I am a twenty eight year old Aquarius. In the moon sign in Virgo and rising in Gemini. I am a practicing Hellenic Polytheist with Quebecoise and Irish roots. So I try to be respectful of closed practices and paths that don't align with my background. I work in customer service and as a human do my best but will occasionally disappear.
Right now I work mostly with Tethys and Apollo. However, I do wish to begin working with other Gods associated and connected to both. ☀️
I do wish to work with Inanna, Aphrodite (which if you know the potential to work with the concept of Inanna-Astarte and where that derives...) and Demeter in the future. As well as perhaps more Titans as I feel there is a ton of potential there with Helios and Selene.
I often consider working on little posts for Protegenoi worship and suggestions as it was never said that Ancient Greeks worshiped the Titans with significance but I think the potential that it was never written is more likely the possibility. As many weren't literate. So sometimes I will post ideas. 🌊
I have slowly began to move away from tarot card divination as it's not working for me personally. I want to work with the Greek Alphabet in that means and potentially will post a daily or weekly rune soon.
Personally, I am doing a lot of healing from losing a parent, connecting to my inner child, and learning self love and acceptance. Discussing bereavement and leaving high demand faiths will be an occurrence sometimes.
I enjoy archaeology, dinosaurs, Star Wars, MCU and have recently gotten into ATLA, One Piece (better late than never) and Animal Crossing. I've played Wild World, New Leaf, and New Horizons. I am slowly getting into things that I kinda wasn't allowed to in my childhood like video games so any that people suggest me to play, let me know! 🩵 I'm working on buying a Switch 2 and Pokopia as well!
Charities: support the women in the congo, gaza, defend reproductive rights, send hope to gaza and ukraine, female education in Africa: camfed, human rights, if you are in danger as an lgtbq+ individual go to crisis aid.
DV hotline, the Trevor Project, be safe and sending light and love to all those that are struggling.
Links:
My Instagram & Threads: jeansnooklife (inactive but planning to post eventually). My Kofi: waterbee. (working on future projects both online and physical, I want to start pushing myself to do readings and extensive research for all viewing, but it's truly up to you all to buy me a coffee). 😘
What Apollo has shown me lately is my rage and my anger. And my need to show that I'm angry. Repressing it has harmed my health and given my stress headaches and beyond. And healing from trauma and pain is meeting that rage and handling it. Not, of course, at others but letting myself be angry.
I think I will be moving my donations from GoFundMe to Kofi as it's more direct for me as I haven't used GoFundMe much at all and proved to be a bit difficult. And easier for me since my shop is there. I appreciate the 25$ that was donated on GoFundMe a ton and any other help that can be given.
MEDICAL UPDATE ON MOM: they are doing a scan of her brain on her today as well as an examination of her heart. As I'm not 100% knowledgeable on terminology that's all I can update on. She was somewhat awake yesterday but not all the way there yet, not replying to commands and attempting to remove wires and IVs, however, the nurse said she was being sweet about it and responded well to people putting them back in.
So no violence or anything like that.
The doctor is very concerned about an underlying medical situation happening and has put plenty of tests as stated above to figure out what's going on with her. Like I said, I've had plenty of dental situations in the past and when you live under the poverty line, you have that unfortunate situation that dental care is a luxury. However, I've never seen such neurological issues from a broken tooth.
I'm thinking it could be abscessed and causing issues to her heart, that's all I can think of but I'm not a medical professional and I cannot answer questions like that.
APARTMENT UPDATE: So after threatening me with eviction and the beginning process of it, they NEVER showed up Friday for the inspection. And I've lost 3 days of work last week so far. Luckily, my bosses have been very kind to ask what I need and the help I need as well as management over my boss reaching out. So hopefully a more hands on approach will follow. I've received a lot of kindness but I'm concerned, I can't not go to work tomorrow because I need the money and leaving my two handicapped sisters at home in case they show up randomly this week unnerves me.
I literally had a panic attack Thursday and had to call an emergency hotline for someone to calm me down because the apartment management weren't necessarily helpful. I told them, hey, my mom is in the ICU with damage to her kidneys and they as I recalled, said this is the last chance. It's so incredibly bizarre to me that you can treat people like that. I feel so weirded out by these apartment managers that I'm unsure of what legal avenues I can take because legality isn't feelings, y'know? However hearing that they insulted my disabled sister and made my disabled mother cry infuriates me.
