23 audhd goth and other-proclaimed “wizard”
🔞 blog may be suggestive. i’m likely not posting not straight up nsfw but i’d rate it 18+ anyway. just expect anything really.
ive finaly managed to lay it out my major interests. i dont know what took me so long to be able to do that. i posted it to bluesky but i’ll do it here too. i need a new pinned post anyway.
things i’m interested in:
science: ALL natural science, esp. neuroscience, neuropsychology, psychology (the mind), biology, anatomy & physiology, ecosystems, network theory
other realms: philosophy, sociology, anthropology, human ethology, personality differences
natural noumena: patterns in nature, emergence, self-organization / spontaneous order, chaos theory and fractals
tropes / archetypes
analytical psychology / jungian analysis (not in association to jordan peterson, whom i think is a chode. this is significant to me, because i feel like i share the phenomenological reality with jung that formed the basis of his ideas. many of these forces i’ve noticed on my own, separate from him, before i knew him. so seeing his ideas i was like “oh he put it into words. glad to know someone else has a keen sense for these phenomena”)
socionics model A
other typological systems: enneagram, mbti (not 16personalities), etc. quizzes are lazy minded and i dont give them much weight on principle. im into understanding the theoretical foundations
eclectic alternative music subcultures + history: esp. 70s-80s, experimental, psychedelic rock, punk, new wave, post-punk, goth rock, industrial
art and creativity in general
YTP and remix culture
the venture bros. (bonus points if you understand most of the references because this show is like my personal catnip)
jhonen vasquez: jthm, squee, i feel sick, invader zim (decade+ old fan)
david lynch: twin peaks, eraserhead, blue velvet, mulholland drive, etc
jon bois: pretty good, 17776/20020, chart party, team history documentaries, etc
blaseball / mmolb
vinesauce (decade+ old watcher)
pokemon: in general, but esp. knowledgeable about game mechanics (decade+ old fan)
undertale (decade+ fan) / deltarune (since beginning)
pikmin (since 2024)
mother series
gravity falls (decade+ old fan)
homestuck (decade+ old fan)
avatar the last airbender (new!)
lots of more stuff i probably missed
typology type profile: LII-Ne IN(T) INFJ 5w4 so/sp 514 RCOAI
things i might be known for:
original dirtygfconfessions crew member (mod dipper. 2014–idk when the shit went down where our posts got deleted)
original real-time fandub crew member (2016-2018; 2025-) [*note: real-time fandub games, like the sonic dubs, were a spinoff by crew member penny snapcube]
hs act omega artist (2017-2019)
three-time podcast guester on mystery shack lookback
figure in spamtonology
tumblr historian. i was probably there when it happened.
op of tumblr post screenshots circulating on google images and pinterest
random things about me:
shit nobody cares about enthusiast
given enough time i think i could probably explain anything
ive been here since late 2011
i live in a very isolated pocket of my own taste in art/music where im not really aware of what everyone else is listening to because it just…doesnt really cross my mind ever? i found out brian eno said something similar, “If I tried to make a commercial album, it would be a complete flop. I have no idea what the world at large likes.” i told my friend the other day i feel like i understand my self through music and art, because of the accumulation of my taste i can actually experience my unconscious preference and know what i feel my own experiences reflected in
im best at self-reflection and observations of own my own mental processes. like catching the background of consciousness
if i were forced at gunpoint to kin a homestuck character it would be aradia megido. we’re very close in spirit
also dipper pines mannerisms but i think im a bit more eccentric and mature
dare i say the big joel of tumblr
another eno quote i strongly relate to: “Sometimes you recognize that there is a category of human experience that has not been identified but everyone knows about it. That is when I find a term to describe it.”
i’m asexual. i don’t know my romantic orientation because attraction is so rare for me (not enough data) but i think i always had a queer mentality. i just call myself grayromantic. i never had a partner but i want one because i’m feeling ready now but it has to feel like the right person. 6/15/25 budding romance arc unfolding with a sweet funny guy my type who doesnt need to do all that much to cosplay a convincing looking jerma. edit 2: 6/22/25 official anniversary mark the date
tags:
#mine ← my posts, if i remember to tag them. im reblog heavy.
#me ← relatable tag
#laugh rule ← if i laugh irl i have to tag it that
#fave ← self explanatory
my art insp/aesthetic/resources side blog: @bonewheel
