to approach the end still believing in something

🌻 28 🏵️ they/it 🌸 shapeshifter🌷 lesbian 🪻please be kind or gtfo 🌼 posting from unceded Aboriginal Land; always was always will be 💐

[warmestshrine]

*looks at you like this*

[charl0ttan]

you cant go to bed. what if theres a cell phone emergency.

[warmestshrine]

Sometimes I hate hate being autistic so much like oh you talked to someone you genuinely like but don't know very well yet for a couple hours, and as she was leaving she said "that was fun, thanks for hanging out?"? Time for your mood to plummet, the light hurts, your clothes hurt, cancel every social thing you've planned for the foreseeable future to seethe with self hatred and take a vow of silence, retreat to your little burrow like a scared animal and gnaw at your skin and refuse to allow yourself food, apologise for things you didn't even do, question reality, escape escape escape.

[warmestshrine]

Unfortunately ten years of "try and distract yourself until the urge passes" didn't change my default setting of thinking "it's okay, if I hurt myself I'll be Good again" every time I feel like I've done something Wrong.

[himejoshikomaeda]

if i had a fox i would say thank you whenever it bit me or tricked me or inconvenienced me in any way

[segamascott]

[strawberry-crocodile]

ultimately the best way to prevent abuse is to organize society in such a way that everyone's needs are met wothout having to rely on a parent or employer or boyfriend or any one individual. obviously wont stop, like, manipulation or so on, but the ability to dangle basic needs over someone's head is one of the most powerful and consistant tools of abuse out there. if someone is able to just leave, and know that they will have access to food and shelter and clean water and education, that will enable so, so mamy victims of abuse to do just that.

[strawberry-crocodile]

really funny how like 10% of the comments are people going "nuh uh" and the remaining 90% are people going "this is literally whats happening to me/my mom/etc Right Now"

[despazito]

[gokusclit]

“Why do straight men act so gay with each other haha” bc they find gayness to be funny and feel the need to emasculate each other even when it’s on a friendly level. Do you have any other stupid fucking questions to ask me

[warmestshrine]

Oh sorry I can't tonight. Yeah I actually have to sit and stare at the wall while picking tiny imperfections off my scalp with my nails until I bleed. Yeah it's gonna be all night.

[nkogneatho]

telecom service providers in india are getting orders from government to shutdown our internet. they might also mass delete the posts and videos online. i know this is not the content you followed me for but please raise voice for the people in india if you can. if you find any posts about the brutality that the police inflicted upon protesters, people seeking legal or medical attention, people needing donation for sanitary pads, food, water, masks, etc. on twitter or instagram, please share it. it's my humble request. this is our last day. they're applying emergency alerts and new rules from tomorrow but today we are standing here in rain raising our voices and we will continue to do so.

[nosekiss]

not to ebeg but fuck im actually gonna cry. i took a few weeks off bc of a miscarriage due to r*pe which i LITERALLY told my manager (no one cares btw i ended up getting a second warning for my absences bc i already had a former written warning) and on top of that now i’m being made to feel bad because i took more time off due to literally bleeding and cramping from stress A WEEK after my period. even provided evidence bc they kept asking n triggering me and they genuinely dont care about my wellbeing at all. fuck this honestly… i resigned but i now i’m stuck and broke until i find another job. if anyone could pls help me out in the meantime i’d greatly appreciate it 😭 </3

pypl

[nosekiss]

£1,436.45 / £1800

almost reached my goal and i have two interviews lined up next week which i’m rlly excited/nervous abt!! i do still help as i dont have a stable source of income other than universal credit atm so fingers crossed i get hired asap. i’m so so so close to getting back on my feet and i can’t thank u guys enough for donating, sharing and for your kind messages 🫶🏾🫶🏾🫶🏾

[warmestshrine]

I wish that comedy wasn't riddled with incest jokes. It just makes me immediately switch it off. Like oh okay. You think the most painful parts of my life are funny. Cool.

[warmestshrine]

Oh sorry I can't tonight. Yeah I actually have to sit and stare at the wall while picking tiny imperfections off my scalp with my nails until I bleed. Yeah it's gonna be all night.

[warmestshrine]

I think E is maybe mad at me but I haven't had a chance to ask yet and also I might be totally wrong and they're just tired/distracted/busy but still I am struggling to move through the sludge of the day, I am weighted almost to a stand still by the anxiety.

[heavensghost]

the memory hurts but does me no harm

[folklorespring]

Amazing