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"A neatly assembled collection of works ranging from poetry to history. A tidy bibliophile's dream."
the pile of tomes (a tidy bibliophileâs nightmare) is slowly getting all cleaned up and chronologically organized within series (becoming a stack of tomes)!
I donât know that I would go so far as to call the fics themselves idealized, but they are at least no longer weathered. Iâm only moving a few at a time, sinceâeven aside from giving them another polishâI neither want to backdate them into oblivion nor spam the first page of the tag. but that will be a thing now \o/
man the absolute satisfaction of being able to just...put things in order. not have to link to things since if theyâre that important to each other I can put them in another series as well as the chronological-by-WoL ones. CITE MY SOURCES IN ENDNOTES.
Linza, gen-ish, early Heavensward, ~1100 words. Canon-typical violence, xenophobia, etc. Writing my way through msq againâI am absolutely fascinated by the way existing in Linzaâs canon changes Ilberd as a character; I have been thinking about very little else for days. Some dialogue has been taken from the level 51 quest âKeeping the Flame Aliveâ.
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âGive me the key,â Yugiri snaps, waving poison-green smoke away from her face as she kneels at the magitek fieldâs controls.
They hadnât even given Raubahn a change of clothing, not in months. The rags he wears are still covered in his own blood. Linzaâs fingertips are numb as she hands the key over; she resettles her grip on her staff and thinks of a strong, clean windâoff the distant ocean, salt-tinged and wild.
It stirs the air a little.
Carbuncleâs tail fans back and forth as Alphinaud mutters over his book. Linza coughs, and coughs again.
âYou came,â Raubahn says again, a little stronger this time. Heâs looking at her, not Yugiri or Alphinaud.
Linza doesnât know what to say. Of course I did. I promised Nanamo. I promised Nanamo, and she might not be dead. She stares helplessly back at him, struck almost as silent as if sheâd been bespelled again.
He goes into another fit of coughing as he tries to thank her, and then gods-damned Ilberd shows up.
Linzaâs very blood is fire and lightning, here in the bowels of a cave turned bloodsands. She burns to turn them on Ilberd, even as the poison still lingers in the air.
âI have us, Linza,â Alphinaud says, andâof course. Of course, heâd been betrayed as surely as Linza was, though differently. These were his men that theyâre facing. Who are still wearing the uniforms he designed, as Linza was flung bound and silenced in front of the assembled leadership of the continent wearing Ala Mhigan violet and with the embroidered griffin on her skirts spreading across the floor.
Who swore an oath to Alphinaud and Eorzea, as Ilberd had claimed that killing Nanamo and removing Raubahn and the Scions and Linza herself in one fell swoop, that leaving men like Teledji Adeledji and Lolorito in unhindered control of Ulâdah and all the refugees outside its walls, was for the good of Ala Mhigo.
Linza draws in a gasping breath and puts herself between Ilberd and Raubahn. Itâs uselessâhe might be taller than her even kneelingâbut she canât not do it.
Theyâre yalms below the open sky, and even if she had the strength in conjury to bring the ceiling down on Ilberd and his jackals it wouldnât satisfy her. But Alphinaud has them, and so she calls on destruction, on black magic, in Rhalgrâs name, and feels the lightning gather and burst from the shadowed air itself.
Sheâll see them all in hell.
Fray will want to know why she didnât call forth her sword, but the only answer Linza can give is that itâs not right, not now. Steel is all they respect in Ishgard, but this isnât the Furyâs ground.
You should have killed him, Fray would say. You should have done it for the harm heâs done and called justice.
Fire blooms between Linzaâs hands, explodes against the worn stone of the hall. Ilberd is cornered now, sweat dripping down his face and blood spattered across his uniform from Yugiriâs knives. The Braves must have taken a poison ward, but even with that Ilberd is panting for breath, his sword and shield drooping.
Why didnât you kill him? Fray would ask. Linza can feel the thunder gathered, a storm built within her staff.
âIt is over, Ilberd!â Alphinaud shouts. âLay down your arms and surrender yourself to justice!â
Surrender?
âJustice?!â Ilberd echoes scornfully, as if anything heâs done has served justice either. Linzaâs body crackles with unspent lightning, prickling in her fingers, searing as she squeezes her staff to try to ground her rage. Her ears ring with it.
When Ilberdâs voice fades back in heâs speaking to her. âYou fight for whoever bloody well tells you to.â
âI fight for Ala Mhigo,â Linza says. She can feel her mouth moving; she can hear the voice whispering, too quiet to be understood. âI always have.â
âCan you not see youâre being used?!â Ilberd demands.
Linza shakes her head. He might say the Scions and the city-states had used her, but that isnât a surprise. Sheâd known they were. Sheâd been using them in return, hoarding scraps of goodwill that had turned into feasts of it, and then heâd come in and thrown that all on the midden.
Two years of smiling, of staying quiet, of being a reliable errand girl, of doing whatever she was asked. Two years of listening as people called the refugees every name they could think of, to her face, not realizing she was one of them too, and not being able to say anything. Her whole life, growing up without ever having seen her homeland.
So what if she hadnât suffered as long as he had? There wasnât a price to be paid in blood or tears before someone could do something to free Ala Mhigo. Everyone should want to, whether theyâd suffered or no.
âKnow this,â he shouts at her. âThere is nothing I would not give to take back Ala Mhigo! Nothing!â
Linza gulps air. âIncluding Ala Mhigans! What good is a country thatâs nothing but empty dirt?â The storm is starting to blow away, unspent. She clutches her staff even tighter, as if that could keep its power there in case she changes her mind. âAll of us are nothing to you! Youâd entrust the refugees in Ulâdah to Lolorito and keep me from getting Alliance support for a war of liberation just so you can be the hero? Hero of what?â
Her head is spinning. Sheâd burned through too much aether, maybe, with the poison, with sprinting through the twisting halls of Halitali, with the choking cold of Coerthas before that.
âPampered brat,â Ilberd spits. âYou with your private meetings with the sultana of bloody Ulâdah, the praise youâve gotten from the Flame General.â The look he flicks at Raubahn is venomous. Linza takes a step closer to Raubahn, drawing the shapes of Manaward in her mind. âThis isnât your struggle. Youâll never understand it.â
Before Linza can protest, he and his men vanish in a puff of smoke, like one of Yugiriâs shinobi tricks.
