I'm Toxic

// Just hold me //

[weallaresurvivors]

I am struggling again. I feel like my emotions mirror when we aren't good. I miss you. I miss when we would laugh. I miss us. The real us. I hate that I lost you to addiction. I wish you could have looked at me and wanted me more than the pills.

I have grown out of you. I am exhausted from the back and forth that came from us. Your emotions have been so up and down. You flip on a dime. You love me one day. You hate me the next. I love you but I need off this rollercoaster.

We could have been magical.. I miss you.

[blushingsprout-deactivated20151]

[spellboundlove]

[kinlodok]

i can’t breathe, i can’t do this anymore, please just let me die. please.

[anna-grrrl]

[bruised-minds]

[lavatorivm-deactivated20180119]

[tea-and-fog-deactivated20140404]

[knowing]

[am-i-pop-punk-yet]

[i-will-recover-tomorrow]

[noname-404s-blog]

[feelingsoftheday]

sometimes you just need to hear how much you mean to someone.

[yesterdaysprint]

Barnard Bulletin, New York, November 22, 1938

[sunbeamdaydreams-deactivated202]

[stillawfullydepressed]

I want to cut so badly

I need to cut so badly

[nyctofilic]

[bolesci]