I feel like I've been emotionally whiplashed by these people. It's disgusting. I have no family here to come over and potentially deal with these people whilst I'm at work because they've become more so an inconvenience and I can't miss anymore days at work even though I've been assured that my hours will remain.
I'm so irritated beyond what could be expressed. And anything related to medical expenses and the apartment that can be given is greatly appreciated. It just never seems like summer time is the luckiest time for me. In fact, this week is an incredibly emotional week for me as my father died June 25th of 2024 and this is the second year without him in my life. I've had some terrible mental health symptoms caused by these landlords and my mother's medical emergency that I've hardly been able to relax.
I appreciate even just the share and support from you all.
I'm taking a small hiatus of a couple days maybe to a week. At most I'll be posting on @jeansnooklife which is my gaming, hobby, and fandom posting blog where I'll just chilling. Ngl, I'm depressed. I'm going to a metaphysical store today after work so I can get my buddha necklace as I think it'll help me get into the mood of going to the Buddhist temple soon and more often. Habits are hard to engrain for me.
MEDICAL UPDATE ON MOM: She's been moved to neurology but is refusing to eat. It's quite concerning, perhaps, they will get her something easier to eat, maybe broth for that tooth but who knows.
I think I will be moving my donations from GoFundMe to Kofi as it's more direct for me as I haven't used GoFundMe much at all and proved to be a bit difficult. And easier for me since my shop is there. I appreciate the 25$ that was donated on GoFundMe a ton and any other help that can be given.
MEDICAL UPDATE ON MOM: they are doing a scan of her brain on her today as well as an examination of her heart. As I'm not 100% knowledgeable on terminology that's all I can update on. She was somewhat awake yesterday but not all the way there yet, not replying to commands and attempting to remove wires and IVs, however, the nurse said she was being sweet about it and responded well to people putting them back in.
So no violence or anything like that.
The doctor is very concerned about an underlying medical situation happening and has put plenty of tests as stated above to figure out what's going on with her. Like I said, I've had plenty of dental situations in the past and when you live under the poverty line, you have that unfortunate situation that dental care is a luxury. However, I've never seen such neurological issues from a broken tooth.
I'm thinking it could be abscessed and causing issues to her heart, that's all I can think of but I'm not a medical professional and I cannot answer questions like that.
APARTMENT UPDATE: So after threatening me with eviction and the beginning process of it, they NEVER showed up Friday for the inspection. And I've lost 3 days of work last week so far. Luckily, my bosses have been very kind to ask what I need and the help I need as well as management over my boss reaching out. So hopefully a more hands on approach will follow. I've received a lot of kindness but I'm concerned, I can't not go to work tomorrow because I need the money and leaving my two handicapped sisters at home in case they show up randomly this week unnerves me.
I literally had a panic attack Thursday and had to call an emergency hotline for someone to calm me down because the apartment management weren't necessarily helpful. I told them, hey, my mom is in the ICU with damage to her kidneys and they as I recalled, said this is the last chance. It's so incredibly bizarre to me that you can treat people like that. I feel so weirded out by these apartment managers that I'm unsure of what legal avenues I can take because legality isn't feelings, y'know? However hearing that they insulted my disabled sister and made my disabled mother cry infuriates me.
I feel like I've been emotionally whiplashed by these people. It's disgusting. I have no family here to come over and potentially deal with these people whilst I'm at work because they've become more so an inconvenience and I can't miss anymore days at work even though I've been assured that my hours will remain.
I'm so irritated beyond what could be expressed. And anything related to medical expenses and the apartment that can be given is greatly appreciated. It just never seems like summer time is the luckiest time for me. In fact, this week is an incredibly emotional week for me as my father died June 25th of 2024 and this is the second year without him in my life. I've had some terrible mental health symptoms caused by these landlords and my mother's medical emergency that I've hardly been able to relax.
I appreciate even just the share and support from you all.
I think I will be moving my donations from GoFundMe to Kofi as it's more direct for me as I haven't used GoFundMe much at all and proved to be a bit difficult. And easier for me since my shop is there. I appreciate the 25$ that was donated on GoFundMe a ton and any other help that can be given.
MEDICAL UPDATE ON MOM: they are doing a scan of her brain on her today as well as an examination of her heart. As I'm not 100% knowledgeable on terminology that's all I can update on. She was somewhat awake yesterday but not all the way there yet, not replying to commands and attempting to remove wires and IVs, however, the nurse said she was being sweet about it and responded well to people putting them back in.
