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Always craving to learn something new everyday. 21 / Philippines - J.S.A

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Happy New Year!!! Hola, 2017!!! 🎉🍾🍻 I can say that my 2016 was good and now I'm wishing for a better 2017!! Having a healthy family would always more than enough to me. — j.s.a

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My October 23, 2016!

October 23, 2016, I got my first ever job! Actually sobrang biglaan sya. Nung 21 (Friday) ko sya nabalitaan tinag kasi ako ng ate ko hahaha at naging interesado ako kaya nung 22 (Saturday) nagpunta ako dun pero that night sobrang kabado ako literal na wala akong tulog Saturday night dahil sa kakaisip anong gagawin ko sa work, nakapikit ako pero ang diwa ko ayaw ako patulugin, napaka ingay!! Sabi ko sa isip ko, kakayanin ko nga ba? Paano kung ganon, ganyan. Hay! Secretary ako sa isang dental clinic pero reliever lang ako. Every Sunday lang ako kapag off nung talagang secretary. Hahaha! Pero ang saya parin ng experience. I graduated College already I took Hotel and Restaurant Management. Since bawal pa ako mag full time, I grabbed the opportunity kahit malayo sa field ko. Tska ko nalang sasabihin bakit hindi pa ako nag aapply ng full time.

So ayon back to the topic, Bukod sa walang tulog, di pa ako nakakain maghapon dahil sa bwisit na braces kung bakit nga ba pina adjust ko pa nung Saturday! Pakiramdam ko bagong kabit braces ko. Dahil nilagyan na ng molar at pinalitan na yung wire. I don’t know what to feel that day hahaha! Tapos ang saya ko nung binigay sakin ni Doc ang sweldo ko wahahhaa ang saya pala sumweldo. Napakagaan ng trabho ko kasi every Sunday lang ako. Wala masyadong tao. 300 php every duty. Hahaha ang sayang pakiramdam.

But that sunday night, ang sad kasi naadmit sa ospital kapatid kong bunso dahil sa katakawan, kaya na empacho. Salitan pagsusuka at pagdudumi nya. Nakakaubos energy at nakaka dehydrate kaya sinugod na sa ospital. Until now andito pa kami. Lalabas na mamayang tanghali (oct 26) (right now, 12:11 AM palang) I’m so happy that he’s already okay. My October 23 was one helluva roller coaster ride!

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Wala siyang gusto saakin at hinding hindi nya ako magugustuhan. Ilang beses ko ba kailangang itatak sa kokote ko 'to bago ako tumigil?

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Sentimyento 101

I never really had a chance when it comes to love/romance thingy. Lahat ng nagustuhan ko ever since Grade School-er ako up to High School and even College ko, Hindi ako pinapansin o hindi ako ang gusto. Always. Pero iba talaga ako magkagusto. Kapag gusto ko, gusto ko talaga sya. Lumoyal level ganon hahahahaha! Taon. Yes, laging taon ang binibilang ko kapag nagkakagusto ko at panibagong taon naman para mag move on. Tapos palihim na nagmamahal, palihim ding masasaktan hahahahaha! Pinagtatawanan ko nalang din sarili ko kasi ang oa ko magkagusto. Pero not in the way naman na as in super desperate nako. Basta kapag may gusto ako sa isang lalaki, gusto ko talaga. they don’t have to reciprocate what i feel.

Ganon pa man, di ko parin maiwasang magtanong sa sarili ko. Ganon ba talaga? Di ba ako deserving makaramdam na maging special sa isang tao? Na ako naman yung gusto? Na sakin naman may maglaan ng oras at atensyon? Pero kapag kasi nangyayare yan mas madalas naiilang ako kasi mas sanay akong ako lang ang nagbibigay ng oras at atensyon sa isang tao. Well anyway, bata pa rin naman ako. Madami pang taong dadaan sa buhay ko. Kung walang hihinto, edi wala. Hahaha ganon talaga lifeeee!

