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avery • 23 • he/they • [[18+ ONLY]] rowan masterlist

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BTHB Updates

Requested: Attacked In Their Sleep, Be Careful What You Wish For

Completed: Misunderstanding, Fingore, Non-con Body Mod, Rape/Non-Con, Please Don’t Leave Me

Always open for more! uwu

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Send my character a ► and a command. They must obey.

[card-games-and-pain]

Any of my whumpees! 

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I’ll probably have to answer these later this week but…

[the-masked-lady]

@gutwhump​ ’s bbu story is IMMACULATE, seriously it’s one of my favorites in the entire genre.

They deserve more credit!!

Keep reading

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THANK YOU so much..... i can’t believe someone made this post, i pop up like once a month nowadays

i resolve to UPDATE the masterlist and PRODUCE content

[tag-that-oc]

tag the oc that writes smut

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Rowan — Capernoited

Slightly intoxicated or tipsy.

[[ CW: bbu, alcohol, abusive relationship, narrative misgendering of trans character ]]

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“This is the most relaxed I’ve ever seen you,” Tybalt comments, raising the paper cup to his lips again. He’s wearing the best of his smiles. The smile that says he’s enjoying her company, rather than her pain.

“Mmmmm,” she responds. “I fit, um, a lot of rum in it, sir. And it still tastes okay.”

“It’s good. You don’t remember learning to make it?”

‘604 shakes her head.

“Well, I didn’t pay for that. Maybe it’s from before.”

Thinking about before doesn’t instill the immediate panic and headache that it usually would. Only the faintest discomfort.

“Yeahhh, maybe.”

She looks up at him from the floor with wide, brown eyes, suddenly overcome with a need for contact. The drink has numbed the part of her that normally fears his strong hands. All that’s left is the puppy-love drilled into her core. A chuckle drifts down from the couch.

“Alright, alright, come here,” Tybalt relents. In a matter of seconds, she scrambles into his lap, tucks her head under his chin, and squeezes him with a starving desperation. A hand finds its way under her shirt to rub her back, drawing out soft, pleased noises.

It’s a good thing he’s decided to be nice to her, while she’s like this. All fragile from the alcohol. If he’s too mean, she feels like she might break apart once and for all.

“Love you,” she murmurs against his chest. He smells like outside work, like danger, like home. “Love you, master, love-you-love-you-love-you.”

“I know you do, little thing,” he says kindly.

It’s good enough for her.

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Rowan — Capernoited

Slightly intoxicated or tipsy.

[[ CW: bbu, alcohol, abusive relationship, narrative misgendering of trans character ]]

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“This is the most relaxed I’ve ever seen you,” Tybalt comments, raising the paper cup to his lips again. He’s wearing the best of his smiles. The smile that says he’s enjoying her company, rather than her pain.

“Mmmmm,” she responds. “I fit, um, a lot of rum in it, sir. And it still tastes okay.”

“It’s good. You don’t remember learning to make it?”

‘604 shakes her head.

“Well, I didn’t pay for that. Maybe it’s from before.”

Thinking about before doesn’t instill the immediate panic and headache that it usually would. Only the faintest discomfort.

“Yeahhh, maybe.”

She looks up at him from the floor with wide, brown eyes, suddenly overcome with a need for contact. The drink has numbed the part of her that normally fears his strong hands. All that’s left is the puppy-love drilled into her core. A chuckle drifts down from the couch.

“Alright, alright, come here,” Tybalt relents. In a matter of seconds, she scrambles into his lap, tucks her head under his chin, and squeezes him with a starving desperation. A hand finds its way under her shirt to rub her back, drawing out soft, pleased noises.

It’s a good thing he’s decided to be nice to her, while she’s like this. All fragile from the alcohol. If he’s too mean, she feels like she might break apart once and for all.

“Love you,” she murmurs against his chest. He smells like outside work, like danger, like home. “Love you, master, love-you-love-you-love-you.”

“I know you do, little thing,” he says kindly.

It’s good enough for her.

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Tag Game 2

Go to this website and design yourself https://picrew.me/image_maker/9889 and then tag 4 people. And if you don't feel comfortable doing so . . . Well that's okay too!

Here's me!

