I’ve thought long and hard about how I was going to write this. I am not an eloquent writer, in fact my grammar is absolutely atrocious. But please bear with my terrible English writing skills.
I will be taking a break for a while. I don’t know how long or if I will ever log back in. I’m thinking it will be temporary but I’m not going to make any promises.
I’m not in the place mentally to read how horrible I am, how I should fuck myself or how I should kill myself because I believe differently from most of you. I can’t read another post encouraging violence and stating how I should never see a day of happiness.
You can call me weak, that’s ok. The fact of the matter is that I’ve struggled with depression and suicidal ideation for a couple years now & reading such posts that people I thought were my friends reblogged or even wrote? Its not good for my mental health. I think what people often forget is that words hurt. And they can hurt badly.
I truly care for all of you and I want only the best for you guys always. I’ve looked forward to reading about your day and kept you in my thoughts when I read your day sucked. But I cannot do that right now and for that I am sorry. Since I’ve developed friendships? If that’s even the right word? I thought it would be extremely rude to leave without goodbye.
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