Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part 2
Part 1
Jupiter: There are many ways I could choose to contemplate those with this placement but I think it'll broadly come from one root: a childhood having the influence of Zeus (or Jupiter as the Romans would call him). This may mean having a parent or guardian who had a Jupiterian disposition—jovial, a bit showy, magnanimous, unlimited dreams and big talks, maybe a boss at work, respected figure in society, maybe a leave-everything-to-me type of parent. Or a parent who dropped big money but didn't actually stay around much. This could make you either someone who imitates this Zeus like nature when grown, or you expect/attract/idealize these behaviors in others. You may have also grown up in a big family and may continue to surround yourself with a big "group" of all sorts of people (even if you don't all get along 😅). Another possible influence of Zeus could be having a narcissistic parent; one who seemed absorbed in their own gratification over caring about your needs/wants. A parent may have an inflated ego and depending on its aspect to other planets, may even act challenged or disturbed by your achievements. Religious beliefs may have also been key in your upbringing and you either carry this steadfastly into your adulthood, or begin to seek a deeper meaning to broaden your understanding of the world.
Saturn: Saturn is associated with wait, hard work yielding efforts and a withholding before release. You may have had an emotionally stifled childhood environment where you didn't feel emotionally safe. Some part of you had to harden to get through childhood or you were taught in some way that austerity was the better way of living. The depth of your emotions may have frozen over now in your adulthood, and people may complain about not being able to get through to you at all. You may play at not caring and being comfortable like this in life, but a part of you definitely yearns to be seen and for some emotional weight of yours to be held.
Uranus: I imagine one with this placement would have a particularly life changing experience that stands out from their childhood. It doesn't necessarily have to be bad, but it could be. It could've been a sudden relocation, or parents' divorcing. or a change in school that also shifted the direction of your life. Children may also give you some apprehension. You may see them as big changes so either you are afraid of what they bring, or you prepare a lot towards having them or being around them. As with all placements, but especially generational planets like Uranus, aspects would play a huge hand in determining what area of your psyche that experienced and was affected by any childhood experience. This planet could also be 'inherited' in a way from a parent, and you may even notice an eccentric streak in them. You may grow up also thinking quite outside the box most times.
Neptune: Memories of your early life experiences may be hazy, confusing or may lack a clear story in your head. So you may avoid talking about it, or avoid bringing up children or engaging in any childhood discussions. A parent might have been hard to emotionally figure out for you or acted moody in some way, so you may have become extra sensitive to moods and 'energy shifts' because not being able to read the room in some way or implicitly understand their emotions could've gotten you in trouble or made you feel unsafe. You are now a sensitive individual, which helps you navigate emotional tension and your presence may be soothing for the people you care about. Otherwise, you may overthink things when emotions get high and may fill up situations with your own delusions (either to deceive yourself that things are fine, or to spiral into worse case scenarios). Depressing effects aside, you could have also picked up something artistic from your childhood life. Either by influence or inspiration.
Pluto: Your childhood taught you to be guarded with your emotions and anything that has emotional value to your self. Childhood may have negative or uncomfortable connotations for you, so you either don't talk about it or you make a dark humor of it. You may also be unsettled around childlike things. Up until your adult life, you probably hold your truths close to your chest as you were either taught to or treated badly when you didn't. Entering into any kind of relationship where there seem to be underlying power struggles is also common. You may find yourself struggling to ease off any control you may not have over a situation or may get involved with people exploiting a perceived weakness of yours and dangling your independence over you. If you have children it could also be hard for you to let them show agency over their lives, or in a weirder fashion, they might even have undue control over you! On a positive note time tends to shape something profound into your life, as it is wont to do with most longer-orbiting planets. You could also be good at understanding children deeply, or at least, the deeper patterns of someone's upbringing.
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Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part 2
Part 1
Jupiter: There are many ways I could choose to contemplate those with this placement but I think it'll broadly come from one root: a childhood having the influence of Zeus (or Jupiter as the Romans would call him). This may mean having a parent or guardian who had a Jupiterian disposition—jovial, a bit showy, magnanimous, unlimited dreams and big talks, maybe a boss at work, respected figure in society, maybe a leave-everything-to-me type of parent. Or a parent who dropped big money but didn't actually stay around much. This could make you either someone who imitates this Zeus like nature when grown, or you expect/attract/idealize these behaviors in others. You may have also grown up in a big family and may continue to surround yourself with a big "group" of all sorts of people (even if you don't all get along 😅). Another possible influence of Zeus could be having a narcissistic parent; one who seemed absorbed in their own gratification over caring about your needs/wants. A parent may have an inflated ego and depending on its aspect to other planets, may even act challenged or disturbed by your achievements. Religious beliefs may have also been key in your upbringing and you either carry this steadfastly into your adulthood, or begin to seek a deeper meaning to broaden your understanding of the world.