Tagging @eatyourdamnpears , @knivestothroats , @bloodandbandages , @redstainedsocks

[eatyourdamnpears]

an updated link: https://picrew.me/image_maker/9889

I felt cute here :0 tagging @gutwhump and @rosesareviolentlyread

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@eatyourdamnpears thank you for the tagggg i wuv these

close enough!!

i’m tagging anyone who wants to do this and hasn’t yet

[newbornwhumperfly]

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@appy-polly-loggies thanks so much for the tag!

my whumper/whumpee pairs, including a new one! tybalt/rowan, clarence/eli, and preston/rex. my god i have to produce content

i’m tagging all my followers, including @eatyourdamnpears since i wanna see picrews of your ocs *_*

[sphinxmemesmusings]

Send my character a ► and a command. They must obey.

[card-games-and-pain]

Any of my whumpees! 

[whump-tr0pes]

I’ll probably have to answer these later this week but…

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Pass the happy! 🌻 When you receive this, list 5 things that make you happy and send this to 10 of the last people in your notifications!

thank you sm!!!

💕 my angelic husband (who inspired me to write rowan and tybalt)

💕 the patient and kind members of the whump community (who write good food and allow me to keep writing)

💕 the market near my apt where i purchase sooo many luxurious meats and cheeses and may sometimes receive a free mochi donut

💕 being able to see a little dog

💕 sometimes being able to slack off and nap instead of working, to the endless ire of my bosses

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also sorry i’ve been mega inactive, i was simply experiencing Various Illnesses

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In canon, does Rowan ever eventually get free/retransition? I'd be a lot less squicked out by Rowan's forced detransition if I knew the story had a happy ending (although I also acknowledge that not every story has to be for everyone.) He's suffered an incredible amount of gender-based violence, so I think it would be interesting to watch him struggle to see himself as a man again after all of that.

yes! kind of.

i wouldn’t call it a happy ending, as i don’t plan on him ever getting away from tybalt, but he is eventually allowed to retransition under tybalt’s ownership. he still uses rowan’s conditioning to hurt him occasionally, but actually encourages him to reclaim his gender and old name.

a retransitioned rowan can be seen in this timeskip drabble (which i have not added to the masterlist oops). i do plan to explore that process a lot more later and hope this makes the series events easier to swallow lol. but as always please stay safe and be kind to yourself wrt reading whump!!

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Angel you seem like a good boy but you must have bad thoughts sometimes, what’s the worst?

6/10

Angel rests his head in one hand.

“Er... I, I have a lot of bad thoughts. Mostly about my master, and Clarence, and stuff I... w-want... for myself. I guess the worst thought I’ve had is that I’ve wanted to hurt my master, before, to make him pay attention to me.

I-I wouldn’t do it, though. I just, I did break things sometimes. But that’s... different. It didn’t work anyway. I n-never... had the guts to break anything he liked that much.”

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(aaaa I hate to misgender Rowan like this but he was processed as a box babe and referred to with she/her pronouns and the goal is to make them uncomfortable so I’m doing it) Rowan, do you consider yourself to be pretty?

[[ omg you’re good, he does indeed suffer a lot of indignity in canon.... so sad ]]

8/10

Rowan looks nervous as soon as the question is out.

“Yyyyes... yes, that’s my purpose, to be a good... a good, pretty g...” he balks, as if fighting with himself. The dejected look on his face says that he can never entirely win.

“I’m good. I’m pretty. Um, thank you, sir.”

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Tybalt, do you want kids?

3/10

“No. I don’t think I’m my father, but I’m definitely some other brand of shouldn’t-have-kids.”

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invasive question for Rowan that’s potentially triggering: would you ever carry your own child or go through with a pregnancy? or is that a big nope for you because dysphoria

[[ TW: pregnancy, forced pregnancy, dysphoria ]]

8/10!

“I don’t, um, don’t think so. Ahah, I actually can’t even imagine it... at all. So, no! I wouldn’t do it. Voluntarily, that is,” he adds, rubbing his arm and refusing to meet your eyes.

“But I guess if, if Tybalt really wanted me to... there’d be nothing I could do. He owns me. I can’t say no. But he doesn’t want kids! So it’s okay, he wouldn’t do that... right?”

[the-write-ideas]

Send me a △ and ask a really invasive question aimed at my character

They’ll have to:

Rate on a scale of 1-10 how much they don’t want to answer that question.

Answer that question.

[whump-tr0pes]

Lol let me just keep accumulating these. I swear I’ll empty my inbox someday

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