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Review ofĀ āDestiny of the Republic:Ā A Tale of Madness, Medicine and the Murder of a Presidentā by Candice Millard
This book is unbelievably well written!!! It's part murder mystery, part presidential history, part Shakespearean tragedy, part tender love story, part fruition of the American Dream. The short chapters makes it read like a literary fast break. I'm a notoriously slow reader and I got through the 300 pages in a few days. The content? Well, I knew nothing about James Abram Garfield other than he was the 20th POTUS. After reading this book, he might be my favorite. If Lin Manuel Miranda makes a sequel to "Hamilton" it should be on this man, and this book. I would bet that had he lived out his presidency he would've been elected to a second term and black people in America after the Civil War would've thrived under his leadership. Candice Millard, I tip my hat to you for introducing me to General Garfield - an American treasure of the first order.
Review:Ā āThe Underground Railroadā by Colson Whitehead
Oprah got this one right! Loved the book!!! I'm not a fast reader and it was a quick read even for me. It's, ironically, VERY entertaining. It's appropriate that this book about a railroad has a pace that makes you want to find out where the next stop is. And Cora might just be my new favorite character! I'd like to think she and I would be friends only because she would tolerate me. She's strong, resilient, ironically, independent and is about that life! What I really liked about the book is that Mr. Whitehead doesn't make Cora's story about the inhumane, torturous and savage atrocities she experienced as a slave. Don't trip! He reminds you how essential it was to everyday life as chattel, but he does it in a manner that guides the story, not overpower it. Plus, he wrote one of the most vivid sentences I've read in a long time: "His necklace had snapped and the ears made it look like the dirt was listening." Out of context you're probably like "WHAT?!" But, when you read the novel you'll understand. That's a GREAT line!
My thoughts onĀ āYou Negotiate Like a Girl: Reflections on a Career in the National Football Leagueā by Amy Trask and Mike Freeman
Full disclosure: I have the book a second star because I'm a Raiders fan and I think, despite the book, Amy Trask has a unique story. Unfortunately, that didn't come across in the book. It does end with a sweet story involving Al Davis that shows just how much she adored him. But that's also what's wrong with the book. The biggest takeaway I got from it is that Trask adored Al Davis. Her adoration of Davis comes off a bit creepy at times, especially the multitude of times she considered being "motherfucked" by Davis was his way of showing appreciation and care. It should've been titled "An Ode to Al Davis." You won't go a page without an Al Davis reference (or multiple references) of some kind. I felt like I learned infinitely more about Davis and his style as an owner than I did about Trask and her career. The book's title gives the indication you'll learn about how Trask handled being the first female CEO in the male-dominated NFL, the tough situations she had to navigate in male-dominated environments and how she managed to do her job and gain respect in a male-dominated environment. You get that, but it's commonly in a scenario that involved Al Davis. Even the title had the Al Davis imprint (you'll see). Now that she's put her love of Al Davis out on the table, I hope to learn more about Amy Trask in her next book.
Itās Time
āMotives and thoughts. Check your motives and thoughts.ā Ā Ā
- Lauryn Hill
14 years ago I attended an event at Los Angeles Southwest College where social and political commentator Tavis Smiley was the featured speaker. That day he made a statement that has impacted how I view my blackness and my place in the world. Ā Ā
The event was held for black middle and high school students from the area as a means to stress the importance for them to start preparing critically for their future. A few fellow Santa Monica College students and I served as chaperones. About halfway through his talk in the auditorium the whispering chatter that filled the room - chaperones included - had reached the same octave as Smileyās own voice and it was visible, he was mad. For the next five minutes - much like a parent restoring order at the dinner table - Smiley gave us a verbal beat down. In the middle of that tongue-lashing he got my attention with a very direct declaration that keeps me woke 14 years later.
