just get your foot stuck in a toilet?” “Maybe.”

“If I die, I’m haunting you first.”

“But I’ve never told you that before.” 

“Stop being grumpy, it’s lame.”

“So, uh, I locked the keys in the car.”

“Is the cat in a onesie?” “Uh, no?

“Can we please stop running? I think I’m dying.”

“You come here often?” “Well, I work here. So I think I’d have to say ‘yes’.”

“Aren’t we supposed to be working?”

“Give me attention.”

“YOU SAID TO BE HONEST STOP HITTING ME!”

“Okay, so maybe I didn’t see that coming.”

“I’m too sober for this.” “You don’t even drink.” “Maybe I should start.”

[thatpinkmustache]

don’t tell me “you can’t do that” ‘cause I will do that

[memestm]

* .  ♡  sentence  starters  ft.  nbc’s:  this  is  us  |  part one.

MAY HAVE BEEN EDITED FOR CLARITY / FEEL FREE TO CHANGE PRONOUNS.

❝ you’re the only good thing in my life. ❞

❝ i had this whole dream life that i envisioned for myself. ❞

❝ give me the magic phrase to say, to make you feel better and i’ll say it. ❞

❝ i don’t just want you to believe it. i want you to know it. ❞

❝ there is not a single day that goes by where i don’t think of what i’ve lost. ❞

❝ i took the sourest lemon that life has to offer and turned it into something resembling lemonade. ❞

❝ i’ll make you a bigger laughingstock than you already are. ❞

❝ i care what everyone thinks. you know that. ❞

❝ truth is, i never thought i’d have anything to care about again.   ❞

❝ i need to know that i can move forward. ❞

❝ i don’t know if you have some problem with that arrangement, but also, i don’t really care. ❞

❝ i did everything wrong by you. and you’ve done everything right. ❞

❝ i should’ve been there. and i’m going to be there, okay? ❞

❝ your enemies will see you exactly as you want to be seen. ❞

❝ what happens when you die? uh, is.. you die. ❞

❝ you do that a lot. doubt yourslef.  ❞

❝ they look at me like i’m a joke, right? which makes me start to think that i am a joke. ❞

❝ i’m not gonna stand for anything changing between us. ❞

❝ life is full of color. and we each get to come along and we add our own color to the painting.  ❞

❝ people will die. in our lives, people that we love. in the future. maybe tomorrow. maybe years from now. ❞

❝ there’s no dying. there’s no you or me or them. it’s just us.  ❞

❝ it’s the only thing i have left. and at first i didn’t want to wear it. i wouldn’t even look at it, but now it’s all i have and i can’t take it off now. ❞

❝ what am i doing? i’m supposed to be comforting you, not snotting all over you. ❞

❝ what happened is my ___ died. and i hated them for it. ❞

❝ i couldn’t eat for a month. and i used to wake myself up crying, so i could cry myself back to sleep again. ❞

❝ why do you push all that away? you can’t just kill the feelings like they’re some creature you’re afraid of. ❞

❝ that pain is apart of you. i can feel it. ❞

❝ i need you to know something. i want you to stand out. ❞

❝ that was a midlife crisis. but just a little one. ❞

❝ you treated me like a dog. and just like a dog, i kept coming back again and again, just hoping for a scrap from you. ❞

❝ there’s no one in this world i’d rather be too hot or too cold with. ❞

❝ when you’re a grown up, you don’t have to do the stuff you hate. ❞

❝ if i let up for a moment, i will remember that i am unwanted. and then what’ll happen to me? ❞

❝ i know you’re making fun of her, alright? that’s not cool. ❞

❝ that was real. those feelings were real and i know you know that. ❞

❝ and it doesn’t shock me that you’re scared, right? you’re horrified and you’re trying to sabotage it. ❞

❝ what might be worse than that, is that i’m not sure you’ve experienced anything real you’re entire life. ❞

❝ you have robbed me of the feeling of trust. do you understand how that feels? ❞

❝ as you get older, you might start to find that things get harder. ❞

❝ that must have been incredibly lonely. ❞

[persephonememes]

* (  LEGACIES 2X04 /  SENTENCE PROMPTS.

These may have been edited for clarity or length or to better apply for roleplaying.