Raubahn groans, and she turns and drops to her knees beside him. Heâs filthy, with new pain-carved lines on his face, but heâs alive. She did that much for Nanamo, at least.
She did that much, at least.
Even when she reaches for her staff again, settling into the healing flow of conjury, the electric fizzing under her skin doesnât ease.
For FFXIVWrite Day 19, âwealâ. Majha, early Heavensward, implied spoilers through the end of ARR patches, ~350 words. A couple of lines of dialogue from the jobquest âWhatâs Your Sign?â
Another course of study.
âIâve heard about astrology,â Majha says. She doesnât want to run an errand to the Athenaeum Astrologicum. She wants to go and bother someone important until he lets Ta Tribe into Ishgard too, but Haurchefant has told her not to. It will only make it worse, he said.
She wouldnât have listened to It wonât help, but sheâs not doing anything to make it even harder. Errands, though? Errands, again?
âThey practice a different sort of astrology there,â Artoirel says dismissively. âNot a practical sort, but something to do with conjury and playing cards.â
Conjury and playing cards? Against her will Majha is interested.
She pulls her cloak tighter around her as she walks through the frosty streets. Ishgard is bone-cold, death-cold, nothing like the crisp snap of the mountain winters where she grew up. Itâs not natural. She finds herself wondering as she walks what it would take to unsnarl the aether of the whole place, not just a little at a timeâhow to let the ice go, and stir tree and plant to wakefulness again.
The message is quickly delivered. She lingers, though, looking around the astrologicum. There are tables spread with star charts, and strange globes. They seem almost familiar somehow, though Majha canât think why, and she draws closer to one of the tables to take a look.
The feeling fades as fast as it rose, but someone has noticed her. âYou!â
Majha doesnât bother looking around first. She turns, politely, not grabbing her cane as she does. She has a letter from Count Fortemps in the purse at her belt.
âHave you an interest in studying astrology?â
âMaybe,â Majha says cautiously. Sheâs definitely curious about what this might have to do with conjury, when it doesnât seem to have anything to do with the world around them.
âPerhaps you were drawn by fate to this place of learning!â the man whoâd spoken said. Heâs not dressed like a noble, but he acts like one. âDo you wish to know more of fate?â
She believes in fate. She doesnât like it, and isnât willing to be drawn around by it, but she believes in it nevertheless.
She glances over at the star charts again, the wire globe one of the people here is tinkering with, but that elusive sense of familiarity doesnât return. StillâŚit wouldnât hurt, to learn fate better, that she can defy it better when she needs to. âAll right,â she says.
For FFXIVWrite Day 18, âa fish out of waterâ. Temimi, early A Realm Reborn, spoilers for Tonberry lore (and warnings for Tonberry lore), ~700 words. A little canon-divergent in places.
Itâs beenâŚsome time.
The lesser moon is gone. In the night sky Menphina wanders alone, her hound lost.
Temimi travels by day, and keeps the curtains drawn at night.
*
People have a tendency of explaining things to Temimi as if she doesnât know them; she ought to be offended, maybe, exceptâŚshe doesnât.
A ferryman tells her about the Sahagin, and about Admiral Merlwyb Bloefhiswyn, and about something called the Thalassocracy that runs Limsa Lominsa. Temimi, clutching her stolen robe tighter around her with her mittened hands, nods with interest.
There are twins on the ferry with her, bored to sleep by the ferrymanâs ramblings. Temimi makes careful mental notes instead. She would be expected to know about the Admiral, most likely. She would certainly be expected to know about the Sahagin.
âThank you,â she says, when they reach the docks of Limsa Lominsa safely, after all.
âHey,â he says. âIf you donât mind, where are you from? Iâve never heard an accent quite like yours, and Iâve ferried an awful lot of travelers.â
Temimi swallows. Her mouth is dry, but she canât lick her lips to moisten them before she speaks; she has none to lick. âNowhere Iâm going back to,â she says.
He nods, and asks no more questions. She would go back, if she could. But it does all right as a deflection.
*
Baderon Tenfingers, the man who runs the Adventurersâ Guild, doesnât just tell Temimi how to find the markets; he sends her to people who will make sure she understands what a fair price is, and where to look for one. It might be a courtesy for any newcomer.
Temimi has never seen the funny little coins they call gil before. Itâs a relief when she sees people trading Allagan-stamped metals for larger purchasesâthat much, at least, hasnât changed.
She wonders if the Allagans really stamped that many metal pieces, that they can still be used even now, or if people have made more since then. The value of a coin is what people give it; the value of a robe, or a meal, is certain. And the Allagans were ancient even in her time.
*
She meets a cheerful and bespectacled man in a libraryâa little shorter than her, she thinks, though maybe not shorter than she was before. She thinks she grew.
âOh, hello!â he says. âAre you interested in Ancient Nym too?â
I was born in Nym, Temimi doesnât say. I am ancient.
âHow old is it?â she asks.
âThe Sixth Umbral Calamity happened one thousand, four hundred twenty-three years ago,â he says. It isnât casually; heâs proud of his knowledge.
ThatâsâŚso many years. So many. Temimi wants to askâ âAnd how long,â she asks carefully instead, âhow long was the Fifth Astral Era?â
Her fellow studentâs eyes and lips work as he calculates silently. âFifteen hundredâŚseventy-seven years, roughly.â
âAh,â Temimi says, or hopes she says. People she knew who were not stricken by the Green Death died in the Sixth Umbral Calamity, then. She wants to ask what it was, and doesnât dare.
*
âThere was a Calamity five years ago,â Baderon tells her. Temimi can see a few of the other people around shaking their heads impatiently. Someone scoffs. She looks up at Baderon with polite interest, not that he can see her expression behind her veilânot that he could read her expression even if he could see itâand waits for him to continue.
He tells her about a Garlean invasionâshe has no idea who the Garleans are, but gets the impression they fancy themselves a new Allag, and resolves to act accordinglyâand a battle at a place called Carteneau. Dalamud was no moon, but a cage for a primal, unleashed upon the world.
She nods, storing all this away too.
There were heroes to save much of the world. She wonders if there were heroes in the Sixth Umbral Calamity as well, if aught of Nym, or Amdapor, or even Mhach survived, and doesnât ask. A simple adventurer wouldnât care, and thatâs all she is nowâan odd-jobber, a willing hand, a last resort. That Baderon keeps finding her work to do means things are worse than they should be.
