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Enough of this bs , i need to travel the world too.

Confidence is everything yeah. You're gonna hold the phone the way you'd like to. You wear your bag whichever way you like. You're gonna walk like you own this world. It's amazing , seriously. To people, they'd love you. Every person would end up having a small crush on you. But how about when we come back to the house , we look at ourselves in the mirror and cry , the way my hands aren't like that girl I saw in the mall. Why doesn't dress look nice on me? Why do i sweat so much? Why does my acnes look so worse? Confidence is for showing. Not for what we feel.

"I've walked a different route ever since I've walked with you."

"Somewhat Friends" -Warda Elamin

Ok but if someone takes out their headphones when they're talking to you , that's green light.

Here's the thing also, if someone, very normal , shouts at me to move and give way , they SHOUT ok , and like i can see the unreasonable hatred in them, I pull up a fight. On the other hand *takes out my hand* , if they're someone old / looks very childish n they just do it without harming me , i just walk extra slow and pretend i didnt hear shit. Swag motherfuckers.

The thing is , i am very awkward when it comes to talking to people FIRST , but gals if u come up to me and start talking, you'll fall iñ love.

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I've just been told that i realise the smallest thing that no one else does , no I don't mean it in a good way or smth its like i see someone making a face when im talking to them and like i see them being annoyed with me and like i see my hair strand curled up in a picture and i dont like it and my eyebrows aren't even and my smile isnt genuine and theres this small pimple on my forehead and im trying to pop it so it'll go away and my fingers aren't as pretty and my nails aren't cut in a round shape and i walk very awkwardly and i see people looking at me strangely when i walk in the train and when 2 people are talking i feel like im bothering them and so i pretend to do my own stuffs.

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Its like a bug in my head forces me to realise these stuffs and overthink ..its very annoying.

I've just been told that i realise the smallest thing that no one else does , no I don't mean it in a good way or smth its like i see someone making a face when im talking to them and like i see them being annoyed with me and like i see my hair strand curled up in a picture and i dont like it and my eyebrows aren't even and my smile isnt genuine and theres this small pimple on my forehead and im trying to pop it so it'll go away and my fingers aren't as pretty and my nails aren't cut in a round shape and i walk very awkwardly and i see people looking at me strangely when i walk in the train and when 2 people are talking i feel like im bothering them and so i pretend to do my own stuffs.

I CANT STOP THINKING AND SMILING ABOUT SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED FEW HOURS AGO AND IM LITERALLY OUT. people just witnessed a cutie smiling a very big smile absentmindedly ...

#fuckthisisveryconfusing

When Warda said "love is beautiful when it's valued , what about when it's one sided?" And when she said "im too afraid to love someone without knowing what they are" and when she sang "say my name, I'll take my heart out." I actually, really, felt that in my heart.

Him : she probably doesn't even like me

Me , who has a crush on him for 4+ years , interested in a guy who acts like he likes me , at the same time most probably has a gf.

Me to me : i will stay quiet i am not going to talk too much i wont be shouting i will study quietly and pay attention in class etc etc

Also me the next day : "shouts in class , talks to everyone, doesn't pay attention in class , laugh loudly..."

Ok how about this : its raining and you don't have your umbrella , you're holding grocery in your hand , you're tryna walk fast but your legs aren't compromising , and than suddenly its not raining. - no , it's him , he covers you with his umbrella so now you look at him , questions in your mind , why did he did that? What made him do this? You're getting all warm , you try to steady your breath , or maybe you're not breathing anymore. You 2 , under one umbrella , walking quietly, no talks , but there is a connection that you both feel. You know it's there , you don't wanna admit it because you feel like he won't understand. You're near your block , he shuts the umbrella and holds the door for you, you smile and mumble a small "thank you" so small he barely hears it. And than like that , you both look at each other. Something seems sad yet crazy, you smile, nod at him , and say thank you again , and like that , you part away.

Ok but firstly he doesn't uses umbrella and secondly he has a girlfriend :((

In a mood to start writing novels and poetry yet I have 18 Assignments overdue which i will be ignoring and pretending they don't exist.

Me to me : he doesn't like you he's dating someone else

Also me to me : well ok than why does he sneak peek at me huh. Exactly

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”Be realistic in everything except in prayer, ask the impossible.”

Can’t stress enough how important this is.

Especially now when we’re in this beautiful blessed month. Everything and I literally mean everything you’ve ever wished for, ever prayed for and almost given up on, can come true.

Allāh can make it happen.

Allāh, our beautiful Lord, who sees it all, knows it all and listens to His servants.

He sees every tear that falls, every painful breath you take and every thought you have. He knows. Wallahī He knows.

So please, pleasee don’t give up on that dream you have, or that trial you’re struggling with, or whatever it is that seems impossible, don’t quit making du’ā. Don’t stop knocking on His door, cuz He will open, wallahī He will.

Just be persistent, patient and put your trust in Him.

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Al-Qadim bin Muhammad رحمه الله said: “We were on a journey with Ibn al-Mubarak, and I was always asking myself: What is so special about this man that he is so famous? If he prays, so do we. If he fasts, so do we. If he fights, so do we. If he makes Hajj, so do we.

One night, we spent the night in a house travelling on the way to Sham. The lamp went out, and some of us woke up. So, he took the lamp outside to light it, and stayed outside for a while.

When he came back in with the lamp, I caught a glimpse of Ibn al-Mubarak’s face, and saw that his beard was wet with his tears.

I said to myself: “This fear of Allah is what has made this man better than us. When the lamp went out and we were in darkness, he remembered the Day of Resurrection.”

[Ibn al-Jawzi | Sifah al-Safwah 2/330]

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