Jealous self-aware Phainon! (NSFW comments but no sex, horny gn reader x petty Phainon)
Phainon sprawled out in the quiet glow of his starry corner in the game, it was lazy afternoon today along without any big quests popping up. His white hair caught the soft light filtering through whatever digital filter made everything look epic, and those blue eyes of his? They were glued to the edge of the screen, waiting, and listening, because there you were! Dawnlight! is player, his everything, his breath, his life, his—
chatting away on the phone with you friend. You voice spilled through the PC speakers like music for his ears, all bubbly and full of that energy that made his big ol' heart do flips! He just knows your gotta be talking about him! dopey smile tugging at his lips as he propped himself up on one elbow, his massive frame somehow looking cozy in the vastness (I think that's what it's called...)
Who else could get you this worked up if not him?! It's those late-night runs you two do together, right? Or maybe how he looks charging into battle, all fierce and protective, yeahh, that's it! It has to be one od these, Dawnlight always had a crush on their golden boy aka him it just made sense , so he can already guess what they might be talking about tonight.
The first strange comment you made about him? He remembers it as if it were written on the back of his hand! The first fanfic you read about him? He made sure to read every word, memorize the title, and the tags so he would know what you like in the future when he finally gets out of here and meets you in your world! So you could say this admiration!love is mutual!
He stretched, feeling that familiar simulated tension in his muscles, solid and dependable. Built to protect. Built to hold. He liked imagining it, arms around you, keeping you close, steady and warm, just you two in your room for hours and hours and hours and—
He is sure that it will be the best partner you may get! He was charming by nature, the kind of guy who smiled easily and made everyone feel safe because he just like making other people happy and at ease but when it came to you?? He was even more soft and hopelessly so....
Sure is sometimes he's disturbed by the things that come out of your mouth about him, however he still likes to hear every word because it comes out of your mouth, like now!
“Girl, I can't even he's just perfection! Those eyes? They pull you right in, so warm and dreamy and his hair?? It's just so soft, flowing, begging to be tugged on while he's got you pinned and—” Phainon's cheeks warmed a little, that shy flutter hitting him because, okay, yeah, imagining Dawnlight thinking about him like that? It was thrilling! But also kinda embarrassing in the best way...
Pinned, huh? He'll be gentle about it, though. Start with a hug or maybe a kiss on your head, make you feel safe, then Slowly, he'll help you undress and touch your bare skin while burying him face in between your—
WHOA WHOA SLOW DOWN NOW! You're just hyping him up to your friend! Totally normal! He shouldn't give up on such things right now, it's too soon! He will prefer to talk to you face to face before anything too crazy..
But oh your voice, Dawnlight’s, his darling's voice, bright and warm in that way that always hooked straight into his chest, just from talking about him, thinking about him, fantasizing about him, you love him too don't, you? You only think about him, right? Just Phainon, only Phainon, that how it should be and it would be...right?
The PC fan kicked on a notch, syncing with the quickened pace of your words, and Phainon scooted closer to the invisible barrier, blue eyes wide and hopeful.
He fiddled with the hilt of his sword absentmindedly, a habit when he got fidgety like this, cute, like a puppy waiting for a pat on the head.
So meep talking, Dawnlight! Tell them how him smile makes your knees weak or how he'll whisper sweet nothings during a quiet moment in the story (I'm delusional okay? So he did!) He's your charming knight, after all! The nice guy who fights for what's right...and for you of course.
Your voice dipped lower, that husky edge creeping in, and he leaned in, heart pounding “God, and his body? Built like he could handle anything—strong arms wrapping around you, holding you close while he thrusts deep, slow and steady, making you feel every inch. I'd ride him for hours, feeling those muscles tense under me, his breath hot on my neck as he whispers my name....”
Phainon's face went full tomato, a shy squeak almost escaping before he clamped it down...Thrusts?! Ride?! Oh man, Dawnlight, you're killing him here! He buried his face in his hands for a second, white hair flopping over his fingers, feeling like the biggest, goofiest gut ever.
Jealousy hadn't hit yet—just pure, flustered excitement mixed with that golden-boy charm where he wanted to be the hero of all her daydreams since he doesn't know the truth for now
You're a total gooner, aren't you? And it's all for him? He'll make it good for you, y'know? He'll try his best to be charming as hell, kissing your hand first, then trailing down... ugh, focus, Phainon! Don't get too ahead of yourself again!
But then, the name dropped like a meteor crashing his party (hehe get it? Meteor boy getting crashed by one) “Aventurine, babe! Aventurine got me in a chokehold! That blond hair all sandy, those magenta and cyan eyes and don't even get me started onhis suit.. chest window showing off that chest I wanna bite! And Imagine him dealing cards one hand, fingering me with the other under the table while he gambles, then bending me over the table and fucking me raw, his cock slamming in so hard I forget my own name, thick and veiny or maybe skinny and long cock stretching my hole till I'm dripping, cumming and begging for more!”