Well, sheâll do what she can. What else could she do?
For FFXIVWrite Day 17, a free day. I had nothing lingering from this weekâs prompts and Merriam-Webster offered me a word of the day from a specific Earth religion that is not mine, so I put iTunes on shuffle instead. Frydlona, post-3.3, minor Ishgardian Restoration spoilers, ~500 words.
When all you have is a gun, everything looks like a Diadem sprite. Or a yak. OrâŚ
âAh, Frydlona!â Stephanivien de Haillenarte exclaims as she walks into the Manufactory. âJust the person I was hoping to see.â
Frydlona blinks, trying to accustom her eyes to the shade. âIs it something to do with the Restoration?â
He starts rummaging through boxes, muttering to himself. A little louder, he adds, âOnly tangentially. Tell me, youâve had no issues with the mechanism of the aetheromatic auger, have you?â
âNoâŚâ Frydlona looks around as if someone, somewhere is going to explain this to her. A blonde Hyuran woman in plain clothes shrugs when Frydlona catches her eye.
âAnd the aetheromatic clipper?â Stephanivien asks the depths of the drawer. âI know the yaks have been safely unharmed, but is the device itself natural to use?â
Frydlona hadnât expected to laugh today, but she has to bite her lip against the urge. âWell, some people might say that using handheld clippers is a more natural way to shear an animal than using aâŚshoulder-mounted cannon?â
ââTis much more efficient.â Stephanivien straightens up, beaming, holding a gun of some kind. Itâs shorter than a gunblade, longer than one of Merlwybâs pistols. Frydlona doesnât know much about guns, as a rule. âNow, I know you to be familiar with my work, and Francel says youâve been very supportive of his work in the Firmament, andâŚdid I hear someone call you an archer?â
âAh.â She hesitates. There are a lot of answers she could give, and she suspects Stephanivien de Haillenarte might even understand some of them, but⌠But she doesnât want to. âIâve trained as one, yes. Iâm using war quoits now.â
âFascinating,â Stephanivien murmurs, taking out a device of some kind and scrutinizing her through a lens of it, as if sheâs a jewelry project heâs working on. âBut you have good aim.â
Frydlona is not sure where this is going, nor that she entirely wants to find out. âYesâŚ?â
He hands her the gun and a glowing box that seems made mostly of tubes and wires. âWould you mind testing this for me?â
âWhat does it do?â It looksâŚnormal, as far as Frydlona can tell, apart from the glowing box.
âWell.â Stephanivien actually looks a little uncomfortable. âItâs a gun.â
She hadnât thought weapons were his style, somehow. âAâŚgun? Like with bullets?â
âDo you know how much it costs to become a knight?â he asks, gesturing broadly. ââTis a fortune, even for those knights who fight on foot. The armor, the swords, the training, the patronage⌠Ishgardâs army is made of the wealthy, and the poor are defenseless.â
Frydlona looks down at the gun again, and thinks of Francelâs patient rebuilding, and Laniatteâs even-handed diligence. âI see. All right, I can try it.â
âExcellent!â Stephanivien beams, and the Hyuran woman watching them lights up as well. âThen come back, and I shall introduce you to Joye, and we can discuss plans.â
Frydlona had come to the Skysteel Manufactory to ask Biggs and Wedge if they needed her to bring anything to Jessie back in Revenantâs Toll. She is not quite sure what just happened. Still, Stephanivien makes more than a few good points.
For FFXIVWrite Day 16, âjerkâ. Linza, shortly pre-A Realm Reborn, ~650 words. Discussion of hunting for food.
Someone has to do the work.
The last few strips of jerked marmot are in the stewpot. Linza checks the skyâa few clouds, probably not enough to be cooling but still something she can tell herself will be coolingâand says, âAnzo, itâs your turn to get dinner.â
âIn a minute.â Anzoâs voice is dreamy, which means heâs probably composing again. When Linza turns around heâs staring up through the thin branches of the trees. âDo you think I could rhymeââ
âCan you rhyme while you walk?â
Anzo sighs heavily and gets to his feet. âI suppose I could. Do you happen to remember where I put my baÄlama?â
Itâs only her brother, not even their parents let alone a stranger, so Linza lets her tail flick from side to side in irritation. âWere you planning to club a marmot with it? Or maybe a dodo? Oh! You could rip the strings off and slice up a cactuar with them!â
âI had it this morningâŚoh! If I rhyme pretty and pity I think that adds a depth, donât you?â He hums a few notes, then takes the ney out of its case on his belt and plays them. It doesnât satisfy him; he does it again, with the last few going up instead of down.
Linza walks into the family tent, picks up Anzoâs bow, walks back out, and drops it in his lap.
He lowers the ney and looks up at her. âYou could have damaged it.â
âIt would have given you an excuse,â she says through her teeth, âto not use it.â
âYou donât have to be like that.â Anzo sounds wounded as he gets to his feet. âI was just trying to get this verse right, except then I realized Iâd have to rewrite the chorusâdid you find my baÄlama while you were in there?â
Theyâve all been talking about someone going to Ulâdah to try to make a changeâmost likely one of the Tabito or Naeuri children since they might easily be travelers from Othard or Thavnair, able to get a foot in where someone more obviously Ala Mhigan would not. Linza doesnât know why they even considered Anzo as a possibility, when heâd just wander into the first tavern that had a good minstrel performing for the crowd and stay there until he found out if they have theatre in Ulâdah.
Heâs always been like this. She shouldnât let it bother her.
âI did not look for your baÄlama,â she says. âCome on, Iâll go with you and help with your harmonies if youâll just actually do your work yourself.â
âReally?â Anzo beams. âAll right, so the first line goes âda da da, da-da da da,â and then you repeat it a half-octave higherâdo you think thatâs too much?â
Linza hums it for him, considering. Sheâs not the composer, or the poet; she has a good voice and sheâs not awful with the baÄlama, though itâs a little big for her hands, but heâs asked her to help him with music often enough.
Heâd have a better chance of making his fortune in the big city than she would, after all, when she isnât sure she has the temperament to sing for an Ulâdahn crowd. The problem is that he wouldnât remember what to do with it. Heâs older, and people take him more seriously until theyâve spoken to him, but⌠But then they speak to him.
âThird line is different, right?â she asks.
He gives it to her, and makes her run them all through twice, and then starts in on the melody and the lyrics himself. It works, Linza thinks. Sheâd had things to do this morning, but this works too.
