drcaming:
Peering through the sea of strangers, Jackson watched as Calliope weaved carefully between the crowd, losing sight of her every few seconds but keeping his focus on her, and watching as she snuck her way upstairs. Keeping to himself and sitting silently at the edge of the room, his gaze casually pulled through the people, not wanting to bring much attention to himself or what he had just witnessed— or whom. He brought his focus to Elenora only long enough to tell that her overbearing eye on her daughter had swayed, leaving time for Calliope to evacuate without any notice. Using this moment of distraction, Jackson got to his feet and pressed his way to the staircase, peeking back one last time before making his way up the stairs.
He had kept a safe distance from the girl throughout the day, if not out of respect for her mother; knowing very well how little she cared for him as Callie’s friend, then for the fact that Jackson hadn’t spotted a single tear escape his friend that day. Somehow he assumed her mother was responsible for the vacant and emotionless eyes, the stony look Calliope had written all over her face. And while he might not mean to dismantle the girl’s feigned composure, he couldn’t help but feel as though he easily could, given only a few minutes with her.
Stepping into the room, hesitated at the door; feeling both uneasy, having always known the room to be occupied by Emiliano, and by the sight of Callie removing evidence of her tears. “Sorry,” he murmured. He simply wanted to hold her, knowing not much could be done to ease her distress. Shaking his head slightly at her words, he was unwilling to hear whatever excuse the girl was about to give him for needing to show any level of sorrow, having lost her only brother. Only pulling his gaze back long enough to quietly close the door behind him, he lowered his voice to a whisper. “You don’t have to explain anything to me, Calliope…” he insisted, wanting to go on to insist that she could cry if she needed to, while they were alone. However, as she continued, his gaze shifted to the bottle resting on the bed. “I—” trailing off, Jackson didn’t have the heart to refuse Calliope of anything she needed to distract her from herself. He swallowed hard, his hesitation only lasting a brief instant. “Of course I will.”
at the sound of his voice, calliope looked up from where her averted gaze had immediately went afraid the person who had joined her, had been her mother to scold her for running off. there was a fleeting sense of relief, that it was him, but his apology, made her recall what he had to be sorry for her and brought her back to down to earth. the whole day, she never knew what to say to people, when they said, ‘i’m sorry’, was a thank you appropriate, was she thanking them for acknowledging that her brother was dead. she didn’t know, and she didn’t want to acknowledge that anymore.
her attention fell to the bottle that rested on the bed, she had never drank before, but she had seen it in movies, where people drink and they laugh and forget their sorrows, she only assumed it’d be safe for this special occasion as everyone called it.
her eyes going to his once more as he spoke her name, but no words could come out, she couldn’t talk about it, she didn’t know what to say, how could she put into words the way she was feeling, gently making her way to the bed, taking a seat beside the bottle, “he only used to let me sleep in here with him, if i had a bad dream” she spoke after a moment, “though that was when he had woody sheets” a sad smile on her lips, to how much time had elapsed, and to now how empty his room was, her fingers dancing lightly on the neck of the bottle, “have you ever tried this stuff before?” she asked, peering up at him through her eyelashes, awaiting his answer, her mind going to all the things she hadn’t done before, and the things emiliano would never get to do, her heart sinking with sadness with every fleeting moment, though it felt like no time had moved at all.










