SUPERNATURAL
An idea of why John Winchester broke our poor Dean!!!!
OK, so Dean was TOTALLY A MAMA’S BOY! There’s no denying that! In the pilot episode, John shows Dean the same love and care he showed Mary. Now, THINK about how John viewed his wife. She was kind, sweet, angelic... A role she played very well and this four year old was exactly like his mom.
Then, she died. Sam, John could alter to be like himself - to be cold, calculating. But Dean? This kind, caring kid who so badly needed his father’s approval? This kid who looked so much like him but reminded him of Mary in so many ways?
John COULDN’T lose Dean like he lost Mary. So, he tried to toughen Dean up to the point of destroying the child that had hopes and dreams but, it got to the point that he KNEW he destroyed his son.
Could that be why he ditched Dean? Because after years and years of training his boys to be cold-blooded demon Hunters, John felt guilt after Sam left and Dean stayed out of his loyalty - a loyalty that he learned from his mom?










