((Just wrote up a drabble for Nat! I was waiting to see if you’d wanted a back and forth or not, but I really had an urge to write >-<))
So many good people have died in his arms. Always his, always in front of his eyes. Kayla, Mariko, Jean…
He cradled her. She was still with him, but not for long. Her eyes were flitting, but hardly a tear was shed. Natasha wold brave even this with the composure she held so well through life. She looked up at him, a fleeting concious. She smiled up at him. “Leave it to you to coddle the dying” she said, “The ass with a heart.” He couldn’t tell, but he thought he saw her lips curl a bit.
“Yeah,” he said, trying so hard to keep his voice stable, sweeping her hair from her face, “But who said you were dying?” He knew it was inevitable. Help wasn’t coming. Even if it did, the wounds were too much. He had stopped trying to stifle the bleeding some time ago now. Even he knew there was no hope.
“No one said it,” she said, “I’m just falling asleep in your arms is all.” She said this not for herself, but for him. He needed it more than her, the denial. She closed her eyes. Her breathing was so shallow, he wasn’t sure if she had slipped away yet. But she spoke once more. “Just hold me while I drift” Again, for him, more than anyone else.
And so he did. He held her while she slept, crying over her, no longer afraid to release everything he felt. And he sat there for hours, cradling her, until finally someone found him and took her away.