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The world is cruel

anafuqoff-deactivated20211206

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the tension between me and the mutual scrolling through tumblr at the same time

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Cant wait to see this post five times in a row after all our mutuals reblog it from each other

Con of getting skinny: lap too small for doggos 😔

cribblingdebression

my least favorite part of having an eating disorder is the constant arguing and bargaining in your head. racing thoughts all the fuckin time like, “okay I’ve had 75 calories today. I can have a banana and still be under 200. wait, 1200 is still considered restriction. how much would I lose this week with a daily deficit of 500 calories? I can do that. I’ll still lose weight. but not as much as if I fasted. no. just have nothing. you could lose 3.5 lbs. this week! just have nothing. people do it every day. just have a fucking banana. you won’t even be at maintenance. but what if it triggers a binge? think about your jawline. why don’t I just have everything I want and purge? what percentage can you get back up when you purge? hey google…” AND IT NEVER STOPS.

Reason 5927596 I'm glad I'm alive: I got to be a dog's favorite person ♡

Getting asked out and getting really excited, but not too excited because you don't want to break your heart again

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slavery

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I feel so helpless when people tell me happiness is a choice. I didn’t choose to be this sad. This sadness renders me useless. I shut down I can’t think straight, I can’t do anything other than waiting for it to pass. But it never really does. I feel so helpless when they ask me to stop overthinking. I desperately don’t want to overthink but I don’t know how to stop. I can’t control it. I feel so helpless when they don’t take it seriously when I say that I’m feeling anxious. There’s like this heavy weight on my chest and I can’t breathe. I feel hungry but I can’t eat. It’s a constant feeling of discomfort that I’m not capable of putting into words.

I feel so helpless because I try to tell them how I feel but they don’t try to understand.

gaysie

depression or whatever is soooo embarrassing oops i ruined a large chunk of my future because i just didn’t feel like doing anything for a while . Epic Cringe babe...