For FFXIVWrite Day 15, âportentousâ. Frydlona & Urianger, post-Endwalker, spoilers through 6.0, ~1200 words.
An olive branch.
The Chatelfortsâ inn is a small one, half-swallowed by the overhanging greenery of the Black Shroud. Theyâre not too far from the border to Thanalan, but youâd never know it from the thickness of the woods here. The inn itself is well-kept for all its small size, the walls in good repair and the tables and floors clean.
âIâm looking for one of your guests,â Frydlona says to the Elezen at the bar.
âIâve only got the two, and they came here together,â he says. âThis time of day theyâre out walking around looking for trouble.â
She pushes a handful of gil across the counter. âIâll wait. House special in the meantime, please.â
The house special turns out to be a stew made mostly of beans, with a few chunks of sausage here and there. Itâs not too bad, and itâs hearty and filling. She takes sweet cider instead of hard, and regrets it a little; this far past the peak of autumn thereâs a sad thinness to the flavor. Say what you will about Ishgardian cooking, they at least disguise the age of the fruits they can get well.
Sheâs not keeping the innkeepâIsarmoix, he introduces himself asâfrom getting other custom, at least, so she doesnât need to feel bad about taking up a table, even once sheâs finished her stew and cider and doesnât particularly feel like ordering another drink.
âQuiet out here,â she says, looking through her bag for something she can work on that wonât leave wood shavings all over the floor, or risk a bead or a bit of wire getting away. She didnât bring any knitting with her, which would have been the easiest, but she settles on a pair of gloves to mend.
Isarmoix, scrubbing down the bar, nods. âI wanted to be a minstrel, but that didnât work out, and when it kept not working out my sister and her wife took me in instead. Sami travels a lot, so it was just Ondine here by herself half the time.â
Frydlona thinks about asking Isarmoix about his verse, or to sing something, and thinks again. Odds are thereâs no good advice she can give, especially not with the verse, so who would it help, in the end?
He hums a little while he cleans, tunefully enough. After a bit rain starts drumming on the roof, and not long after that a woman who must be Ondine, pale as her brother and with the same twilight hair, darts in. She must have left a cloak on the porch, because her boots are wet and muddy but her clothes and even her hair are mostly dry. âGot in out of the rain, I see,â she says to Frydlona with a nod that vaguely suggests a bow. âItâll probably keep going until nightfall.â
âIf you have a second roomâŚâ Frydlona says. âIâm waiting for friends, your other guests, but I can stay.â She could teleport out, but thereâs no need if thereâs a bed here. She can certainly afford the fee, and sheâd like to pay it. She doesnât know if Ondine was hunting or trapping or gathering, but she came back empty-handed either way.
Thoughâthatâs bark and bits of wood Ondine is brushing off her tunic. If sheâd been breaking up fallen trees, she wouldnât have brought lumber in with her.
âWe do,â Isarmoix says. He looks Frydlona over, and so does Ondine. She can see them both considering her clothes, her jewelry, the spray of flowers from another world in her hair.
âIâve stayed in much worse places,â she promises them, and shivers.
Thancred and Urianger get in just then, both streaming water and trailing puddles across the floor. Urianger is, at least, not wearing his usual gear, and is in a heavier robe that wonât have left him quite as cold on the way back in.
âWretched weatherââ Thancred starts, and then jolts. âFrydlona?â
She puts away her mending. âTataru got Uriangerâs latest letter andâŚI donât know. I was feeling restless, I guess.
âIt bringeth me great joy to see thee,â Urianger says carefully. âMany are the days that have passed since last thou sought my company.â
The Chatelforts are watching with great interest, but when she notices Frydlona noticing her Ondine leaves through the back door into the rest of the inn. Isarmoix, humming a little louder, starts scrubbing down one of the tables.
âI know,â Frydlona says.
Itâs been hard, since that Echo vision after she came back down from Mt. Gulg, drowning in light. She could have forgiven almost any of the others for conspiring with Raha, since they wouldnât have known any better. Yâshtola, say, except she struggles to imagine Yâshtola lying, even when it really would be kinder. Urianger, thoughâŚheâd known.
Heâd known, and heâd apologized, and heâd worked to change. In the swirling darkness at the end of the universe itself, beneath a dead star, heâd thought about lying again, and hadnât; heâd given her the burden of his sacrifice, as heâd once carried the burden of Rahaâs.
âI wanted to thank you,â she says. âAgain. And thenâŚI donât know. I thought maybe we could just spend some time together?â
Urianger brightens. âAye, that would be most pleasant. Hast thou aught in mind?â
âCard games,â Thancred warns Frydlona, âare out. I donât know how he does it, but you get even a normal playing deck anywhere near him these daysâŚâ
âIt is but the decree of the fates,â Urianger says serenely.
Frydlona considers it. Urianger does love to explain magical theory, and she likes learning things. âIâve been wondering how that works, actually. It works like white magic, except when it doesnât, right?â
He nods, clearly delighted. âEnvision, if thou wilt, the cosmos stretched out before theeâŚâ
âAnd thatâs my cue,â Thancred says. âIsarmoix, a cider, please.â He pays for it, then settles down at the next table to clean and dry his gunblade.
Urianger keeps explaining: the vast sea of stars above; the influences of the constellations; the possibility of grasping just a bit of fate and twisting it, for a momentary gift of strength. Sheâs heard stories of his time in Eorzea before the Calamity, disguised as a prophet, and she thinks it must have suited him tremendously, or maybe itâs that time that lets him do this now.
âThou drawest power from these sublunary elements,â Urianger says. âThey are bountiful, and that bounty enableth thee to work with great strength, while I am accustomed to seeking further. Thou workest with earth and wind, I with celestial fire, but we both strive to the utmost of our abilities to heal and protect our boon companions.â
âDo you think you could teach me?â Frydlona asks. âJust a little, I donât think Iâd ever want to rely on it when it mattered, butâŚit sounds nice, when you talk about it. Iâd like to learn from you, if you wanted.â
She sees Urianger struck speechless again, then. He swallows, and just nods.
Outside the rain continues to hammer down. A draft sneaks beneath the door, and Frydlona draws her chair a little closer to the fire. She doesnât have anywhere else she has to be right now, and sheâll take that gladly.
For FFXIVWrite Day 14, âclearâ. Grishild, just about five years pre-A Realm Reborn, ~400 words.
