My Hidden Dark Reality

Heyy Brandon here not much else to say. A little lost, a little found but we'll make it. Together we shall ^__^

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Everyday is a day of suffocation for me, some days, some nights, it’s just a little harder to breathe.

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It’s my turn now, goodbye.

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Things not going too well... It’s just too close, they say time heals, it only takes time. For me the more time passes the more sanity is lost, one day it might be okay, but by the time that happens I may have already turned insane. 

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Tables turned.

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Ready to leave~

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“I’m going to make her cry.” 

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Happy 8th Debut Anniversary to the loveliest lady that I’m proud to call my bias. 

Thank you for always giving us 110% of your love and dedication, for always working hard and gifting us songs when we least expect it, for making each and every one of us smile and laugh along with you. Thank you for creating music and singing for us even when we ask for more and also, 

 Thank you for being you.

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IU for COSMO China 2016 ©

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Singing is something that expresses my feelings. Just like a best friend, although we occasionally become disagreeable, time and time again, I find my way back to it.

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Someday I'll say goodbye.

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I don't know how to get rid of this feeling. I've been trying. And trying. Finally accepting it but still not mourning properly still not letting it out. It's getting to me again and I'm not sure if I can ever really shake out that feeling. Every day it looks like I just want to die. More. And more often

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With my mental state I'll prob need to seek help again. Maybe just maybe this time it'll help or do something. Maybe something will work. Who knows

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I miss you being around me, I miss seeing you, I miss talking to you, I miss your smell, I miss your obnoxious laugh, I miss it when you’re angry, I miss your sadness, I miss comforting you when you cried, I miss your touch, I miss hearing you, I miss your smiles, I miss our promises, I miss so much, and I miss everything about you. I still do.... and I always will. 

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It’s a goodbye for now, I don’t know if I will ever try and do that again, I just know that making myself bleed out, biting, scratching, cutting isnt’ enough anymore. I just know I need to be alone, I need to be happy, and no matter what I think this will be my reality happiness. 

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If I knew that I could see you on the other side, I would have killed myself in a heartbeat a long time ago.