Smile now, cry later

BaWü / 27 / waiting for my next disappointment

[warten-auf-nix]

FUCK CANCER!

[worthless-misery]

Dear diary...

My life is just a complete waste of time and space.

I shouldn't be here at all.

I'm sorry I exist.

I'm sorry I'm such a burden.

[ps1]

[anasabdin]

Graceful Defeat

[warten-auf-nix]

Of course its a weekend where I expected to have some fun, enjoy life, dance and as usual, it gets ruined by my head. Why now? Why..

[warten-auf-nix]

I am so delusional yet so realistic, it's pathetic. Yeah they for sure like talking to you, they enjoy my company and the next moment ah no, why would they, I'm just a space holder for when they are bored or no one else is available. Love it, love my brain. Just be normal and don't think about stuff like that but noooo

[eaelss]

Spleen et Idéal - 1907 - Carlos Schwabe

[belmasworld]

funny how i always have to walk away from what i want the most

[liz-cat-meow-deactivated2020011]

you didn’t go through all that for nothing

[digitansdiaries]

I got that dog in me

(Obsessive tendencies and abandonment issues)

[ilpiacereitaliano]

[yeesiine]

[seemoreandmore]

Hengki Koentjoro

[devodyana]

[sheislucifer]

you know the saddest thing is i’m never ever ever surprised by someone disappointing me anymore, im just mad at myself for expecting more than they’re capable of.

[starlightacademia]

— Virginia Woolf

[r3dbite]