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There needs to be understanding that anger never helps to solve a problem. It destroys our peace of mind and blinds our ability to think clearly. Anger and attachment are emotions that distort our view of reality. — Dalai Lama

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Avoid head trash. Don't be a garbage can for anything that does not feed your intellect, stimulate your imagination, or make you a more compassionate peaceful person. Refuse to open your mind to other people's trash. Tune out anything that promotes conflict or controversy. This can infect you with a mind virus of cynicism or defeat, and you won't even know it! – Les Brown

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I’m not for everyone. I’m barely for me.

Marc Maron  (via wordsnquotes)

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I somehow feel weird about being NBSB or “No-boyfriend-since-birth.” Especially to those people who are on their 20s or 30s already, right? You feel like you’re a book with thousands of the other books in a bookstore. Patiently waiting for that special someone to pick you up. That every time someone's passing by in front of you, You just can’t help but scream internally, “Pick meeee! Pick meeee!” But they always end up overlooking you and it leads you to a state that maybe it is simply because your cover isn’t attractive enough that’s why they don’t even dare to check your synopsis. Anddd tenenen! There you are honey, You are getting eaten by your insecurities and can’t stop comparing yourself to all the other books beside you. You feel so ugly, unworthy of time and attention and it feels like you're invisible or just another unidentifiable object down there.

But I’m telling you this, There’s more to life. You are still young and still has a truckload of things to learn to and to experience. Seek learning. Explore new things and don’t stop yourself from jumping out of your box. This is too cliché but i’ll say it anyway, LOVE YOURSELF. Fill yourself with love and attention. Spoil yourself. Don’t worry you’ll eventually meet someone you can share your love with. For now, love yourself and discover yourself open up and read every pages you got. Little by little you will enjoy doing it and you’ll see what you can offer to the world. It feels great I promise. — j.s.a

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Never beg for love. Never beg someone to love you back or be with you when you want to. Never beg for someone’s time, commitment, affection and attention. Never beg someone to stay with you when you need him the most. Because in the first place, if he loves you that much, he won’t leave you and let go of your hand. He will never let you beg for his presence and love because he will give it to you with open arms. Don’t beg, it’s demeaning and degrading. Remember, if you have to beg, he’s not worth it. No one is worth begging for.

baekebyan (via wnq-writers)

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Nagtataka ako bakit paulit ulit yung kantang pinapakinggan ko tska ko lang naalala pinindot ko nga pala yung repeat button. Bigla tuloy akong napaisip ng medyo malalim. Parang buhay pala natin hano? Uulit ulitin pa natin ang mga bagay bagay sa mundo bago natin mapansing may mali. Nagtataka sa paulit ulit na resulta pero wala ka namang ginagawa para mabago ito. Kailangan nga pala nating i-off ang repeat button at wag naring i-shuffle ang playlist natin at hayaan ang mga posibleng mapakinggan sa susunod. Hindi ito magtutuloy tuloy kung patuloy nating pipigilan ang bawat bagay. Paano natin malalaman ang mga posibleng mangyayari kung palaging ganito? Minsan kailangan mo lang talaga hayaang magsunod sunod yung nasa playlist mo at sumabay sa musikang inihahatid nito. — j.s.a Words and illustration by yours truly!

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Mga ganitong oras talaga di mo maiiwasang malungkot at mag isip isip ng kung ano ano. Hay, ba't ba!

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"Never leave a relationship for a few faults. Nobody is perfect, nobody is correct. In the end, affection is always better than perfection."

— unknown

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"“When life gives you lemons, make sure you know whose eyes you need to squeeze them in.”"

— Colleen Hoover, Ugly Love

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Don't try to enter my mind, you might get lost. — j.s.a

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Too much voices screaming and battling inside my head and I don't know which will win among them. I can't exactly tell what's all these, but I can feel how heavy and messy my thoughts are. Well... some days we're all like this, just gotta deal with this.

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Sometimes I get genuinely sad because I realize that I'll never actually be able to experience the worlds created in my favorite books.

Book Nerd

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I just love having a deep conversation with random strangers, feels good to open up different topics and share your views about anything.