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this is a life-blog so ima rant and be emo n shit but also post photos just so u know

def developing some sort of silly crush how to squash it before it gets too much how to basic no glue

CW: speaking semi-explicitly about sex and sexual feelings

explaining last post, i think im acespec or some sort of asexual because i am rather disgusted with sex, from the experiences ive had and just a feeling ive always had. i still have romantic feelings (that more than anything im a hopeless romantic) but i dont wish to be touched or have sex with anyone unless ,and its a huge unless, ive known the person for a long time and feel 100% safe, and even then, the concept of sex doesn’t seem appealing, i always feel gross after it.

this is only coming to my attention after a situation i was in a couple weeks back that left me in a state of deep self reflection. i’m not going to label myself as acespec yet until i know, but besides i don’t even label anything about myself, im just queer.

i always get a sinking feeling in my gut when i realize i have a crush cus i know it’ll end badly. also i think im acespec

2004

#web finds #flickr finds #flickr #2000s #cats #found photography #nostalgia

2006

#flickr #flickr finds #found images #2000s #web finds

2000srotting

sometimes i genuinely think there is an undeniable aura to me that is entirely undesirable and off putting, forcing everyone to back away from me leaving me isolated.

i went to the ER 4 smth yesterday and i make it a habit to never see my weight cus it’s always something i’ve struggled with so deeply but when i got home with my paper work i accidentally saw it on my chart and now i want to rip off layers of fat from my body and staple myself into a form i want.

when lyfe gets u down u gots 2 start dougieing even harder

hi first post, i intend to use this as a diary and talk about everything that comes to my mind, like twitter but its just me

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