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shawnshuttlesworth

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Haven’t been on here in almost years it feels like…

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We’ve moved on.

For now i wanted to focus on myself. I know I'm not in the right place and he could never understand that. We have honestly been in such a crazy relationship this is what we need. What i came to now understand is that he's never going to let me in again and I'm okay with that. I only say this because i know its the right thing to say but honestly I wish it were different. I wish i could say yes and be married tomorrow but Im not ready and a part of me is still scared to give up my life and hand it to someone else when i haven't done things i want to yet like simply have friends and do things normal people have done already. Im sad that you gave up on me, I'm sad that you took me wanting to get better as me wanting you to leave. For some reason this is a burden off your shoulders and it makes me upset but now i fully understand that this is whats best.