A fisherâs life.
Sunlight glitters sharply off the water, shifting and rolling. Grishild, staring far out to sea, lets it dazzle her eyes.
âWell, well!â cries a voice from behind her.
She jumps and whirls, heart racing, hand going for a sword sheâll never carry again. Itâs just a Lalafell in a funny hat, stuck full of feathers and strange ovals. Heâs carrying a fishing pole.
Not a threat. Not, she reminds herself, her problem.
âA woebegone woman, wasting away at the pier on such a picturesquely perfect day as this? Granted, the fish find foes more easily when the sheltering skies are clear and cloudless, and the weather clement, but with the best bait some can still be brought to bite!â
He looks expectantly up at her. Grishild, desert-born, stares blankly back down. Sheâd chosen to go to Limsa with her severance pay becauseâŚshe doesnât know why. Sheâd liked the thought of sailing somewhere, of ending up in a place very different from Ulâdah. Sheâs asked for work at three taverns so far today and nothing yet, and sheâs so bloody tired, and the deep pulse of the sea is soothing. She doesnât know much of anything about fishing.
âA pile of pedestrian paperwork waits for me,â the Lalafell confides, âbut Iâve cleverly contrived my escape, eager to engage with a fish or find myself a lonesome lass lingering with a light in her eyesâand instead what have we here? I called the skies cloudless, but clearly, your gloom could growââ
The man could talk both legs off a chocobo. âIâm sorry if Iâm in your way,â Grishild says.
âNever! Nonsense! Now, since youâre here, might you want to learn the ancient and amusing art of angling? A perfect pursuit, pleasing to the senses, the spirit, and eventually the stomach alike!â
âIâŚsuppose?â It couldnât hurt, and it would give her something to do. Fresh-caught fish no doubt taste better than any others, andâŚshe likes the ocean. Itâs been the best part of Limsa Lominsa so far. She wouldnât mind having a reason to sit by it, something to do instead of just staring. She could catch a fish, and have accomplished that. âIf youâre hoping Iâll be your lonesome lass, though, IâŚâ
Heâs shaking his head. âA congenial companion is a better catch.â
Well, heâs not wrong. âAll right,â Grishild says. âExplain fishing to me.â
For FFXIVWrite Day 13, âcheckâ. Helenne, end of A Realm Reborn patches, major spoilers for 2.55, ~550 words. Warnings for, in fact, 2.55.
A very sound tactical mind has planned all this.
Helenne learned to play chess as part of her education, as a pursuit befitting a noble; she excelled at it, because she has what her colleagues in the arcanistsâ guild assure her is an uncommon grasp of mathematics. She is familiar with arranging pieces to trap, and eventually to capture.
She had even considered how those pieces might feel, if they were real queens and knights, bishops and castellans, foot soldiers dragged into a grand war to defend a feeble king. Sheâd liked to consider them as people, and the stories they might live. The gambits, the captures, the valiant defenses, the battles of attrition; the final victory as the king, tipped over, rolls across the board and into stillness.
Nanamoâs crown had chimed, faintly, as it hit the tile. Raubahnâs armor had hit the ground with a clash.
They never say what happens to the pawns left after the endgame. Helenne had never considered it, but now she knows herself pursued. Sheâd been promoted, maybe; sheâd found herself a knight, or even a queen, but with her side defeated all she can do is inch forward againâŚ
âHelenne!â Thancred snaps. His fingers bite into her shoulders.
Helenne blinks, and focuses on his face.
âCome on.â
They run. Helenne doesnât think about board games of strategy, just about the torchlit stone of the hallwaysâgilded bright, but with deep shadowsâand the thick pile of the carpetingâsoft enough to muffle footsteps. She glances back at Papalymo once, but heâs keeping up as well as the rest of them, though heâs older and shorter and inclined to leave the vigorous activity to Yda.
She wishes sheâd worn something other than white. Sheâs covered in Raubahnâs blood, a crimson spray as loud as a shout that will make it impossible to pretend sheâs some other Elezen just passing through the city.
âWait,â she blurts suddenly. âI need toââ
Yda is bouncing on her toes with impatience, but they do wait, just long enough for Helenne to trace a familiar circle on the back of her hand and re-summon Larkspur.
She does come. One of her wings is a little askew, and she glares up at Helenne with her arms crossed, but she comes, alive and well, when sheâs called. Helenne holds out a hand in overwhelming relief and Larkspur ignores it, but deigns to perch on her shoulder instead, half-tucked behind her hair.
Sheâd saved Raubahnâs life, and Ilberd had known it. Helenne had felt her aether dissipate as he grabbed her; she hadnât known whether Larkspur had un-summoned herself, or been killed, or whether if she was killed it would be permanent.
âShall we?â Yâshtola asks. There is clear in her voice the implication that the only acceptable answer is yes; fortunately, itâs the one Helenne already wanted to give.
They run, defending and defenseless, and the chessboard comes back to Helenne again. She has sacrificed pieces, and she knows the wisdom of it, but leaving Papalymo and Yda feels wrong, even if it might be wise. Leaving Yâshtola and Thancred feels worse.
When Minfilia says she needs to stay, Helenne trusts her, but then sheâs alone again under the bitter stars, and this timeâunlike last timeâshe knows enough to be lonely.
For FFXIVWrite Day 12, âdowdyâ. Helenne, early/mid-A Realm Reborn, ~550 words. The thing about summoner gear is from Encyclopedia Eorzea II; I love lore.
Thereâs a lot to be said for arcane geometries.
âI hope you donât consider it impertinent,â Yâmhitra begins.
This is either a promising or a distinctly un-promising start to a conversation, in Helenneâs experience. She gives Yâmhitra a look of polite interest.
âWas that the sort of outfit you were wearing when you defeated Ifrit?â
What an absolutely baffling question. Still. âIt was,â Helenne says with caution. Yâshtola values practicality highly, never mind that Helenne is perfectly capable of imbuing clothing with arcane protections, and has in fact done so; and never mind that wearing longer sleeves or longer skirts would do no good to protect her from magickal fire, whether from a primal or a Garlean thaumaturge, any more than it would protect her from arrow or sword or spear.