Smiley said my generation was spoiled because we were the first generation of black people to not have to go through a major struggle. He said we didnāt have slavery, Jim Crow or the Civil Rights Movement to fight through. He said it would be disrespectful to our ancestors and grandparents who persevered through each of those unfathomable eras to squander opportunities afforded to us by their sacrifices. He said, simply, we owe them our success.
He was right. In every syllable he spoke he was right...except on the one aspect where he couldnāt have been more wrong.
My generation is going through a major struggle. My generation has capitalized, greatly, on the sacrifices of our ancestors and grandparents to reach unprecedented heights as individuals. However, collectively, my generation is going through the same major struggle of previous generations; the struggle to be heard, truly HEARD when calling out racial injustice, in hopes that our black lives will matter, truly MATTER, in decisions made and actions taken to address our concerns.
When Colin Kaepernick, Eric Reid, Jeremy Lane and Brandon Marshall all take a knee during the national anthem before football games to protest racial injustice theyāre not being anti-American, theyāre not shaming Francis Scott Keyās callous poem and theyāre not spitting on the sacrifices of our courageous service members. Kaepernick has made his case on those issues very clear.
āThe message is that we have a lot of issues in this country that we need to deal with. We have a lot of people that are oppressed. We have a lot of people that arenāt treated equally, that arenāt given equal opportunities. Police brutality is a huge thing that needs to be addressed. There are a lot of issues that need to be talked about, need to be brought to life and we need to fix those things,ā Kaepernick told reporters after the 49ers fourth preseason game against the Chargers on military appreciation night.
The truth in that statement should hit home, if you take a minute to really hear him.
You should hear the concerns of black people in North Carolina who donāt want their voting rights suppressed as state lawmakers tried to do with voting law provisions the Fourth Circuit Court of Appeals said targeted them āwith almost surgical precision.ā You should hear the anguish in the voice of Michael Brownās mother, who lost her son days after accomplishing her most incredible feat: getting him to graduate high school in a school district that is āamong the poorest and most segregated in Missouri.ā You should hear the final breaths of Eric Garner.
But the conversation those players in protest are pushing us to have that acknowledges the existence of oppression in our education system, that acknowledges unequal treatment in a justice system rampant with racial bias and that acknowledges hiring, training and engagement policies in some police departments donāt always align with the best interests of the communities officers serve has proven too difficult for far too long. I get it. Itās hard. Itās ugly. Itās demoralizing. So, instead of getting our hands dirty to get to the core of the injustices weāve become accustomed to, the prejudices we harbor and the apathy we display toward one another in order to find some semblance of understanding, weāve determined itās not necessary because weāve time-traveled into some arbitrary universe called a āpost-racial society.ā
What is promising, though, is seeing that as more NFL players have joined Kaepernick in calling for social change, itās forced, at least, the start of that conversation to happen. I hope it continues. For it to be successful, though, willful ignorance must end. In the age of Google, it can no longer be acceptable for a prominent college football analyst like Paul Finebaum to say āthis country is not oppressing black people,ā only to backtrack by saying āI didnāt have a good grasp of the situation.ā Information is far too accessible to play that game anymore. Maybe if he heard Shannon Sharpeās perspective on the matter as a black man of affluence, heād understand the gravity of our current state of affairs. Sure, if youāre not black youāll never fully grasp the daily burden we carry of being seen as a potential problem but as the lyricist Black Ice in his poem āThe Ugly Showā says, āIām telling you, you learn so much, money, if you just open up a book and look inside. Thatās where they hide the evidence.ā It just takes the effort and an informed society is an active one.
