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"Instead of suffocating in your own mind, it's best to keep moving forward and looking forward tomorrow. Don't let the demons of the past drag you down."

#what even?

kavehgenshin

don’t touch people that don’t want to be touched!!! people might not want to be touched due to abuse, people might not want to be touched due to sensory issues, and some people just don’t like it. i don’t care how weird or ‘sad’ it is that you can’t touch them, just don’t fucking do it. their comfort is more important than you poking them or hugging them.

#Sanzo looks over at Gojyo.

laconicblood-deactivated2017022

…What? I like people. I’m sorry that people take things the wrong way. I was not being mean at all. I do care about people. Sometimes I do get annoyed, but I do not hate people. When people are being mean to me, that is when I will be honest on how I feel. I’m not a push over. I stand up for myself. But I do not hate them. I’m tired of mean people. There is lots of mean people in the fandoms, I noticed. Apparently, people are attacking me for example. It is my blog! I can do what I want. If you do not like it, then please block me or unfollow. Please stop spreading rumors just because of misunderstandings. If you want to talk about things whatever that is bothering you, please talk to me through messaging. Sometimes we do read and take things the wrong way. I have a terrible memory and I do forget. I’m sorry that I offended you and others. I do have guilt myself. Why do you think I am not happy sometimes? I feel guilty. I care about people too much. Thank you and have a nice day. By the way, people are depressed because we keep being mean to each other. If we want to come closer as fans, then we should all move on. Can we please end this and move on? Thank you and have wonderful day. :D

weightedbythemoon

(so saying 'This fandom does suck. This one person said that I was guilt tripping even though she hurt my feelings. It was really rude.' to erry was you liking people? the whole fandom sucks? that is rude completely. you obviously do not care about people because you act like a bitch. you push at people you dig at them, you are rude to them, you don't listen to when they tell you to stop. people will be mean when you are rude to them. you don't have to be a push over, just quit being rude to people

people are not 'mean' if they do not like someone who is rude to them. they are not 'mean' for feeling guilt tripped by someone. they are not 'mean' if they don't want to hear you disrespecting an entire fandom.

it is your blog, however that does not give you the right to disrespect other people, and then turn around and call them the mean ones.

i do not need to spread rumours, i have the entire conversation between you and ery. it shows how rude you are. and you can't call yourself nice or care too much because if you did, you would not condemn a whole fandom for the way you make them feel.)

laconicblood-deactivated2017022

Do you want to know WHY I’m depressed? Hearing my client’s stories and know that people are being abused every 10 to 15 minutes. Hearing their stories traumatize you. If you are happy all the time, then you are not healthy as a person. Being depressed sometimes is normal. Remember to use self care. I’m trying to do that right now with rping and doing other things.

weightedbythemoon

(im sorry, but are you a child? you are very much acting like a brat.

the number of people who can tell you their own stories about suffering from depression are numerous, that does not mean we have to like someone or hold hands with them or be friends with them, particularly if they annoy us. you do not call a whole fandom as being toxic and unhealthy because there are people in the fandom who say you're guilt tripping them. take the hint and change your ways, because you are obviously behaving in a way that they find to be guilt tripping

and just because you don't like someone, don't turn around and say they need counselling and they'll be alone for their whole lives. and don't say the entire fandom needs counselling. grow up, get a life, and change your way if you're worried about others acting mean

you disgust me, and i have to say, this fandom and ery are more wonderful than you can imagine, and because of your toxic behaviour, you won't get to experience that.)

#do not attack my friends #do not attack my fandom #grow up #stop being a whiny bitch

saiyukiscans-deactivated2019081

Despite Minekura-sensei once again being in poor health, we have a few pages in this month’s Zero Sum! The next chapter is scheduled to be released in the April edition of ZS (released on 2/27), so everyone please send healing vibes in Minekura-sensei’s direction!!

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saiyukiscans-deactivated2019081

Another Reload Blast chapter appears! And, of course, Sensei leaves us on a cliffhanger.

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awildchase

So the world has broken you into tiny pieces and feeling so indiscernible as molecules, but you are now water once again And the drowning You felt then Is now your strength And the walls That contained you Have eroded away By sheer force Of your gentle soul Strengthen by the grace Of gravity.

Jenn Satsune // 20 May, 2016 (via satsune)

80% of my friendships on tumblr

me: we should talk more!

them: yeah we should!

both: *never talks to each other again*

quotemadness

I’m just pain covered with skin.

John Steinbeck (via quotemadness)

I'm Ready to Leave

@itslikethesun > theperfectladiesman > fearbehindasmile

It may have just been his imagination, but it seemed the attacks were growing fewer in numbers. It was almost like a calm before the storm. It had the monk on edge. The sixth cigarette in an hour being lit as he stared coldly at the wall of their inn. The monk was getting annoyed. There was no doubt about it that something was wrong, and he just couldn't put his finger on it.

A finger traced along the length of his nose before resting against his forehead. They really needed something better to do with their time than just sit here doing nothing. Giving up on thinking, the monk pulled open his newspaper,, one leg folding over the other. It was a simple distraction that was required until they were ready to continue onward.

"Fuck."

The curse escaped before he had a chance to stifle it. All this stop and go was getting annoying, and the unknown factor that couldn't quite be placed was unnerving, to say the least.

#i hope this is all right.#im kind of bad at astarters #i also hope there are no problems with the order #if there are let me know.#itslikethesun #theperfectladiesman #fearbehindasmile

koumyou-sanzo

//weeeeell he kind of guessed the answer already

//after what happened that day //and that huge weapon room hidden in Kinzanji (that he was not exactly fond of, but that’s another story) //one can tell how things probably went

weightedbythemoon

its ok papa, nothing too bad happened

i mean it's not like he chose the gun because it was small, and if he needed to he could shoot himself oh wait

#thats exactly what sanzo would say #tw: suicide

#//Master still wonders about the gun buuuut let's not ask

good idea. don't ask, you won't like the answer.