Yâmhitra nods, though. âExcellent. You may have noticed that other mages have a preference for heavy robes.â
Helenne has noticed, without delight. Some of the robes have a certain charm, like Mistress Thubyrgeimâs overgown, but none of them are the sort of thing Helenne particularly desires to wear herself: for one thing, she could have worn them any time under her parentsâ watchful eyes; for another, it is far too warm in La Noscea, or Thanalan, or even here in the Black Shroud, for anyone accustomed to the biting cold of Coerthas to wear that much cloth. Helenne has gone for walks in snowstorms in the sort of clothing that people around here seem to find suitable for a sunny day at the markets.
âIt is practical, as a rule,â Yâmhitra says. Helenne nods, resigned. âHowever, our research indicates that summoners, in particular, found the opposite to be trueâthat the fewer barriers between the summonerâs skin and the defeated primalâs essence, the more easily that essence may be absorbed.â
âFascinating.â Helenne holds her arm out in front of her and considers it, front and back. It looks the same as ever, to herâperhaps a little more brown, with the sun, but in the end perhaps not. It doesnât look as if she has absorbed Ifritâs essence, though she has no idea what that would look like. Glowing cracks in her skin? Unsettling. A fiery glow, perhaps, like the shifting blue-orange of the Bowl of Embers itself.
She runs a finger along where she knows the veins lie, imagining fire and magma running through them. What is a primalâs essence, anyway? Would it have soaked into her in one of Ifritâs bellowing bursts of flame, or more slowly, more sadly, with his dying groan?
Yâmhitra says, âThere are limitations to many forms of equipment, though the Allagan summoners had particular attire designed most specifically for their purposes, with arcane geometries worked into the fabric and perhaps even painted or tattooed onto their skin.â
âI see,â Helenne says. She considers her arm again. She is a reasonable hand with a paintbrush; she is not sure how she feels about tattoos, which would be impossible to change later if she wanted to. Perhaps a healing magick could restore her skin to its original properties, though, and it might be interesting to try. âWell! Iâd feared I would be treated to a lecture on dressing properly for the job, not offered the opportunity to consider how my own aether can best interact with that of the world around me.â
âYou have found the right place, I think,â Yâmhitra says with a smile. âAnd in the interests of securing it, allow me to explain the Austerities of FlameâŚâ
For FFXIVWrite Day 11, âonce bitten, twice shyâ. Majha/Ysayle and past Majha/OFC, mid-Heavensward, spoilers through lvâŚ55? msq, ~550 words. I knew this was Majha the minute I saw the prompt but I didnât figure out how to cram it into an FFXIVwrite until the small hours of the morning.
Majha has been here before.
When Majha got her heart broken, she was seventeen and trusting.
The girls were encouraged to pair offâor group upâamong themselves, the same as the tias were, to remove temptation. Majha had thought she was more than just available and not Payanâs sister. Sheâd thought they were courting, that it mattered to Payan the same way it mattered to her. Sheâd thought that she ended up suggesting more ways to spend time together than Payan did becauseâŚ
She doesnât know why sheâd thought it. She hadnât considered it all then, and even now sheâs never been able to puzzle it out.
Payan had told her eventually that she was being too strange about something that was only a convenience in the end, and MajhaâMajha had taken it, because sheâd had to, because she had no choice.
Because in the end itâs impossible to make anyone feel anything. She wouldnât have even if she could, she just wishes she hadnât even wanted to. No more, sheâd decided. No more letting herself fall for anyone who made her no promises, for anyone who didnât want her.
No more, she reminds herself now, watching firelight reflect blush-pink across Ysayleâs face and hair.
Itâs been a long, strange trip.
The Churning Mists are bitter cold, enough that even Majhaâused to the high woods near the Gyr Abanian borderâand Alphinaud mind it. Ysayle and Estinien seem less bothered, but they would, especially in front of each other. Majha canât imagine one of them being the first to admit something that theyâd see as weakness and sheâd consider simply having a body made of flesh and blood like any other, here in lands never meant for the Spoken, or indeed anyone not made of magic or covered in fur.
Furless mortals as they are, theyâve had to sleep curled up together, to hoard warmth. Theyâve had nothing to do as they scrambled across broken roads and over rocks never meant for foot travel but talk to each other.
Majha had had to do something about having to work with Iceheart, is the thing. Iceheart, whoâd taken the supplies meant for Revenantâs Toll, whoâd seen Majhaâs chosen people as mere obstacles. Sheâd had to do something, and so she had considered Ysayleâs good qualities, and then kept finding more of them.
And she is beautiful, and Majha had saved her life once in the burrows of the Gnathâhad fought for it, fiercely, defying Thal himself to tear Ysayle away before Majha relinquished her, which she would notâand then Ysayle had given it to her in trust on the way up Sohm Al.
And Ysayle would follow Shiva, and marry Hraesvelgr. Ysayle has never even considered anything else. She has spoken of it, often, these last few days and nights.
She considers what theyâre doing an honor and an opportunity, the final chance to complete her legacy. Majha could argueâsurely the legacy Shiva left would be satisfied with peace and friendship between man and dragon, if nothing elseâbut why argue? If Ysayle wonât choose her, freely and without persuasion, then firelight or no whatâs it worth in the end?
She looks away from the fire and into the night, and it takes a long time for the dazzle of her eyes to fade.
Written as a makeup entry for FFXIVWrite Day 2, âbarkâ. Temimi, just pre-ARR, Tonberry lore spoilers only, ~350 words. Mention of canon-typical violence.
The world has changed.
When Temimi had last seen the Wandererâs Palace, it had been dry and shining. Sunlight fell smooth on pale, clean stone, surrounded by gardens only false-wild: tame enough to meander through.
When she last remembers seeing it, anyway.
She canât stay here any more. She has no skills in healing or any other magicks. While her fellow tonberries are no threat to her, she canât bear this familiar place with its unfamiliar inhabitants, its moss-slick walls and algae-fouled floors, its rusted mechanisms and its silence. Its skeletons in the corners.
She had walked here, once. Now she stands at the gateway to the Palace and looks out at shining water, wind-ruffled. It would take a bark to get them all back, if there is ever a chance for them to leave, and as it stands there isnât even the smallest of rowboats. Weeks later, Temimi still canât figure out why she has been restored to herself. Why none of the people around her heard the voice echoing inside her head, or saw the shining crystal or the dark figure.
Why she remembers seeing herself, not in any kind of uniform sheâd ever known, holding a knife that glowed with impossible radiance. She doesnât know how her knife can be used for something so bright, instead of silent stabbings in the dark.