Undoubtedly, since Iām talking about social injustice against black people, someone will ask the question: Well, what about black on black crime? Well, itās a travesty in every way imaginable. Chicago is often used as an example when having that debate. The fact that Chicago has seen 500 homicides in predominantly black neighborhoods should make us all, frankly, angry - angry at the black men killing each other, angry at the parentās whoāve failed the black men killing each other and angry at city officials whoāve failed to provide jobs and a better education system for the black men killing each other. The same can be said for every black neighborhood - from Oakland to Baltimore - where violence persists. And as Chicago Tribune columnist Dahleen Glanton plainly put it, āAs a community, we can't have it both ways. Either we want violent criminals off the street or we don't.ā Having said all that, calling out black on black crime is a red herring. The sad truth is that black on black crime is no more extreme than white on white crime or Latino on Latino crime, etc. From 1980 to 2008, 84 percent of white people were killed by other white people and 93 percent of black people were killed by other black people, according to the U.S. Department of Justice.
Colin Kaepernick may not be the Jim Brown-type messenger that people are ready to embrace but nonetheless heās provided an opportunity to, once again, have a dignified conversation about race in America.
So, letās have one.
Follow the Ford Recall Letter
Part 5 - Bright Spot
August 4th
Itās a small victory, but itās a positive nonetheless.
A Ford corporate employee responded to my direct LinkedIn message. He gave me his direct work email and I did as he requested and emailed him the same message from LinkedIn. It caught his attention. He assured me it would get to the proper office. We shall see.
The ball keeps rolling.Ā
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Part 4 - Roadblock
July 30, 2016
Two days ago I said I was confident communications between myself and Melissa the Customer Relationship Center rep would continue.
I was wrong.
The email she sent me yesterday:
āHello Thomas, Thank you for keeping us apprised of your situation. Please be assured that any time a customer writes to us, it is appreciated. Every customer is of the highest value to Ford, and we make every effort to assist anyone who writes, e-mails, or calls us regarding any situation.
We see where you are coming from regarding this recall program, and we definitely understand that you want to be heard. We know that you are concerned about your well-being, as well as your wifeās well-being. However, at this time, we are not able to provide alternate options. If you do not feel safe driving your vehicle, it is recommended that you continue to work with your dealership regarding your concerns. We feel this is the appropriate response at this time. We value your thoughts and appreciate that this may not be the answer you were hoping for when you wrote to us. However, we must stress that at this time, Ford Motor Company has provided you with a final decision. This will be our last written communication on the matter. Sincerely, Melissa Customer Relationship Center Ford Motor Companyā
My response:
āHi Melissa, This may be the last communication between you and I on this matter, but I assure you this will not be THE last communication on this matter. I thank you for your time and attention.ā
This is not the end. It's just Saturday.
Follow the Ford Recall Letter
Pt 3 - Lanes of Indifference
July 28, 2016
Itās the start of training camp, which doesnāt leave much time for, you know, anything. But Iām still at it.
Thereās not much progress to report. I got a response again, though, from Melissa the Ford āCustomer Relationship Centerā rep. Hereās the email:
āHello Thomas,
Thank you for your reply. I can imagine how concerned you are about this recall. The Takata airbag inflator recall is a nationwide issue, and because of this, it is taking longer for parts to become available. This is affecting numerous vehicle manufacturers, not just Ford Motor Company. Ford is working with its suppliers to get parts as quickly as possible, and once they are available you will be notified. Also, we have not received any documentation advising that the vehicle is not drivable. If you have a concern with driving your Fusion, I recommend that you contact your local Ford dealer regarding this issue. I am sorry that I am not able to provide you with an alternate response at this time. Thank you for contacting Ford Motor Company.
Sincerely,
Melissa
Customer Relationship Center
Ford Motor Companyā
She ended it as if that would be the end of the conversation. Poor Melissa. She has no idea.
I wrote Melissa back. Sheās been great about responding. Iāll remain confident itāll continue. Our correspondence has been cordial. Ā Iāll remain confident itāll continue.
I have plucked one bright spot from Melissaās otherwise will-sapping messages: they come from whatās called a āTier 1 Emailā generator. Which means there are more ātiers.ā YES!!! It means I can only go up!!! Oh, and I plan to go ALL THE WAY UP!!!
