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⚠️ TW ⚠️ (she/her 22) just venting. . UGW: staying healthy and being able to follow my dreams 🪄 🫶🏻 recovery in progress 🫶🏻 💌 inbox is always open 💌

[wanna-be-meagain]

mood

[c9x-deactivated20230223]

Debbie Parker 2022

[disgustinggf]

this blog is brought to u by someone unmedicated

[everythingfox]

Sound on

[everythingfox]

You can dance if you want to

(via)

[dyingnights]

how did i manage to cut my thumb deeper with a pistachio than my arm with blades

[jenn1fersbody]

[tryworks]

what they dont tell you about growing up as a very lonely little girl is that you grow up and still a part of you remains that very lonely little girl

[everythingfox]

The cat did it better 😳

[everythingfox]

Cat: water form

[deanwinchesterapologist]

Public transit be like your bus is due .....now! ........now! .....any second now.......okay now! Just kidding uhh..............now! Okay itll be 17 minutes ☺️ hope that helps. Aw shit we sent the invisible bus again

[socialjusticeace]

I hate the "Oh ur posting without tags? how is anyone supposed to find ur post🥺" warning shit tumblr does now. the hand of god will deliver me unto others

[wanna-be-meagain]

I'm sorry but every time I look at your username I don't read "wanna be me again" but "wanna be megan"

lol that’s even more funny if I think about the fact that 10 years ago i was so jealous of Miss Megan Fox 🤓🤣

[wanna-be-meagain]

little vent time my peopleeezz

on the 19th July I had my 22th birthday and I went for a little vespa ride since I decided to sell her v soon. to cut a long story short I went to pick up my fiancé (yeahhh guuysss I got engaged on the 28. June 🥹) from the bus terminal and while I drove there some heavy heavy rain started to pour out of nowhere. normally I’d stop instantly but it was 6 a.m and I didn’t want to let him wait and Idk I just wanted to pick him up, get home fast and cuddle myself warm again w him

to get to the point, when we were on our way home together (on my tuned moped w about 60 km/h / 37 mph) I lost control over the situation cus of aquaplaning or whatever u want to call it,

and we fell.

it was my first time being completely accountable for an accident . and it was horrible

i layed on the floor and my first thought was with him and if he’s good

his reaction showed me that he felt the same way. he instantly checked on me, like first thing I know was his voice asking me if I’m good cus I just layed there not really moving

The point why I’m sharing this story with you is, cus I know y’all are depressed as shit, and I feel y’all at some moments still, but w the risk to sound cringey now;

It can happen at anytime. Anywhere. U won’t know. One second u’re happily driving with ur fiancé, in love and happy cus it’s ur birthday and u can spend it w ur person, next u’re laying on the ground bleeding.

.. please try to enjoy your short but beautiful life.

ily’all. ❤️‍🩹 stay safe

little disclaimer - i’m good. he’s also good.

my legs are buried in bruises, his knee’s are wounded, but everything turned out fine in the end.

no worries 🤍

[lulux2-deactivated20231013]

This is my body right now. Healthy. It is strong and capable, and while not skinny by the disordered standards in my brain as I still have stomach fat, bloating, thigh fat, and a full face, it is slender by normal standards. And despite this blessing and my body self regulating, I’m still unkind to myself.

My body has stayed this way because I’ve been unsuccessfully restricting lately, 💀 and I think my metabolism and it’s speed actually thrives off of more/regular meals. But to the disordered mind it’s still not enough. I still want to push myself harder. And so if you are seeing this and you’re not in deep, get out. Please get out. Treat yourself kindly, don’t do this to yourself. Don’t fuck your body up.

I could end up diminishing my muscles and ruining my metabolism. If I had a choice, I wouldn’t view myself the way I do or have these disordered thoughts. So again, if you aren’t in deep, GET OUT.

Pinning to my profile so my stance is known, and tagging for reach so hopefully people open to recovery will embrace it and people “starting out” will turn back ❤️

[wanna-be-meagain]

THIS !

really appreciate it, my muslim sister 🤍

[girl-deluded-deactivated2024011]

the tumblr and pinterest girlies have made me realize that i am not the only one thinking my silly thoughts and that we all in fact are crazy and share at least a third of our brain cells

[clytemnestras-rage-deactivated2]

I wrote in my diary “I think there’s something really wrong with me, but it also might just be that I’m a teenage girl.”

[elissbabby]

he’s not