There is no boat.
Temimi flexes her tail carefully. She might be able to swim with it. It might be possible, if she tries; if she plans, carefully, going from isle to outcropping, to the top of a shattered pillar. It wonât be easy, but it will get her out of here.
She takes a deep breath and wades in.
If she can be restored, she tells herself, dragging herself over ilm after ilm of chill water, then the others can be restored. If she can be restored, she can learn who sheâs lost, and who she hasnât.
If she can be restored, it must be for a reason.
Moonlight makes a path on the lake, and Temimi swims on.
For FFXIVWrite Day 10, a free day. Frydlona & Sidurgu & Rielle + Frydlona/[ShB spoilers], post-Shadowbringers, spoilers through 5.3, ~700 words. I glanced off of Frydlonaâs job change in Day 6âs fic and meant to come back to it later, and now itâs later!
There are as many ways to protect the people you love as there are ways to love.
âThe problem is,â Frydlona says, tracing her finger over a scratch on the table. âThe problem is, heâd die for me.â
Rielle nods.
âNot just to save my life.â SheâsâŚshe wouldnât say sheâs used to it, or that she accepts it, but she acknowledges that sometimes, itâs tactically necessary to keep her alive. It doesnât make her comfortable. She wishes it werenât true. âOrâI mean, yes, to save my life, butâŚâ
âBut what?â Sidurgu asks, frowning.
Frydlona stares into the depths of her mug of cider. Itâs dark in this corner; the reflection of her face is barely even a pale blur. âHe would⌠You know how we had to learn that it wasnât about what you could endure alone, and just because you could didnât mean you had to, if someone else were willing to help?â
âWe,â Rielle mutters, with the exasperation of someone who has all her combat training in conjury.
Sidurgu nods a little guiltily.
âHeâs still learning that. We both are, I guess.â Frydlona sips at her cider. Itâs gone cold while they talked, but the cinnamon and ginger still warm her almost right through. Nothing ever really does, in Ishgard, hot or spiced or both or neither. âBut I donât⌠Iâve learned a lot of things, to try to protect people. Iâve learned the dark knightâs arts, and how to heal. Iâve learned how toâŚâ
âTo?â Sidurgu prompts, after a moment.
âTo kill more efficiently.â Sheâd left Cliffhide to see the world, and so much of what sheâs seen has been red with blood and black with soot. âBecause sometimes thatâs what you need, to just end it.â
He nods again.
âAnd I canât do any of it alone. None of us can. But you know how it is, when youâre the first line of defense. You can wear much more substantial protective magicks without the aetheric resonances warping your abilities, and you can wear as much armor as youâd like besides, but you still get hurt.â
âYou do,â Rielle says grimly. âAll the time, blood everywhere, trying to hide cracked ribs sometimesââ
Frydlona cuts in quickly. âI donât think I trust him to watch me get hurt, on purpose. To let that happen. I donât know if I could protect him that way, or if heâd do something reckless because he couldnât bear seeing it.â
She isnât sure what else to say. To ask whether itâs a betrayal of Frayâthe real Frayââs legacy, when he left her a part of his soul? To ask whether sheâs right at all, or whether itâs just cowardice in disguise?
âSo donât.â Sidurgu shrugs and finishes his own cider. âThatâs never been what this is about. You took up the sword to defend the weak and disturb the powerful, but you didnât graft it to your hands. If you donât feel right using it, you shouldnât. If you think it would hurt someone you love, thatâs not protecting them.â
âFrayâs the one who taught me conjury,â Rielle says, a gentle reminder that still pierces like a needle. âHe and Sidurgu kept me safe, and now I keep Sidurgu alive.â
Frydlona goes back to tracing the scar in the tabletop. âIâve been thinking about that. Iâve studied white magic, been using it for yearsâŚâ It would be good, she thinksâreassuringâto have all that overwhelming power at her fingertips, ready for the next time Gâraha feels the need to put himself between her and a threat. She doesnât think she could stop him. Besides, she wants him safe, but she doesnât want to change him, and sheâs not sure how else to reconcile the two.
âYouâve never relied on the sword.â Thereâs just a suggestion of a smile around Sidurguâs eyes, bright in the gloom. âWe never said you were doing anything wrong when you slayed gods with a charming little danceââ
âStop,â Frydlona says, but sheâs laughing, as he meant her to.
He does. âItâs not any different. It doesnât mean whatever you think it means, if you wonât rely on it now.â
Frydlona looks from him to Rielle, and nods, and lets it settle in.
For FFXIVWrite Day 9, âfairâ. Sisila, early Heavensward and then early post-Heavensward, spoilers through 3.0 and for dark knight quests through 50, ~400 words. Canonical character death, references to torture, grief, godtier bad coping mechanisms, implied murder.
It isnât fair.
âWhat do you mean Lord Drillemont tortures people?â Sisila demands.
The fire snaps. Itâs a warm spot in these horrible, cold, grey, miserable halls, and sheâs grateful for it, butâLord Drillemont is a knight. She doesnâtâhe canât justâ
Haurchefant sighs. âUnfortunately, he isâŚnot a good man.â
Thatâs an understatement.
âAnd he surrounds himself with many of the same, I fear.â
ButâŚtorture. Torture. Thatâs not right, even for enemies of the stateâyou kill people, you donât hurt them.
Sisila opens her mouth to protest, then closes it again. She trusts Haurchefant. Thatâs supposed to be part of what being in love means, isnât it? AndâŚeven if it isnât, she doesnât have anything else left. She was supposed to protect Nanamo, sheâd sworn oaths, and Nanamo got poisoned while Sisila watched. Raubahn is probably dead too, and Sisila couldnât even avenge him. If Haurchefant thinks thereâs nothing they can do about a lord killing people, if they canât gather a rescue army and ride in banners flyingâŚ
Maybe it isnât an era for banners.
Haurchefant wipes the tears gently from her face, and Sisila realizes sheâs been crying. âWe do what we can here,â he says, and she nods.
*
Someone mentions Lord Drillemont on a clear, bright morning near the start of winter, and Sisila suddenly remembers his basement. They said he tortures people to madness, with or without proof of their heresy. And his guardsâthey do all that for him. They should have stopped him.
âWe can stop them now,â Fray says in her ear.