Iāve also just penned, ratherā¦keyboard punchedā¦a letter to the Ford Motor Companyās board of directors. It will be in the mail tomorrow morning and to borrow the infamous line from President Obama the day before he gave his now defining 2004 Democratic National Convention speech: āItās a pretty good letter.ā
More phone calls to make more email to send and more letters to write.
The ballās barely moving but a ball in motion, stays in motion.
Follow the Recall Letter
Part 2 - The Spin Cycle
July 26, 2016
Where to begin.
I got so much corporate speak today I could start my own PR firm. Iāll do my best to adhere to brevity and because there were so many moving parts weāll just bullet this one.
-Had Twitter exchange with Chris from @Ford Service. He eventually asked me to DM my info so he could document my feedback. Chris seemed nice. He was responsive and cordial. I sent him my info. My feedback has been documented. So, thereās that.
-Talked with Michael, a supervisor with Ford Motor Company (FMC) customer service. He told me that cars made from 2004-2007 and cars that are registered in āhigh humidity climate zonesā are considered high priority for getting replacement parts. Michael called me from Florida. Itās in a high priority zone. Iām in California. Itās not a high priority zone. Michael said the best estimate heās been given is 12 months until replacement parts are available. Thatās the first, and only, time Iāve been given an actual timeline. But, he couldnāt help me.
-Talked with a service supervisor (canāt remember his name) at the Airport Marina Ford dealership. He, too, was very nice. Gave me much of the same; understood my concerns, theyāre doing all they can, Iāll surely be notified when parts are ready and the like. He couldnāt help me.
-Got an email response from Melissa in FMCās āCustomer Relationship Center.ā Hereās the email:
āMy name is Melissa, I am from Ford`s Customer Relationship Center (CRC). I have reviewed your email inquiring about Safety Recall 16S26, regarding the passenger airbag inflator replacement.Ā I can understand that you want to have this recall taken care of immediately. Since parts are not yet available, you will receive a new recall notice via mail advising when replacement parts are available for this repair. Development of a replacement service inflator is in process; we are working with our suppliers to expedite parts as quickly as possible. The volume and scope of the industry-wide Takata airbag inflator recalls have created unique replacement part challenges for all vehicle manufacturers.Ā Based on currently available technical data, Ford Motor Company understands that the vehicles involved in 16S26 are safe to drive while you are waiting for replacement parts. You should have the repair completed as soon as possible after you are notified that parts are available. This aligns with NHTSAās (National Highway Traffic Safety Administrationās) advice that vehicles can be driven until parts are available.Ā Thank you for contacting Ford Motor Company.ā
I responded to Melissa. Iāll let you know if she can help me.
-Because so much of what FMC says it cites the National Highway Transportation Safety Administration (NHTSA) I sent an email to NHTSA with my concerns. Iāll let you know what they say. The disclaimer after I hit āsendā said I will get a response at the close of business tomorrow. -I sent an email (via LinkedIn) to Levasseur Tellis, Principal Investigator of Automated Vehicle Research Consortium at Ford Motor Company. His bio says heās worked at FMC for over 14 years in the area of safety functionality. Iām praying he can help me.
-Still no response on the messages I sent Mr. Davis and Mr. Holland.
Bottom line: Iām dizzy and I donāt think Iām any closer to getting answers than I was yesterday. But, Rome wasnāt built in a day, right?!
The ball keeps rolling.
Follow the Recall Letter
Part 1 - Start Your Engines
July 25, 2016
Itās simple. My goal in this series of posts (however many there are) is to document the start and finish (whatever the heck it is) of how Ford Motor Company handles the recall on my car. Iām going to be as objective as possible, just telling the story as it happens. Some of the posts (like this one) will be a bit, shall we sayā¦detailed. Apologies for that, but I feel itās necessary. So, bear with me.
So, letās get to it.
