I wrote a long vent, and deleted it. I really just wish I didn't have to exist near my brother.
I know that in the future there will be a way... but must I really sacrifice whatever time I have left with my mom all for the sake of avoiding him?
The start of the year was already terrible in that regard after a certain event (bc of my brother :)), and the months and professional help after that took to fix my relationship with my mom. Even now there are things that remain...
I really just wish to not see him.


