Her voice is low and dark, something that tugs at Sisilaâs wounds. âStop them how?â
Fray shrugs with a clank of plate. âHow else? You have the sword.â
Sheâs right. It isnât fair that a good man lies dead beneath the snow while so many bad ones are still walking around. It isnât right that Haurchefant, who always tried to be the best of knights, who gave Sisila something to believe in for months when she had nothing else, was killed, and Lord Drillemont and his men are allowed to ruin othersâ lives.
If everyone else is too afraid to stop them, sheâll do it.
âGood,â Fray whispers, and the world goes black with rage.
For FFXIVWrite Day 8, âshedâ. Majha, early Shadowbringers, spoilers through level 79 msq, ~700 words. Canon-typical violence. (The phrase never made it in, but I was thinking about âshedding lightâ.)
The aether of the First is bizarre.
If it isnât one damn empire, itâs another.
Majha hates going into battle without Ta tribe. She hasnât had to in years, and just like last time, itâs only political necessity keeping the man whose fault it is in one piece.
Still, at least she isnât alone. She has Alphinaud and Alisaie, and she has Captain Lyna for as long as Lyna never finds out what happened in Holminster Switch. She and Krile Baldesion must never, ever meet, because Warrior of Light or no Majha would probably not survive that meeting.
Chaanqa, though. Majha wishes all of Ta tribe were hereâexcept that she doesnât because thereâs no safe way for them to be hereâbut she especially wishes for a defender with the training to take some hits, especially if Gâraha ânever heard of him and I truly think youâre stupid enough not to recognize me, a normal if very short Hyurâ bloody Tia is going to have to stay back to run the city this time.
Itâs not like she actually let him die in Holminster, anyway. Sheâs known paladins before; he could have stopped her.
With a snarl of frustration, Majha turns on the hapless Crystarium guard next to her, then takes a deep breath when he recoils. âSorry,â she says, with what she hopes looks like a smile.
âWeâre almost ready, miss.â His smile back looks just as uncertain as hers.
âLet us go,â Lyna says.
She doesnât like Majha, and thatâs fine. Majha doesnât resent that, she merely regrets it. Lyna is loyal and competent; Majha understands that, and will do her best to keep Lyna from harm and return her safe to her Exarch.
Itâs normal when she raises her cane and weaves a Regen through Lyna. Itâs normal when she adds a Medica II to that, rainbows bouncing under the cloudy sky as the regenerative magicks take root in Majha herself as well.
Lyna nods, once, in acknowledgement, and then darts ahead. Her glaives cut into a Eulmoran soldier as easily as they cut through the air itself.
Majha calls the wind, and watches holy light stream forth instead.
It staggers her.
She actually stops dead in the middle of combat, staring from the blue-white sparkles rippling over the soldierâs skin to her own cane, which sheâs been using for months. It felt like wind. It erodes like wind, she thinks, butâit isnât wind. This is no form of Aero she recognizes.
âExcuse me,â Lyna shouts back at her, and Majha jolts and grabs at an aetheric lily, crushing it for energy and sending that energy to Lyna in a burst of healing.
Thatâs normal, and almost the same color as the holy lightâwhich, for that matter, looks much like Holy, the spell. Regen, again; thatâs normal too.
She works her way closer to Lyna and the fighting and tries a Holy. That, too, looks right, a brilliant burst that stuns everyone around them for a moment. Again, and again, with her familiar aether-grown lilies to sustain them, until there are only two guards left standing.
When she calls to the earth, itâs a solid burst of light that smacks into the soldier. Not even a glowing rock, just light made solid.
Or, noâLight made solid.
It hits like Stone, and it feels like sheâs calling it from the ground beneath them. Itâs not right, but nothing about this cursed place is right. Elemental Light saturates the entire world. Itâs not surprising, probably, that with more time spent here itâs creeping into her magicks that call upon the world.
Sheâll ask one of the conjurers back at the Crystarium, or Urianger if Gâraha can be persuaded to disclose her locationâMajha can be very persuasive, she thinks, spinning from the Eulmoran soldierâs crumpling form to hit Lyna with another lilyâbut itâs fine, probably.
It feels all right, anyway. It should be fine. If something were wrong, sheâd feel cut off somehow, and as it is she can feel the pulse of the world just beyond her skin, the same sheâs always been meant to.
âMajha!â someone shouts, and she looks up to see the twins running toward her.
For FFXIVWrite Day 7, ânoisomeâ. Frydlona, mid-ish A Realm Reborn, ~400 words. Offscreen animal deaths in the context of leather-making.
Some of the crafting guildsâ innovations are wonderful.
Some things Frydlona still likes doing the old-fashioned way, even if itâs quicker and easier to use catalysts and the guildsâ new methods. Broth and stew, for instance, just donât feel the same if theyâre heated in a flash with pure elemental fire. Stew is for stormy winter evenings when the rain hammers on the roof and the house inside is warm and safe, fragrant with the dayâs cooking.
She doesnât mind heating metal with fire shards, or smoothing wood with wind, though thereâs a real pleasure in hand-sanding carpentry as well. To take something rough enough that it can only be touched gingerly, and work it slowly until itâs smooth as satinâŚthatâs satisfying.
Tanning leather, though.
They didnât have a tanner in Cliffhide; the closest one was in Horizonâs Glen, on the outskirts of town. Frydlona only hunted for food, but there was no sense wasting the hides, and when she could she brought them to the tanner. Jaegswys didnât just work alone, she lived alone, on the outskirts of the town half-into the trees. Every time Frydlona had to drop off hides, or pick up leather, sheâd been glad the trip was that long; tanning reeks, worse in summer but still ever-present in winter.
Frydlona has no idea how the Leatherworkersâ Guild refined their process, but itâs simple and straightforward, smelling not much worse than the hides themselves. Geva and some of the senior journeymen use chemical baths on more exotic-looking hidesâones that come off the animal striped or spotted, or out of the bath supple as cloth or nearly as stiff as metalâbut even then, with earth and wind to help, itâs not that bad.
The baths themselves are different, tooâsome of the work must still be being done by the catalysts, for it smells more like an alchemistâs workshop than a tannerâs. The wind shards clear the air even as they dry the new leather, and with no more than a rinse itâs done.
No more bringing hides, in late evening so they wonât ripen too much along the way, all the way to another village. No more having to explain if she needs a hide to keep herself just how she wants it to be. Frydlona can justâŚmake leather, at any time, as easy as mending it. That alone would be worth the guild fee, even if she werenât learning more besides.