Saturn: Saturn is associated with wait, hard work yielding efforts and a withholding before release. You may have had an emotionally stifled childhood environment where you didn't feel emotionally safe. Some part of you had to harden to get through childhood or you were taught in some way that austerity was the better way of living. The depth of your emotions may have frozen over now in your adulthood, and people may complain about not being able to get through to you at all. You may play at not caring and being comfortable like this in life, but a part of you definitely yearns to be seen and for some emotional weight of yours to be held.
Uranus: I imagine one with this placement would have a particularly life changing experience that stands out from their childhood. It doesn't necessarily have to be bad, but it could be. It could've been a sudden relocation, or parents' divorcing. or a change in school that also shifted the direction of your life. Children may also give you some apprehension. You may see them as big changes so either you are afraid of what they bring, or you prepare a lot towards having them or being around them. As with all placements, but especially generational planets like Uranus, aspects would play a huge hand in determining what area of your psyche that experienced and was affected by any childhood experience. This planet could also be 'inherited' in a way from a parent, and you may even notice an eccentric streak in them. You may grow up also thinking quite outside the box most times.
Neptune: Memories of your early life experiences may be hazy, confusing or may lack a clear story in your head. So you may avoid talking about it, or avoid bringing up children or engaging in any childhood discussions. A parent might have been hard to emotionally figure out for you or acted moody in some way, so you may have become extra sensitive to moods and 'energy shifts' because not being able to read the room in some way or implicitly understand their emotions could've gotten you in trouble or made you feel unsafe. You are now a sensitive individual, which helps you navigate emotional tension and your presence may be soothing for the people you care about. Otherwise, you may overthink things when emotions get high and may fill up situations with your own delusions (either to deceive yourself that things are fine, or to spiral into worse case scenarios). Depressing effects aside, you could have also picked up something artistic from your childhood life. Either by influence or inspiration.
Pluto: Your childhood taught you to be guarded with your emotions and anything that has emotional value to your self. Childhood may have negative or uncomfortable connotations for you, so you either don't talk about it or you make a dark humor of it. You may also be unsettled around childlike things. Up until your adult life, you probably hold your truths close to your chest as you were either taught to or treated badly when you didn't. Entering into any kind of relationship where there seem to be underlying power struggles is also common. You may find yourself struggling to ease off any control you may not have over a situation or may get involved with people exploiting a perceived weakness of yours and dangling your independence over you. If you have children it could also be hard for you to let them show agency over their lives, or in a weirder fashion, they might even have undue control over you! On a positive note time tends to shape something profound into your life, as it is wont to do with most longer-orbiting planets. You could also be good at understanding children deeply, or at least, the deeper patterns of someone's upbringing.
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Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part 2
Part 1
Jupiter: There are many ways I could choose to contemplate those with this placement but I think it'll broadly come from one root: a childhood having the influence of Zeus (or Jupiter as the Romans would call him). This may mean having a parent or guardian who had a Jupiterian disposition—jovial, a bit showy, magnanimous, unlimited dreams and big talks, maybe a boss at work, respected figure in society, maybe a leave-everything-to-me type of parent. Or a parent who dropped big money but didn't actually stay around much. This could make you either someone who imitates this Zeus like nature when grown, or you expect/attract/idealize these behaviors in others. You may have also grown up in a big family and may continue to surround yourself with a big "group" of all sorts of people (even if you don't all get along 😅). Another possible influence of Zeus could be having a narcissistic parent; one who seemed absorbed in their own gratification over caring about your needs/wants. A parent may have an inflated ego and depending on its aspect to other planets, may even act challenged or disturbed by your achievements. Religious beliefs may have also been key in your upbringing and you either carry this steadfastly into your adulthood, or begin to seek a deeper meaning to broaden your understanding of the world.
Saturn: Saturn is associated with wait, hard work yielding efforts and a withholding before release. You may have had an emotionally stifled childhood environment where you didn't feel emotionally safe. Some part of you had to harden to get through childhood or you were taught in some way that austerity was the better way of living. The depth of your emotions may have frozen over now in your adulthood, and people may complain about not being able to get through to you at all. You may play at not caring and being comfortable like this in life, but a part of you definitely yearns to be seen and for some emotional weight of yours to be held.
