Charlie

Show me someone who's got it all figured out, i'll show you a liar. 21 year old, almost graduate - Big dreams. Little Town. England. Travel and Tea enthusiast.

[girrlscout]

If you know me based on who I was a year ago, you don’t know me at all. My growth game is strong. Allow me to reintroduce myself.

[thelottner-deactivated20170119]

I scattered the shards of my heart and watched to see if they would grow like seeds but this world provides nothing of what a healthy heart needs, so I left them inside of each ghost i touched, each pair of  lips i kissed, and each pair of eyes shrouded in mist. somewhere within the deepening void of my chest those seeds were laid to rest. somewhere within the deepening void of my chest I dared to plant a forest.

Michael Lottner (@michaellottner on twitter)

[wnq-anonymous]

No one heals himself by wounding another.

St. Ambrose of Milan (via wnq-anonymous)

[brightboard]

Miranda Kerr + Street style is life

[the-courage-to-heal]

Source: http://psychopathsandlove.com/how-can-you-tell-if-youre-being-manipulated/

[helios-love]

Just because something needs to be said doesn’t mean it needs to be heard.

Kevin, from HIMYM

This is just a great quote and something people should take into account more.

(via helios-love)

[junqlejim4322-yahoo-deactivated]

It’s like I want you back, but I just can’t forgive you yet I yearn for you but I can’t trust you yet I need you but I just can’t need you yet

(via junqlejim4322-yahoo)

[highs-and-lies-deactivated20160]

I said I would love you forever You see The problem is you are not you anymore You have grown cold And the you that I once loved Is lost Is the love, is it lost?

- highs-and-lies (via highs-and-lies)

[august-17thhh]

inside she’s a wreck. when you see her she looks perfectly fine. deep down her mind is a mess. when she’s with you she looks happy. when she’s alone she’s fragile. this girl is full of dreams, she wants to escape her town, meet new people, travel, explore the world, and go on fun road trips at midnight, and perhaps one day she’ll be truly happy. and when you ask her “are you ok?” for once she’ll say “I’m fine.” and it wouldn’t be a lie.

(via august-17thhh)

[wnq-writers]

my love for you started a fire in my heart your love for me was like the rain you kept me tamed and when you left i burned.

m.j  (via wnq-writers)

[vivaciouslyendearing]

The whiskey soaked your tongue but your words sobered up in my head and I was the one left hungover

Molly Bever “whiskey kisses” (via vivaciouslyendearing)

[summerc0hen]

'I give myself 3 minutes a day, I put on a sad song and I think of how much I miss you and I cry so hard my whole body shakes and then the song ends and I clean myself up and go about my day as normal'

- how people deal with break ups

[honestlyimfine-deactivated20150]

I’m sorry I just can’t do this anymore. To me, you are the sun, and I am the moon. Your light is what makes me shine. Without you I’m just a large chunk in the vast sky. Not a star. Just a large mass. And I can’t live like that anymore. I need to learn to shine on my own. I need to be my own sun, and I can’t do that when I’m with you. I love you. I do, but I need to learn to love myself.

me (via honestlyimfine)

[aiden-christopher]

To The Ones Who Will Love Her After Me: She doesn’t like to be scared. Don’t make her watch horror movies, don’t sneak up on her, don’t jump out at her, don’t wear scary masks. Seriously, not even as a joke. Just don’t do it. The first time she tells you how she feels about you she will go all in. Her words will leave you speechless. The raw emotion, the pure honesty of her love, will overwhelm you… it might even terrify you. Don’t be afraid of it though, it’s not an act. She loves hard and all at once. It will grow to be one of your favorite things about her. Listen to her and don’t with argue her feelings. Enough people have tried to invalidate her, don’t be another one of them. If she’s having a bad day sending her a picture of a cute puppy or a beautiful house will always bring a smile to her face. Be careful with pictures of babies and weddings though, once she gets started on those she won’t stop. She loves to get ‘good morning’ texts. Every day when you wake up that should be the first thing you do. Never let a day go by without telling her how incredible she is and how much you love her. She also loves chocolate. Seriously, showing up and giving her a chocolate milkshake might even be better than flowers. When she leaves it’s going to be hard. You’ll want to be angry, being angry would make it easier, but she won’t give you a reason to be. As much as it hurts, you will know she’s doing what she has to do. She always trusts her gut and does what she needs to do to for herself. She’ll be honest with you, and it will sting, but her honesty with her feelings was one of the things you loved most about her. If you’re lucky enough to be a part of her life, don’t take it for granted for even a second.

(A.C.M.)

[virusis]

You’ll be okay. Probably not for a while. Because just like surgery, it’s a process that consumes a lot of time. People come and tear you apart and rip you open and leave you there to bleed. But unlike in surgery, there’s no one there to give you pain killers, put you under, sow you up, and put you back together. You have to learn how to fix yourself, give yourself the time to heal, and be there for yourself. You’ll be okay, because you’ll learn how to be on your own.

M.C. (via pipkabuki)

[vdxly-deactivated20170626]

Before you let me go, make sure it’s really what you want.

- because when I’m over it, I won’t be coming back. (via whorexed)

[poetrynotinmotion]

I have never been good at goodbye. So I won’t say it. And I have never been good at caring. So I won’t show it. And I was never taught how to love. So I won’t do it. And that’s why we didn’t work. So now it’s over.

E.M.S. (via poetrynotinmotion)