Tism Tails

Hi I'm Oliver/Ollie I'm a trans pansexual dog therian and furry with autism and an obsession with TX2. I write music and poetry so I'll probably post those here along with random animal facts :3 enjoy

[thepersonalquotes]

[thepersonalquotes]

[leighlew3]

ALL. OF. THIS.

[walkingdeadman515]

Worse than the Worst

I'm proof that participation trophies go too far

Even my search history's concerned

My phone autocorrects my name to disappointment

Honestly... fair

I keep saying It can't get worse

Like I'm trying to summon a side quest

If common sense charged rent

I'd be getting evicted

I make therapists earn every dollar

Even my coping mechanisms need coping mechanisms

If life was picking teams

I'd somehow get drafted by the bench

I'm not saying I'm a disaster

Disasters eventually make the news

I just quietly make everything awkward

And call it character development

My inner child probably wants a refund

My future self keeps sending complaints

The bar was on the floor

I showed up with a shovel

I lose arguments to automatic doors

The are you still watching? screen

Has more faith in me than I do

Maybe one day I'll be someone's success story

Right now I'm mostly a cautionary tale

If self-awareness burned calories

I'd be medically fascinating

I'm the guy people point at and say

Well... at least we're doing better than him

At this point my biggest talent

Is surviving my own decisions

The universe keeps testing me

I'm pretty sure it forgot the answer key

If nothing else

At least I'm consistent

[kapollo]

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[walkingdeadman515]

Trans Rights Are Human Rights

You keep saying its just politics

Like my fucking life is some game

Like you get to decide if i deserve to exist

I'm so fucking tired

Tired of hearing that I'll grow out of it

Tired of pretending your words don't hurt

Tired of smiling so nobody asks if im okay

I dont want to be brave every goddamn day

I just want to breathe

I just want to hear my name

I just want to look in the mirror and not hate what I see

you call us broken you call us confused

but maybe the only broken thing

is a world that teaches people to hate someone

for being honest about who they are

you can scream

you can judge

you can make laws

you can try to erase us but you cant kill the truth

were still fucking here

still standing

still loving

still fighting

and no matter how much you hate us

well keep living

because existing isnt something we have to earn

and trans rights arent some fucking privilege

Theyre human rights

[vexheart]

[nyxisart]

[mogegee]

"Jax, look, I know we don't get along, but I think you need to transition so we can start yuri maxxing the circus"

[tastelessleather]

The duality of danny

(constantly questioning how tf this is the same person)

[walkingdeadman515]

Unlovable

I used to believe I was too much

Too loud on the hard days

Too quiet on the broken ones

Too stubborn to understand

Too complicated to love

I carried my flaws like they were warnings expecting every heart to eventually walk away

I thought love meant apologizing for every piece of who I was making myself smaller so someone else could stay

Then you came

You never asked me to change the parts I spent years trying to hide

You saw my chaos and called it human

You saw my scars and never looked away

You stayed through the storms without making me feel like I was the rain

For the first time love didn't feel like a battle I had to win

It felt like coming home

You taught me that the right person doesn't love you because you're perfect they love you because you're real

Because every crack every fear every imperfect piece is still worth holding

I never thought someone could truly deal with me until I found the one who never saw me as something to deal with at

All you simply saw me as someone worth loving exactly as I am

[walkingdeadman515]

another random poem TW- mentions of SA

He stole something that never belonged to him

My innocence

The silence afterward weighed more than words

The world kept turning as if nothing had changed while I searched the pieces of the person I used to know

People ask What were you wearing?

As if fabric could excuse violence

As if a child could ever be responsible for someone else's cruelty I wanted to scream I was just a kid

My favorite colors my little shoes my t shirt none of them asked for this

I blamed my reflection for someone else's choices carrying guilt that was never mine

People asked Why didn't you...

Without understanding that fear has no perfect Script

Some night the memories return like echoes through an empty room and I remember what I wish I could forget

But I am more than what was done to me

More than the hands that tried to rewrite my Story

He took a moment Not my voice Not my future Not the light I'm still learning to protect

[walkingdeadman515]

Just a Random Poem I Wrote

I am so tired of carrying myself

Every room I enter feels wrong the moment I step inside it the air realizes a mistake entered and waits for me to leave

I keep searching for a version of me that deserves forgiveness but every road circles back to the same wreckage

I know every crack in my own voice I know every failure by heart I know how to turn a memory into a knife and use it on every part of me

Some people are haunted by ghosts I am haunted by the fact that I wake up as myself every morning

There is no escape route No distance No locked door No train leaving town Just this mind pacing circles around itself like an animal wearing grooves into the floor of its cage

I want to be somebody else Anybody else I want to peel my name off my skin I want to scrape every mistake out of my bones I want silence where this endless merciless voice lives

But the voice always survives It follows me into sleep It sits beside me when I eat It stands behind every mirror with my face and my eyes and my certainty that I will never be enough

And maybe that's the worst part Not the pain Not the loneliness The feeling that if I disappeared the thing left behind would only be relief a world finally corrected an error finally erased

So I lie awake staring into darkness holding together a life I no longer know how to carry while some small, stubborn part of me keeps breathing anyway and I do not know whether that is courage or simply the inability to let go

[just-a-little-dead-inside]

[goracememy]

[yourlocalsubmissivegirlfailure]

i did this for like 5 minutes . Consecutively. I’m easily entertained

[walkingdeadman515]

I've been doing this for like 10 minutes now.The tism is strong with this one

[walkingdeadman515]

Silk moth fun fact :3

Their cocoon is made from one continuous strand of silk that can be stretched up 3000 to 5000 feet