Uranus: I imagine one with this placement would have a particularly life changing experience that stands out from their childhood. It doesn't necessarily have to be bad, but it could be. It could've been a sudden relocation, or parents' divorcing. or a change in school that also shifted the direction of your life. Children may also give you some apprehension. You may see them as big changes so either you are afraid of what they bring, or you prepare a lot towards having them or being around them. As with all placements, but especially generational planets like Uranus, aspects would play a huge hand in determining what area of your psyche that experienced and was affected by any childhood experience. This planet could also be 'inherited' in a way from a parent, and you may even notice an eccentric streak in them. You may grow up also thinking quite outside the box most times.
Neptune: Memories of your early life experiences may be hazy, confusing or may lack a clear story in your head. So you may avoid talking about it, or avoid bringing up children or engaging in any childhood discussions. A parent might have been hard to emotionally figure out for you or acted moody in some way, so you may have become extra sensitive to moods and 'energy shifts' because not being able to read the room in some way or implicitly understand their emotions could've gotten you in trouble or made you feel unsafe. You are now a sensitive individual, which helps you navigate emotional tension and your presence may be soothing for the people you care about. Otherwise, you may overthink things when emotions get high and may fill up situations with your own delusions (either to deceive yourself that things are fine, or to spiral into worse case scenarios). Depressing effects aside, you could have also picked up something artistic from your childhood life. Either by influence or inspiration.
Pluto: Your childhood taught you to be guarded with your emotions and anything that has emotional value to your self. Childhood may have negative or uncomfortable connotations for you, so you either don't talk about it or you make a dark humor of it. You may also be unsettled around childlike things. Up until your adult life, you probably hold your truths close to your chest as you were either taught to or treated badly when you didn't. Entering into any kind of relationship where there seem to be underlying power struggles is also common. You may find yourself struggling to ease off any control you may not have over a situation or may get involved with people exploiting a perceived weakness of yours and dangling your independence over you. If you have children it could also be hard for you to let them show agency over their lives, or in a weirder fashion, they might even have undue control over you! On a positive note time tends to shape something profound into your life, as it is wont to do with most longer-orbiting planets. You could also be good at understanding children deeply, or at least, the deeper patterns of someone's upbringing.
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Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part I
The sun: you may have received considerable attention during your childhood, or been around people who drew attention. I'm picturing a possibly lively household, where even little accomplishments were treated as milestones (picture family celebrating you losing a tooth). You may view your childhood as the most dynamic or important part of your life. Your "childhood" or "childishness" could have seemed to be protected by others around you and much importance is given to the life you were exposed to early on. Subsequently, I can picture an adult who seems to maintain their 'whimsy' or 'youthfulness'. One who may seem childish or even a little naive to others.
The moon: Similar to the Sun, there is a feeling of utmost safety and importance concerning your childhood/early life. At home, you may have been surrounded by 'homebodies' or people who were more reserved so you may also feel used to staying where you feel safe and sure. If negative aspects are made, you may have witnessed a lot of mood swings around people in your childhood or the home may have been dependent on the unpredictable moods of someone. It makes a person feel unsafe with emotional support once grown up. You may perpetually find yourself not letting go of your defences easily and waiting for the other metaphorical shoe to drop in relationships.
Mercury: A lot of random changes may have been present (not necessarily emotional changes, as is more likely with the moon). Constant changes of location, of school, a parent who worked far from home or who you never really knew when they were going to show up. You may be used to taking care of yourself, making your own decisions and embracing fleeting but fun experiences in your adulthood and probably would not be fond of people who try to box you in, or create unwanted structures in your lifestyle.
Venus: The topic of beauty or keeping up appearances may have been a common one in your early environment. This could, as all placements, manifest in a number of ways. It may have been vain, and harmful comparisons may have constantly been made between you and others to judge the way you look. Or people around you scolded or disdained you for not holding yourself "presentable" or "desirable". This placement could also have just made you someone who appreciates aesthetics and pleasing things. You may have grown up on the finer things in life, enjoying good food, good clothes, good perfume maybe? The grown up you would still have high standards in your material life, especially in relationships. And you would probably have a hard time compromising physical or even romantic ideals.
Mars: There may have been quite some high energy and maybe tension—of course that depends on sign and aspects. In a more obvious interpretation you may have seen violence growing up or been used to explosive reactions (not necessarily physical). This placement could also just mean there was a great deal of defensiveness and protectiveness around your home life, maybe by figures older than you and you ended up adapting that attitude. Your family may have been very physical with you, like playing sports or giving physical affection as well. They may have also been direct and encouraged you to be as well.