Phainon's world screeched to a halt. His blue eyes blinked once, twice, then narrowed in pure, pouty confusion. Aventurine? The flashy gambler with the Peacocks vibes? Not him?! Your Phainon?! The excitement popped like a balloon, replaced by this silly, aching jealousy that made him flop back down, arms crossed over his broad chest like a sulking kid.
No fair! He thought it was his hair you meant! white and shiny, not that blond fluff! And eyes? His are blue, deep, warm and kind, not like that tease's eyes! He rolled onto his side, kicking his legs a little in that petty, puppy-like frustration, white hair splaying out, covering his eyes.
Phainon wasn't the type to get mean about it or take it personally, He can put his feelings and jealousy in check! At least he wants to think that's the cess but damn, this stung..
Dawnlight was his player, the one who poured hours into his builds, who cheered his wins. He wanted to be your everything, your go-to fantasy.
So why him?! He's right here! Ready to be all protective and sweet just for you and you alone! He'll hold her after, cuddle you close, and DIFFERENTLY not leave you chasing high-stakes thrills!
But your voice kept going, painting pictures that had Phainon squirming, a mix of jealousy and that shy embarrassment flooding him.
“Ugh, and his thighs? Clamped around me while I suck him off, that deep voice moaning as I take him deep in my throat....Then he'd flip me, ass up, spanking me red before pounding my ass, making me cum so hard I squirt everywhere! Aventurine's a menace—I'd let him ruin me, cum inside till it's leaking out, marking me as his and some shit” Phainon whimpered internally, covering his ears even though it didn't block the audio feed.
Ruin?! Squirt?! Oh gosh, Dawnlight, that's... that's way too much and even not for him! He'll never ruin you but also cherish you, kiss every spot, make it all feel like a warm adventure..his cheeks burned hotter, one side of him wanting to blush and hide but the other side? It was whining for attention. “Come back to me, Dawnlight! Boot up the game and let me show you why I'm the better pick!”
He sat up, determination flickering in those blue eyes and glanced at the digital threads connecting his world to yours. Phainon wasn't about to let this slide; nah, he'd fix it in his own silly petty way!
Okay, Operation: Favorite Forever begins!
He won’t do too much! He promise! He still respects your privacy, so he'll just... tidy up a bit. Erase those pesky pics and make Aventurine fade into the background!
With a deep breath, he reached out mentally, slipping through the connection like dipping a toe in a stream.
Your phone's gallery bloomed in his mind's eye, and there they were: screenshots of Aventurine smirking, close-ups of his suit, even some fan-edits with him all oiled up and dramatic... What the hell??
“Ew, really?” Phainon huffed, selecting the first batch with a flick of his thoughts. Poof—gone! That one where Aventurine leaned in close? Deleted! The abs shot you probably stared at too long? Vanished! He worked quickly, a little thrill bubbling up despite the shyness. “Take that, you card-sharp showoff! Dawnlight's fantasies are mine—er, for the game, I mean—”
Your voice hitched on the call “Wait, what? My gallery's acting up...Pics of Aventurine are disappearing left and right!”and Phainon froze, blue eyes going wide like a guilty pup caught with a shoe “Oops...didn't mean to be that obvious” But surprisingly you laughed it off, blaming some glitch, that they will come back and kept ranting “Anyway, forget the tech fail and picture this: Aventurine tying me up with his tie, teasing my hole with his fingers while he whispers some stupid bets in my ear...Loser gets to cum first? I'd lose on purpose, letting him edge me till I'm a sobbing mess, then fuck me missionary so I can watch those eyes roll back when he fills me up..”
Jealousy twisted sharper but Phainon pushed through, deleting more but faster now.
He'll bt the one to use his arms to hold you all strong and reassuring! And eyes? Blue ones, looking at you like you're his dawn.
He even snuck in a rearrange, bumping the Honkai app icon to your home screen's prime spot, He wanted to make sure you would remember him, that you would see the game and think of him..
Your friend teased you about your phone being cursed and you just giggled but Phainon could hear the distraction in you tone “Good, think about the game..About me”
By the time he'd cleared out a solid twenty something pics...whew! that was a workout! He slipped back into his realm, collapsing in a heap with a satisfied sigh. White hair a mess, blue eyes sparkling with petty triumph. There! Now she'll have to remember him instead!