So no violence or anything like that.
The doctor is very concerned about an underlying medical situation happening and has put plenty of tests as stated above to figure out what's going on with her. Like I said, I've had plenty of dental situations in the past and when you live under the poverty line, you have that unfortunate situation that dental care is a luxury. However, I've never seen such neurological issues from a broken tooth.
I'm thinking it could be abscessed and causing issues to her heart, that's all I can think of but I'm not a medical professional and I cannot answer questions like that.
APARTMENT UPDATE: So after threatening me with eviction and the beginning process of it, they NEVER showed up Friday for the inspection. And I've lost 3 days of work last week so far. Luckily, my bosses have been very kind to ask what I need and the help I need as well as management over my boss reaching out. So hopefully a more hands on approach will follow. I've received a lot of kindness but I'm concerned, I can't not go to work tomorrow because I need the money and leaving my two handicapped sisters at home in case they show up randomly this week unnerves me.
I literally had a panic attack Thursday and had to call an emergency hotline for someone to calm me down because the apartment management weren't necessarily helpful. I told them, hey, my mom is in the ICU with damage to her kidneys and they as I recalled, said this is the last chance. It's so incredibly bizarre to me that you can treat people like that. I feel so weirded out by these apartment managers that I'm unsure of what legal avenues I can take because legality isn't feelings, y'know? However hearing that they insulted my disabled sister and made my disabled mother cry infuriates me.
I feel like I've been emotionally whiplashed by these people. It's disgusting. I have no family here to come over and potentially deal with these people whilst I'm at work because they've become more so an inconvenience and I can't miss anymore days at work even though I've been assured that my hours will remain.
I'm so irritated beyond what could be expressed. And anything related to medical expenses and the apartment that can be given is greatly appreciated. It just never seems like summer time is the luckiest time for me. In fact, this week is an incredibly emotional week for me as my father died June 25th of 2024 and this is the second year without him in my life. I've had some terrible mental health symptoms caused by these landlords and my mother's medical emergency that I've hardly been able to relax.
I appreciate even just the share and support from you all.
With my deletion of the fundraiser since I've found it difficult to use GoFundMe in general. It's been moved to Kofi. It's more of a direct way to help if you desire to. I'm having difficulty with it since it wasn't allowing me to change the bank account and the app was giving me a difficult time. So since I've had more experience with Kofi and not as much with GoFundMe, it's been moved. Appreciate the patience. Thank you.
With my deletion of the fundraiser since I've found it difficult to use GoFundMe in general. It's been moved to Kofi. It's more of a direct way to help if you desire to. I'm having difficulty with it since it wasn't allowing me to change the bank account and the app was giving me a difficult time. So since I've had more experience with Kofi and not as much with GoFundMe, it's been moved. Appreciate the patience. Thank you.
I think I will be moving my donations from GoFundMe to Kofi as it's more direct for me as I haven't used GoFundMe much at all and proved to be a bit difficult. And easier for me since my shop is there. I appreciate the 25$ that was donated on GoFundMe a ton and any other help that can be given.
MEDICAL UPDATE ON MOM: they are doing a scan of her brain on her today as well as an examination of her heart. As I'm not 100% knowledgeable on terminology that's all I can update on. She was somewhat awake yesterday but not all the way there yet, not replying to commands and attempting to remove wires and IVs, however, the nurse said she was being sweet about it and responded well to people putting them back in.
So no violence or anything like that.
The doctor is very concerned about an underlying medical situation happening and has put plenty of tests as stated above to figure out what's going on with her. Like I said, I've had plenty of dental situations in the past and when you live under the poverty line, you have that unfortunate situation that dental care is a luxury. However, I've never seen such neurological issues from a broken tooth.
I'm thinking it could be abscessed and causing issues to her heart, that's all I can think of but I'm not a medical professional and I cannot answer questions like that.
APARTMENT UPDATE: So after threatening me with eviction and the beginning process of it, they NEVER showed up Friday for the inspection. And I've lost 3 days of work last week so far. Luckily, my bosses have been very kind to ask what I need and the help I need as well as management over my boss reaching out. So hopefully a more hands on approach will follow. I've received a lot of kindness but I'm concerned, I can't not go to work tomorrow because I need the money and leaving my two handicapped sisters at home in case they show up randomly this week unnerves me.