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Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part 2
Part 1
Jupiter: There are many ways I could choose to contemplate those with this placement but I think it'll broadly come from one root: a childhood having the influence of Zeus (or Jupiter as the Romans would call him). This may mean having a parent or guardian who had a Jupiterian disposition—jovial, a bit showy, magnanimous, unlimited dreams and big talks, maybe a boss at work, respected figure in society, maybe a leave-everything-to-me type of parent. Or a parent who dropped big money but didn't actually stay around much. This could make you either someone who imitates this Zeus like nature when grown, or you expect/attract/idealize these behaviors in others. You may have also grown up in a big family and may continue to surround yourself with a big "group" of all sorts of people (even if you don't all get along 😅). Another possible influence of Zeus could be having a narcissistic parent; one who seemed absorbed in their own gratification over caring about your needs/wants. A parent may have an inflated ego and depending on its aspect to other planets, may even act challenged or disturbed by your achievements. Religious beliefs may have also been key in your upbringing and you either carry this steadfastly into your adulthood, or begin to seek a deeper meaning to broaden your understanding of the world.
Saturn: Saturn is associated with wait, hard work yielding efforts and a withholding before release. You may have had an emotionally stifled childhood environment where you didn't feel emotionally safe. Some part of you had to harden to get through childhood or you were taught in some way that austerity was the better way of living. The depth of your emotions may have frozen over now in your adulthood, and people may complain about not being able to get through to you at all. You may play at not caring and being comfortable like this in life, but a part of you definitely yearns to be seen and for some emotional weight of yours to be held.
Uranus: I imagine one with this placement would have a particularly life changing experience that stands out from their childhood. It doesn't necessarily have to be bad, but it could be. It could've been a sudden relocation, or parents' divorcing. or a change in school that also shifted the direction of your life. Children may also give you some apprehension. You may see them as big changes so either you are afraid of what they bring, or you prepare a lot towards having them or being around them. As with all placements, but especially generational planets like Uranus, aspects would play a huge hand in determining what area of your psyche that experienced and was affected by any childhood experience. This planet could also be 'inherited' in a way from a parent, and you may even notice an eccentric streak in them. You may grow up also thinking quite outside the box most times.
Neptune: Memories of your early life experiences may be hazy, confusing or may lack a clear story in your head. So you may avoid talking about it, or avoid bringing up children or engaging in any childhood discussions. A parent might have been hard to emotionally figure out for you or acted moody in some way, so you may have become extra sensitive to moods and 'energy shifts' because not being able to read the room in some way or implicitly understand their emotions could've gotten you in trouble or made you feel unsafe. You are now a sensitive individual, which helps you navigate emotional tension and your presence may be soothing for the people you care about. Otherwise, you may overthink things when emotions get high and may fill up situations with your own delusions (either to deceive yourself that things are fine, or to spiral into worse case scenarios). Depressing effects aside, you could have also picked up something artistic from your childhood life. Either by influence or inspiration.
Pluto: Your childhood taught you to be guarded with your emotions and anything that has emotional value to your self. Childhood may have negative or uncomfortable connotations for you, so you either don't talk about it or you make a dark humor of it. You may also be unsettled around childlike things. Up until your adult life, you probably hold your truths close to your chest as you were either taught to or treated badly when you didn't. Entering into any kind of relationship where there seem to be underlying power struggles is also common. You may find yourself struggling to ease off any control you may not have over a situation or may get involved with people exploiting a perceived weakness of yours and dangling your independence over you. If you have children it could also be hard for you to let them show agency over their lives, or in a weirder fashion, they might even have undue control over you! On a positive note time tends to shape something profound into your life, as it is wont to do with most longer-orbiting planets. You could also be good at understanding children deeply, or at least, the deeper patterns of someone's upbringing.
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Me: I don't know. I didn't know. I wanted to find out.
Wound: well, this is what happens. You hurt and my work is done a little less.
Me: what work? Bleeding?
Wound: no, not-bleeding. You seem to misunderstand. I am not the violence. The violence is no longer in the body. My job is to be a wound - so that you won't bleed out on me - and then a scar, so that you can go on with your doing. I am not smooth skin, sure, but I am not the violence.
Me, suspicious: but you come from the violence. I remember. Perhaps if I dig in a little I will find the thing, the secret thing to pull out to heal all at once and to not even have the memory of violence, which is what you are.
Wound: what you'll find inside is just tired old flesh. There is nothing here but you. Even I is you. That's why you are the one hurt when you pick at my scabs. I am not telling you anything you do not know.
Me: but the knowing doesn't help.
Wound: yes.
Me: I am still unhappy with having a wound as opposed to not having a wound, even though I know that isn't the choice in front of me.
Wound: yes. You will just have to wait.
Me: for you to heal?