I drive a 2011 Ford Fusion. I love it. Itās under a recall (but you know that already). Itās got potential to get a big deal. Hereās what Ford Motor Company says the problem is in the letter I received yesterday:
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āOn your vehicle, the passenger frontal airbag inflator may rupture in the event of a crash necessitating airbag deployment. Ā Ruptured inflator may result in metal fragments striking vehicle occupants causing serious injury or death.ā
I donāt know about you but the thought of a possible IED living in my dash scares the bejesus out of me. The maker of the airbag inflator is Takata. Theyāve had some issues. Takata has manufactured airbags responsible for at least 10 deaths from ruptures and dozens of other injures.
Ford says itās working to get replacement parts and theyāll āsent a letterā when I can schedule a repair. Based on their FAQs on a website they created just for this problem, thatās about all myself and other owners of various Ford models affected ā there are 1,902,228 of us ā have to go on.
Not good enough for me. My wife has been a frequent passenger in my car. I love my wife. Every time I think of what couldāve happened to her had we been in an accidentā¦it makes my heart stop. I donāt think Iām alone. So, hopefully, something good can come o this.
In my first action, I sent a tweet yesterday to @Ford asking when I could expect a problem fix. No response yet. My second action was to send a letter (via LinkedIn) to two Ford execs: Frank Davis, Executive Director of North America Engineering and Jim Holland, Vice President of Vehicle Component and System Engineering.
Hereās the letter:
To Whom It May Concern:
I write you because I love my Ford Fusion. My wife has often been a passenger and I donāt want her or anyone to die in it. I received my letter on July 24th about the Takata airbag inflator defect, and while I appreciate the notice, I have grave concerns.
First, the lack of specificity on when the replacement parts would be available is a major issue. The letter says, āWhen parts are available, Ford Motor Company will send a letter to inform you that parts are available and to contact your dealer to schedule a repair.ā My fears were compounded when I read a the FAQās section on the website that read, ā At NHTSAās request, Ford issued safety recalls for vehicles with certain Takata inflators even though replacement inflators with a different propellant would not be available for months or even years while new inflators are being redesigned and manufactured.ā I need Ford Motor Company to appreciate the very real possibility ā based on the wording - that owners could have their cars for another 5 years before the potentially deadly piece of equipment is replaced. Iāll speak for the 1,902,228 people affected by this recall when it says that's unacceptable.
What Iām struggling to understand is how Ford Motor Company can say the airbag inflator defect could cause ādeathā but at the same time say, āFord Motor Company understands that the vehicles involved in the recent Takata recall are safe to drive while you are waiting for replacement parts.ā A Ford Motor Company customer service rep by the name of Ron reinforced the āsafe to driveā narrative by stating that no injuries or deaths have been reported. Thatās false. Joel Knight died when the Takata airbag in his 2006 Ford Ranger (a model that falls within this recall date range) ruptured and shot shrapnel into his neck. I sincerely hope that Ford Motor Company feels that one death is too many and not developing an immediate fix would be unacceptable by company standards.
Weāre depending on you to act. Donāt let us down. Lives are at stake
The ball is rolling. Letās see how far it goes. Ā
The Motivation of Doubt
When I hear stories of patients whoāve had a doctor place limits on their ability to recover from an injury, yet exceed said limits, I now fully understand their motivation.
I started physical therapy this week to get my ailing left knee back in order. Of course, none of the elite facilities I wanted are covered under my insurance. I did a ton of research from the approved list my insurance company emailed me.
I found a place in Manhattan Beach housed inside the same building as a 24-hour Fitness gym. That got me excited. The first sign of my misfire came when I arrived for the appointment. I noticed that myself and an older gent, who Iād venture was born at the start of the Truman administration, with a neck brace and his head hanging so he stared at the ground were headed to the same office.
