Junk Salad

There is always another secret.

[weirdschmeird]

Guys Spider man across the spider - verse is one of the most beautiful movie I have seen and I cannot get it out of my head! Please teach me digital art someoneee

[aro-culture-is]

introvert aroallo culture is i want to be slutty but i am too shy and need to much time for myself

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[weirdschmeird]

It's funny how I shouted 'this is so me' after every post and then lightbulb moment happened. But I'm so glad because this explains why I used to feel so....meh about every date I went on and even now, when I see someone showing an interest in me, I grow all cringe and tense and just don't know how to talk.

Can't believe this hellsite has helped me figure myself out so much. Also, is there like an aroace/arospec or related discord community? I'd love to interact.

[weirdschmeird]

Cloud appreciation post. Hugh Dennis was onto something with this.

[lovely-v]

so so fun to laugh along to James Acaster’s Repertoire until he says “what if every relationship you’ve ever been in is just someone slowly figuring out that they don’t like you as much as they’d hoped they would?” and then it’s time to just stare off into space

[weirdschmeird]

Unbreaking the ice😭

[pseudo-everything]

Ivo Graham is forever a mood.

[weirdschmeird]

Like a chimpanzee whose habitat is under threat indeed.🤌

[weirdschmeird]

I'm waiting at this public office where a man is fucking lecturing a group of men about finding a woman for his 'raja beta' who would do household work without complaint and how 'zyada modern nahi chahiye' and how his and everyone's wife does the chores and I want blood on my hands now.

[weirdschmeird]

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

[weirdschmeird]

Haiiiii (coco here!)

How are you!!!!

Heyyyyaaa Coco! I'm good, just life - ing and all. How are you? What have you been upto? Any song recommendations? :D

[weirdschmeird]

Hanging out with friends somedays are a challenge because you see their growth trajectory and they have come so far, while you are down on your ass fearing that with every word that leaves your mouth, you are not gonna be welcome anymore because the insta motivational posts preaches surround yourself with people who help you grow.

I needed to rant. I'm in a weird sort of melancholy mood today.

[weirdschmeird]

Leaving home is not fun. I've done this thrice now, and it hasn't got any easier. You'll want to leave, because you know home is not a place you can grow in. But you also dread facing all the 999 problems that await you in hostel. You feel trapped. Can you go to a third place, where responsibilities are none, you can just adopt a cat and work behind the counter of an artsy cafe, observing people, getting high on the aroma of freshly brewing coffee, listening in on nervous first dates, and observing the old couple who sit in silence, the one student who is doing their assignment, a person who is on a date with themselves. You bask in the sunlight streaming through the glass door. You look outside, where people walk along sidewalks,stuck in a groove, going to work, doing chores, yada yada adulting stuff. You sit there, content, a smile on your sunkissed face, a cat purring on your lap, enjoying the warmth of coffee and the warmth of life. Is this what a hug from the universe feels like?

[weirdschmeird]

This year, has been a year of firsts. First time I moved to a new city, first time I lived alone, first date, first kiss with a guy,first trip with friends, first time I got really drunk,first time I tried bhaang,first first and many firsts. It feels good to be looking back at this year, it has been full of really high highs and low lows. I started therapy this year as well, that was a first too. I just wanted to get this out, in this corner of the internet where I can be weird, I can be vulnerable. I have so much gratitude and love in my heart as this year ends, I don't know what to do with it.<3

(Picture of 2 policemen walking hand in hand. Cutest thing I saw this year, probably.)

[weirdschmeird]

I'm back to this hellsite for more rantings. Leaving to face the reality wasn't fun. Won't recommend.

[weirdschmeird]

You know you are in deep when seeing the word "Gif" immediately prompts your brain to think 'ah the Greatest Integer Function'.

[weirdschmeird]

I loveeeee youuuu and I misssss youu I'm grateful I got to knowwwww youuuu (year end msg to everyone I know ;-;) -ruru

Roooooh hi babe how are you doing? I miss you lot so much, and messages like these make me realise what a gem you are and I am grateful to have you in my life. Even though we have never met, I can so candidly and genuinely say I love you <3 . I hope you get all the happiness and success in your life. You deserve it :)

Keep slaying woman🔥

[weirdschmeird]

(Here's a cake I baked and I am proud of. It's an amazing coping mechanism I have which my friends take the full advantage of.)

I realized something today. I am a fucking adult yeah, but I still have to amass tremendous amount of courage before I can be assertive in situations even when I know I am right. (It's gonna be a major problem in real world innit?)

Is this something with low self esteem? I'm sure it is. Pathetic really. I love ranting here, I can be pathetic here so yay.

[weirdschmeird]

Logged in on tumblr after a fucking long time only to find the group chats all gone. I feel empty.

How are you, my hoes?

@loving-men-i-cant-have @ruins-of-heart @steamedmomos @haseendilruba @scintillatea @thatchicavai @infinitelyvast @just-wordsandthoughts

[weirdschmeird]

My friends birthday yesterday was a true testament to James Acaster's observation about tipsy being the best state you can be in.

We were crying in frustration sober, dancing to Dancing on my own by Robyn tipsy and stuffing our faces with fries, crying about life, bauling our eyes out actually drunk, and crying again about bad life decisions hungover. All three of us. So glad to be alive.

“There’s only four things you can be in life: sober, tipsy, drunk and hungover. Tipsy is the only one where you don’t cry when you’re doing it.”