❛ It’s a little dramatic, don’t you think? ❜

❛ Anything you want to share? ❜

❛ And you didn’t think that that’s something I should know? ❜

❛ Look, I will take care of it, but from a distance. ❜

❛ You told me the truth, and everything worked out fine. ❜

❛ I’m pretty sure that was your fault. ❜

❛ I’ve had enough of your help. ❜

❛ I cast that spell, and I’m gonna deal with the consequences. ❜

❛ But I’m never doing black magic again. ❜

❛ If you ever have need to talk my door is always open. ❜

❛ I said Renaissance era, not Renaissance festival. ❜

❛ I mean, I’m great, but everyone else, terrible. ❜

❛ I need to carpe the diem. ❜

❛ Besides, friends should support each other. ❜

❛ If I’m happy, you’re happy. ❜

❛ Are you even listening to me? ❜

❛ Ever since you got back to school, your sentences have averaged three words each. ❜

❛ I need to know you’re not gonna go stabbing. ❜

❛ Since when do you speak Japanese? ❜

❛ I shouldn’t have asked you to come with me. ❜

❛ How are you always in the right place at the right time? ❜

❛ Are you seriously using black magic again? ❜

❛ Allow me to remind you that whenever you do, whatever happens to you happens to me too. ❜

❛ I’m so sorry. It won’t happen again. ❜

❛ Who the hell is that? ❜

❛ My mental health is the most precious thing that I have. ❜

❛ A rash I can deal with, but I cannot risk crazy. ❜

❛ I guess that means you’re doing something right. ❜

❛ What were you even doing here? ❜

❛ What the hell’s going on? ❜

❛ This is not what I signed up for. ❜

❛ Look, I need to help a friend with a project. ❜

❛ Just because she’s supernatural doesn’t mean we can trust her. ❜

❛ Look, I will take all the help I can get. ❜

❛ How do we kill the the demon? ❜

❛ There’s a student that needs your help. ❜

❛ I wasn’t in control back there. ❜

❛ It’s okay. I-I can help you. ❜

❛ I don’t remember any of it. ❜

❛ Barrier spell. Means that no one can get in or out without me saying so. ❜

❛ We have other options here. ❜

❛ No, landfills are an unsustainable solution. Keeping you alive is not. ❜

❛ W-Wait, where are you going? ❜

❛ We can’t give the monster what it wants. ❜

❛ I feel that we are not as close as we could be. ❜

❛ I’m gonna kick your ass. ❜

❛ What the hell is this? ❜

❛ Shut up. Just shut up. ❜

❛ You and me we’re not friends. We never were, and we never will be. ❜

❛ So see this: you don’t exist to me. ❜

❛ We have to get you to somewhere safe. ❜

❛ There is nowhere safe. ❜

❛ Even though you might have the best intentions, not every sacrifice is worth it. ❜

❛ You said this isn’t my fault? ❜

❛ Why would you want to save me? ❜

❛ Come on, there had to be more to it than that. ❜

❛ I know that it doesn’t make any sense. ❜

❛ I can’t let you risk your life because I tried to give up mine to save it. ❜

❛ We have to find another solution. ❜

❛ You said you were gonna help.

❛ No real guy ever likes you, ‘cause you’re messed up inside. ❜

❛ Because you are a stupid, crazy person who talks to herself. ❜

❛ Why are you carrying a sword? ❜

❛ I thought I was losing my mind. ❜

❛ I was honest with you. The least you can do is be honest with me. ❜

❛ This is a huge misunderstanding. ❜

❛ Are you okay? ❜

❛ I’m sorry. I’ve got trust issues. ❜

❛ I have a long history of bad luck when it comes to relationships. ❜

❛ Really screwed this up, didn’t we? ❜

❛ I don’t know, but I-I can feel it in my head, trying to take over. ❜

❛ I already know I’m crazy, okay? You don’t have to rub it in. ❜

❛ I can’t live like this anymore. ❜

❛ There’s no fixing me. I am just shattered. The pieces are too small to put back together. ❜

❛ We weren’t gonna talk about that until we had real solutions. ❜

❛ There’s so much black magic in it, it hurts to hold. ❜

❛ You did it. I love you. ❜

❛ That’s not what I’m talking about. ❜

❛ What’s wrong? ❜

❛ I did black magic. ❜

❛ I feel really sick. ❜

❛ You said you had something that could help. ❜

❛ This is a mora miserium, a tool used by certain sects of witches to withhold the ill effects of using such magic. ❜

❛ I should have been there tonight. ❜

❛ What’s really holding you back? ❜

❛ But this time, I’m gonna get it right. ❜

❛ I kind of blasted her with enough black magic to exorcise an army out of her head. ❜

❛ Wait. You did black magic? ❜

❛ You saved my life today. ❜

[walkher]

𝙿𝙸𝙽𝙽𝙴𝙳 𝙿𝙾𝚂𝚃 !!

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