I walked inside and āRicky Donāt Lose That Numberā spewing from the stereo (didnāt even know those still existed) tuned to K-Earth 101 let me know Iād been transported back to 1974. The faded taupe carpet, dingy ivory walls and air of apathy made me skeptical that I wasnāt there for therapy, but to be put out of my misery. I knew then I could never have a career as a researcher.
My therapist Liz introduced herself with a bright smile, and a firm handshake. She seemed young. I donāt mean just in her two years from 30, and dreading it, looks, but in the profession. It was clear to me that sheās used to clients like Mr. Truman-neck brace, not hyper competitive, mid-30s male athletes with a point to prove. But, she meant well.
In a five-minute, at moments black militant-toned, monologue in the exam room, I explained to Liz my history with the knee and leg. Compound fracture, rod, multiple surgeries, yadda, yadda, yadda. I let Liz know Iām a runner, swimmer, biker, etc. I succinctlyĀ laid out to Liz my needs: aggressive treatment to bring back 30-year-old me; the guy who completed an Olympic size triathlon. I was realistic with Liz; that I know Iām past my athletic prime at 36, that itāll take longer to merely get close to the athlete Iād been, that Iām okay with that and that Iāll do whatever it takes to not be a middle-aged has-been forced to pontificate on past physical feats to compensate for his brokedownness. As I spoke, Lizās face contorted with trepidation.
Remember my opening statement?
Once finished with my speech, Liz proceeded to do what doctors with the Milwaukee Brewers didnāt even do after they put my broken fibula back inside my skin: place limits on my ability to recover from an injury. Ā
Her assessment:
-Iāll definitely need a knee replacement in about 20 years
-My long-distance running days are over
-My days of participating in sports and competitions are over
-I should limit strenuous exercise to a stationary bike, swimming, walking Ā
My favorite quote: āI know how that sounds but I like to be upfront with my patients whoāve had a similar history and who are at a similar age.ā
She left me so dumbfounded that all I did was stare at me knee, nod my head and say, āokay.ā
For a second, I actually believed her.
That second passed quickly.
Liz didnāt know that in that moment her name was added to my āPeople Who Doubt Me Because They Donāt Know Meā list. But, Iām thankful for her. Iām no different than most people, in that I look for motivation in all its forms. So, Liz you will be just that - motivation.
We got through the hour-long session. Liz sat at a desk afterward.
āOkay, Iāll see you next time,ā she said.
āAlright,ā was my reply. I left without scheduling another appointment.
Iāve got work to do.
You don't have to be in the MLB today to pay homage.
We're smiling 'cause we got inside to see him. That hour in line was worth the wait. (at The Hollywood Palladium)
The RG3 Experiment: Cleveland Edition
That infamous Cleveland Browns jersey of failure has another potential victim in its sights. His name is Robert Griffin III.
The Heisman Trophy winning, Rookie of the Year awarded, need-a-career-resurrecting quarterback is now a Brown. Turns out the internal earthquake he caused head coach Hue Jackson to have, according to Jeff Darlington, during his private workout last week was all it took.
Now, judging from the conversations Iāve overheard, the sports talk radio Iāve listened to and the articles Iāve read over the last two days, the general consensus is when Griffin signed his two-year contract Thursday - which is really a one-year deal allowing the Browns to bail if things donāt go well - he signed his football death certificate. That sounds harsh but think about this: Griffin was born in 1990. In that time, 31 quarterbacks have started games for the Cleveland Browns.
But, hereās why Iām confident he wonāt end up on the jersey of shame. Ā
I donāt know Griffin. I only know him through the life heās allowed the public to see. And based on what Iāve seen from him over the last year, Cleveland will get a new man. A 26-year-old grown man. A life-has-kicked-him-in-the-gut-now-heās-ready-to-respond man. The RG3 brand-obsessed kid who became loathsome in Washington is now a husband. The social media provocateur who allowed Twitter to tank his image, is now a father. The youngster who ran and threw defenses into submission in 2012, was forced to submit and mature in 2015 while watching defenses from the bench. Marriage, fatherhood and a heavy dose of humble pie. Theyāre the agents I think have changed Griffin and provide the motivation itāll take for this next chapter in his football life to be a successful one. If they arenāt, jersey of shame here he comes. It seems Griffin is ready for the challenge. He said as much during his conference call Monday with the media.