I literally had a panic attack Thursday and had to call an emergency hotline for someone to calm me down because the apartment management weren't necessarily helpful. I told them, hey, my mom is in the ICU with damage to her kidneys and they as I recalled, said this is the last chance. It's so incredibly bizarre to me that you can treat people like that. I feel so weirded out by these apartment managers that I'm unsure of what legal avenues I can take because legality isn't feelings, y'know? However hearing that they insulted my disabled sister and made my disabled mother cry infuriates me.
I feel like I've been emotionally whiplashed by these people. It's disgusting. I have no family here to come over and potentially deal with these people whilst I'm at work because they've become more so an inconvenience and I can't miss anymore days at work even though I've been assured that my hours will remain.
I'm so irritated beyond what could be expressed. And anything related to medical expenses and the apartment that can be given is greatly appreciated. It just never seems like summer time is the luckiest time for me. In fact, this week is an incredibly emotional week for me as my father died June 25th of 2024 and this is the second year without him in my life. I've had some terrible mental health symptoms caused by these landlords and my mother's medical emergency that I've hardly been able to relax.
I appreciate even just the share and support from you all.
In hard times, we need to lean further on the Gods then before. With Apollo’s strength and arrows, I'll be just fine. If I need a new place to live, it'll be better and safer and a new start. If my mother needs new care, it'll be provided by the grace of Apollo Iatromantis. If I desire karma Apollo Acesius will avert the evil in those who aim to hurt my family during a horrible time. This restructuring time will be okay, the Fates restructure even during hard moments of pain because there is a light beyond it.
Like things just continue to get worse and worse. And I'm sure she will be okay but since you guys are my community I'll write what happened about my mom.
So I sent my mother to the hospital last evening around 5 pm time frame– she was acting incredibly strangely, meanwhile I stayed home because she had a broken tooth that I thought may be eroding or getting infected.
I was trying to get a dental appointment for her since she was incredibly out of it. Progressively, this strange mood where she was lucid, out of it, almost seemed s/izure–like but the end of the day was beyond a normal tooth break but she kept denying the idea of going to the hospital but finally I'd had enough and got her to the hospital through the ambulance.
I just got a call this morning for some updates, they thought her condition was strange equally, ran some tests and long story short found she was in kidney failure. They said mild kidney failure but still she's being stabilized in the ICU. And I'm just sort of at a mental breaking point. She's in her fifties so hopefully she gets better and she's at a younger age where hopefully it turns around but since I lost my dad in rapid decline so quickly in June 2024. I'm sort of in a panic and loss for words and just scared.
I don't ask for anything but support and prayers to the Gods, if you can give my Kofi some traction that would be great but I'm slowly going through a downward spiral at everything that's been going on from the apartment stuff to now I'm just very very exhausted.
If you wish to support me in different ways, buying me a kofi would be helpful but also keep me from spiraling and giving me something to do. If that's more preferable then I don't mind that either. I need to keep reposting my shop anyways. I'm sending a commission over by Thursday so the bracelets may reopen by then.
Like things just continue to get worse and worse. And I'm sure she will be okay but since you guys are my community I'll write what happened about my mom.
So I sent my mother to the hospital last evening around 5 pm time frame– she was acting incredibly strangely, meanwhile I stayed home because she had a broken tooth that I thought may be eroding or getting infected.
I was trying to get a dental appointment for her since she was incredibly out of it. Progressively, this strange mood where she was lucid, out of it, almost seemed s/izure–like but the end of the day was beyond a normal tooth break but she kept denying the idea of going to the hospital but finally I'd had enough and got her to the hospital through the ambulance.
I just got a call this morning for some updates, they thought her condition was strange equally, ran some tests and long story short found she was in kidney failure. They said mild kidney failure but still she's being stabilized in the ICU. And I'm just sort of at a mental breaking point. She's in her fifties so hopefully she gets better and she's at a younger age where hopefully it turns around but since I lost my dad in rapid decline so quickly in June 2024. I'm sort of in a panic and loss for words and just scared.
I don't ask for anything but support and prayers to the Gods, if you can give my Kofi some traction that would be great but I'm slowly going through a downward spiral at everything that's been going on from the apartment stuff to now I'm just very very exhausted.
Additionally, we are facing eviction. The apartment is starting the process of eviction so I started a GoFundMe. If you can't help, you don't have to. I just appreciate anyone going ahead and sharing this with as many people as you can. I'm just very done with the month of June. My mother is disabled and now in the ICU and my sisters are handicapped and this is just a wonderful thing to do to people but you guys know how apartment managers are.
