漂う幽霊

seasoned tumblr user, just on a new acct

[ryuumarsart]

Maybe a hot take but

Original:

[wandering-ghost]

when you use the #advice channel of a discord server and the unanimous response is "I'm concerned about your safety; this is a bad idea; you shouldn't do this" ...

guess I'm just fucking cooked. let's hope I don't get sold into sex trafficking, and if I do, I'm killing myself.

[wandering-ghost]

istg I'm having hallucinations again. I keep smelling perfume (bad) and vomit. and I keep seeing flashes of movement like bugs/people that make me jump, but maybe the derealization is just fucking with my eyesight. I heard the discord notif ping like 3 times this week when I was in a room with no electronics too, but I don't consider that a real hallucination.

therapist says that increased sensory discomfort and stress both can contribute to hallucinations. I'm definitely experiencing sensory discomfort after wisdom teeth extraction, and I'm definitely crisis levels of stress.

why do I have hallucinations? who knows. but I guess that's a fun addition to this clusterfuck.

[wandering-ghost]

supposedly everything is in order to board the train. hopefully that proves true. still don't love the sleeping arrangements, but beggars can't be choosers.

[wandering-ghost]

I'm so mentally ill. strongly considering buying a train ticket to the beach to sleep on the sand because apparently biking on the highway is illegal and sleeping in a tent on the beach is illegal. because they fucking hate me.

not even a $75 usd trip if I do it. and there's a good likelyhood of it. I'd leave tomorrow.

[wandering-ghost]

I'm buying the ticket at noon unless my friend can talk me out of it. I'm bringing exactly one bag, no phone, and I'm sleeping on the sand on a towel.

[kosmogrl]

[wandering-ghost]

list of dental fixtures I have removed myself due to sheer sensory distress: fixed retainer (3x), oral suture (2x), brace bracket (??), blue glue (2x)

[justrightforme]

complaining about trenders to my best friend (cis woman) and she agrees with me #gossip

[wandering-ghost]

complaining about trenders to my best friend (cis man) and he agrees with me #gossip

[pokemonarchive]

Victini (2026) - Promo-B #49 Illustrator: Orca

[wandering-ghost]

my entire plan for today is shiny hunt and watch cartoons

[wandering-ghost]

I shiny hunted for like 45mins before sleeping the entire day because I felt so exhausted and sick 🫠

[wandering-ghost]

they stole my bones

[ninjago-screenshots]

The Art of a Silent Fist

[ninjagoiwtv]

Lloyd in dragons rising season 4

[princesparkels]

I AM that one friend that's to woke

transmeds think trans is a condition and trans is a part of the lgbtqia+, so does that mean you see the entire queer community as a condition? That's homophobic and transphobic if you ask me

DNI transmeds transphobes homophobes transid racists

[wandering-ghost]

being trans is a medical condition because it causes distress and harm as a result of internal factors (as opposed from societal factors), and that distress can be ameliorated with transition; it has an observable response to medical treatment.

romantic and sexual orientations do not cause distress/harm in nature and there is no "cure" because it's not a medical condition and therefore cannot be responsive to treatment. that is why things like conversion therapies don't work beyond the occasional placebo effect, which does more harm than good.

and I wanna finish with saying that calling transsexuality a condition isn't damning. it has the same connotation as saying, "this person has lupus, a condition which causes their body to mistakenly attack healthy cell groups." the trans equivalent is "this person is trans, which is a condition that causes a their brain to expect different sex features from their natal sex, causing chronic distress." should the future of science aim to reduce the number of cases in both scenarios to lessen human suffering? yes. is it inherently bad for someone to have either of these conditions? no, it's just a result of the human body encountering typical problems in biology.

[wandering-ghost]

I shattered my phone by going a little mentally insane and throwing it on the ground. I bought that shit with my own money, and it was fully paid off. it was my first real adult purchase. I don't even want to get a new phone, but I'll need to out of necessity. gonna go back to just a talk/text phone if I have to buy a new one. or maybe I'll hook up my decorative landline that coincidentally still works

[wandering-ghost]

I still don't have a phone lmao. I don't really want one honestly.

if I acquire a functioning phone by june 6 (one month of not having a phone), I'll be impressed. current plan is to ask an apple store to refurbish my old gen 5 iphone, but there's no guarantee they can do that. I'm also too panicky to go to the store alone, but nobody is willing to take me. maybe one of my providers can help me with it this week, but idk.

[wandering-ghost]

my flex is that I've convinced multiple people to watch the entirety of lego ninjago (currently 19 seasons).

2 people have done full watch throughs. 3 have seen at least 4 seasons and counting. another handful have watched at least 2.

look. if you're annoyingly autistic enough, there's a chance that you too can make the people around you watch your stupid special interest show just so they have half a chance of understanding what the fuck you're talking about

(lamentably, I could not get anyone into studying linguistics for me however)

[unfamiliarsculptures]

Another shop update is in the works! Here’s a preview of a little blue dragon. It’ll be available Friday, May 22nd.