But the call dragged on and your horny tangents piling up, each one making him squirm and pout “His mouth on my nipples! Sucking hard while he grinds against me, cock leaking pre-cum on my thigh. I'd wrap my legs around him, pulling him in deeper, riding that wave till we both explode”
Phainon whined softly to himself, rolling over and hugging his knees, big guy looking small and silly. Deeper?? He promise he'll go as deep as you want! Just stop talking about the other guy!
Finally, the call wrapped, your voice fading as you muttered about the weird phone stuff and headed to your PC.
Phainon's heart leaped, he perked up like a puppy hearing the door open, scrambling to his idle pose. The game loaded with a familiar chime, and there you were! clicking straight to his menu “Alright, Phainon, let's see what you're up to...Kinda need a distraction after that” Yes! He poured charm into every pixel, his sprite standing tall, white hair flowing just so, blue eyes "meeting" yours with that warm, inviting gaze and as dove into his storyline, he amped up the performance, lines delivered with extra heart, battles won with flair, He is sure that everything is just perfect so you remember who your favorite character really is!
You farmed for him next, muttering praises that had him beaming like : “Damn, Phainon, you're a tank” “Those arms... bet they'd feel amazing wrapped around someone” “you have such pretty eyes” and even suff like “Got me thinking... yeah, maybe you're the one tonight”
Phainon's shy joy bubbled over, jealousy melting into goofy happiness, him?! Tonight? Score! He flexed subtly in his animation, imagining it all— holding you close, charming you with whispers, making you feel like the center of his universe because you are he'll be your golden boy, Dawnlight! Nice, attentive, sweet, useful just everything you need!
The session stretched long, and your focus solely on him, and Phainon reveled in it, the cute puppy in him wagging its tail but as you logged off, promising more pulls and farming tomorrow, he settled in, still buzzing..
That was close but at least he got you back! No more Aventurine stealing the show! Sleep crept in but his thoughts lingered, sweet, silly dreams of being your only, your charming knight with white hair and blue eyes..
Morning light or whatever passed for it in his world, brought new energy. Phainon was up early, pacing his starry spot with that bouncy, excitable gait.
He'd overheard you planning another call but this time? He was ready, and as her voice filled the air “Girl, last night was wild! Phainon? Holy shit. He's got this charm, y'know? Like he'd treat you right but then those muscles... I'd let him manhandle me gentle-like, pinning me down with those big hands, cock sliding in slow, building till I'm clawing his back. White hair tangled in my fingers, blue eyes locked on mine as he makes me cum, over and over—” Phainon's face split into the widest, silliest grin, Yes! That's his Partner! All flustered over the right guy! And not over that thing that should not me named...
Finally no jealousy or worry this time, just pure, shy delight, his heart swelling with affection. He didn't need to delete anything this time...you'll come back on your own but just to be safe, he peeked at your phone later, spotting a stray Aventurine meme...One last purge, for good measure, Poof! Gone!
And the day unfolded with more gaming, your horny asides now aimed his way “Phainon's voice in the lines? Deep, rumbling..imagine it moaning while he eats you out, tongue flicking your hole , fingers curling inside till you gush!” and Phainon hid his blush behind one of his idle pose, thinking “I'd do that and more, Dawnlight. All for you..”
By evening, as you gushed to your friend about "that white-haired hunk stealing the spotlight" he knew he'd won! Petty victories leading to your undivided attention...His world felt brighter, fuller, like he'd finally gotten the belly rub he craved.
But wait, one more call the next day, and her voice lit up again. “Okay, but Phainon? He's got this nice-guy vibe that turns me on so bad. Picture him being all protective, scooping me up, then laying me out and fucking me missionary, deep, loving thrusts, his body covering mine, cum painting my insides while he kisses me senseless...”Phainon melted into a puddle of shy fluff, blue eyes soft. Loving thrusts? Kisses? Sign him up!
Days blurred into a routine of sabotage-light shenanigans: a nudged notification for his events, a "glitch" that hid Aventurine's banner. Each one silly, each one earning him more of your time
“Phainon's edits are popping off a lot in my fyp.. god, look at him fight...I'd fight for a chance to ride that dick, feel it pulse inside me, his arms holding me tight as we cum together and then—” Jealousy long gone, replaced by flustered giggles in his thoughts. Ride away, Dawnlight! He's all yours!
In quiet moments, Phainon reflected—charming as ever, nice to his core. You're the light in his digital dawn. Worth every petty trick and when you selected him for the big boss run, cheering his name? He shone brighter than any star!
Note: I'm sorry if this was bad I wrote it on the hospital bed with one hand (not for fun reasons sadly) I've been kind of sick since Tuesday so I'm going to write very slowly for a while, I was literally scared that my nurse would see any of this shit because she refused to leave my side 💔
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