āNothing's ever been given to me in my life, so I just want to go out and compete with the guys and grow with this team,ā he said.
And heāll have help in one of the men in the coaching ranks. Jackson is about as respected as they come in coaching circles, especially among quarterbacks. Just ask Andy Dalton, Joe Flacco and Carson Palmer. So, Griffin will be in good hands. Ā
Now, thatās not to say heāll roll into town as the savior. He wonāt be. Not by himself. But thatās not the point. The Browns may not even make the playoffs, let alone win a Super Bowl with Griffin. But the man heās become should help restore pride to the Dawg Pound thatās gone missing in his lifetime.Ā
God speed, young man. God speed.
Remembering Latasha Harlins
Latasha Harlins should be alive today.
She was 15 years old when she was murdered 25 years ago today. I was 11 years old at the time but I remember it like it was yesterday. Ā That surveillance video will forever be etched in my memory.
One minute, Latashaās a living, breathing young girl inside a South Central Los Angeles liquor store. The next, sheās a body; shot in the back and killed becauseĀ Soon Ja Du, the store ownerās wife, thought she was stealing the bottle of orange juice she placed in her backpack. It didnāt matter that she attempted to pay for it when she got the register. Ā It didnāt even matter that she left the bottle on the counter and turned to walk out.
BANG!
She got a bullet in the back.
Sure, Latasha fought with Du. But put yourself in her shoes. Youāre a 15-year-old black girl from the ghetto who has grown up in schools that donāt care enough to provide the proper tools or the proper teachers to properly reach you, youāre in a war zone where gang banginā is a survival tactic, and by your 18th birthday youāre more likely to end up in prison than Princeton. Youāre carrying that burden, daily, and now youāre accused of shoplifting some juice that costs $1.79.Ā
You sure your aggression wouldnāt take over? But hereās a question you should really ask yourself: did Latasha deserve to die for her actions? Youād have to be less than human to answer yes.
For 25 years Latashaās death has weighed on my psyche, growing heavier each passing season, for two reasons, mainly. One, she was only three years older than my elder twin sisters when she was killed. My sisters and I arenāt merely siblings, weāre best friends. I like to think had Latasha and I known each other we wouldāve been no different. So, in that video, when I see her, I see them. Two, the failure of Californiaās justice system to give Latasha and her family justice and peace reaches levels of anger that are rarely tapped. The short of it: there was a trial. Du was convicted of voluntary manslaughter. She was allowed to remain free until sentencing. The jury recommended a 16-year prison sentence. Yet, Los Angeles Superior Court Judge Joyce Karlin gave Du probation, ordered her to serve 400 hours of community service and pay a $500 fine.Ā
Let that sink in for a minuteā¦
A scuffle between a teenager and a woman. The teenager is shot in the back by the woman. As sheās walking away. Teenager dies. Itās caught on tape. Woman who pulls trigger is convicted for killing teenager. Woman convicted for killing teenager never spends a day in jail.
Itās as if her black life didnāt matter.
You can Google the news articles that chronicle the various ridiculous excuses that led to said judicial outcome but the practical message sent was a resounding one: when our bodies are disposed of, they can take our spirit as well. Ā
Iām a Christian. So, I believe that God is visible in all things. I believe God had a plan for Latasha. I believe for 15 years on earth Latasha served God and His purpose. And I believe itās no coincidence that God is still using Latasha; her memory a beacon for a community and a people that, like her, just wants to matter.
Latasha Harlins (July 14, 1975 ā March 16, 1991)
Ā Ā Ā May your soul rest in peace