Wound: maybe, if I am a wound that heals all the way. I do not know. Perhaps you have to wait for my work to be as done as it gets and for the itch to stop. The itch, at the very least, will subside with time.
Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part I
The sun: you may have received considerable attention during your childhood, or been around people who drew attention. I'm picturing a possibly lively household, where even little accomplishments were treated as milestones (picture family celebrating you losing a tooth). You may view your childhood as the most dynamic or important part of your life. Your "childhood" or "childishness" could have seemed to be protected by others around you and much importance is given to the life you were exposed to early on. Subsequently, I can picture an adult who seems to maintain their 'whimsy' or 'youthfulness'. One who may seem childish or even a little naive to others.
The moon: Similar to the Sun, there is a feeling of utmost safety and importance concerning your childhood/early life. At home, you may have been surrounded by 'homebodies' or people who were more reserved so you may also feel used to staying where you feel safe and sure. If negative aspects are made, you may have witnessed a lot of mood swings around people in your childhood or the home may have been dependent on the unpredictable moods of someone. It makes a person feel unsafe with emotional support once grown up. You may perpetually find yourself not letting go of your defences easily and waiting for the other metaphorical shoe to drop in relationships.
Mercury: A lot of random changes may have been present (not necessarily emotional changes, as is more likely with the moon). Constant changes of location, of school, a parent who worked far from home or who you never really knew when they were going to show up. You may be used to taking care of yourself, making your own decisions and embracing fleeting but fun experiences in your adulthood and probably would not be fond of people who try to box you in, or create unwanted structures in your lifestyle.
Venus: The topic of beauty or keeping up appearances may have been a common one in your early environment. This could, as all placements, manifest in a number of ways. It may have been vain, and harmful comparisons may have constantly been made between you and others to judge the way you look. Or people around you scolded or disdained you for not holding yourself "presentable" or "desirable". This placement could also have just made you someone who appreciates aesthetics and pleasing things. You may have grown up on the finer things in life, enjoying good food, good clothes, good perfume maybe? The grown up you would still have high standards in your material life, especially in relationships. And you would probably have a hard time compromising physical or even romantic ideals.
Mars: There may have been quite some high energy and maybe tension—of course that depends on sign and aspects. In a more obvious interpretation you may have seen violence growing up or been used to explosive reactions (not necessarily physical). This placement could also just mean there was a great deal of defensiveness and protectiveness around your home life, maybe by figures older than you and you ended up adapting that attitude. Your family may have been very physical with you, like playing sports or giving physical affection as well. They may have also been direct and encouraged you to be as well.
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Planets in the 4th house and influences from your early life environment 🐣🧬 Part I
The sun: you may have received considerable attention during your childhood, or been around people who drew attention. I'm picturing a possibly lively household, where even little accomplishments were treated as milestones (picture family celebrating you losing a tooth). You may view your childhood as the most dynamic or important part of your life. Your "childhood" or "childishness" could have seemed to be protected by others around you and much importance is given to the life you were exposed to early on. Subsequently, I can picture an adult who seems to maintain their 'whimsy' or 'youthfulness'. One who may seem childish or even a little naive to others.
The moon: Similar to the Sun, there is a feeling of utmost safety and importance concerning your childhood/early life. At home, you may have been surrounded by 'homebodies' or people who were more reserved so you may also feel used to staying where you feel safe and sure. If negative aspects are made, you may have witnessed a lot of mood swings around people in your childhood or the home may have been dependent on the unpredictable moods of someone. It makes a person feel unsafe with emotional support once grown up. You may perpetually find yourself not letting go of your defences easily and waiting for the other metaphorical shoe to drop in relationships.
Mercury: A lot of random changes may have been present (not necessarily emotional changes, as is more likely with the moon). Constant changes of location, of school, a parent who worked far from home or who you never really knew when they were going to show up. You may be used to taking care of yourself, making your own decisions and embracing fleeting but fun experiences in your adulthood and probably would not be fond of people who try to box you in, or create unwanted structures in your lifestyle.
Venus: The topic of beauty or keeping up appearances may have been a common one in your early environment. This could, as all placements, manifest in a number of ways. It may have been vain, and harmful comparisons may have constantly been made between you and others to judge the way you look. Or people around you scolded or disdained you for not holding yourself "presentable" or "desirable". This placement could also have just made you someone who appreciates aesthetics and pleasing things. You may have grown up on the finer things in life, enjoying good food, good clothes, good perfume maybe? The grown up you would still have high standards in your material life, especially in relationships. And you would probably have a hard time compromising physical or even romantic ideals.
Mars: There may have been quite some high energy and maybe tension—of course that depends on sign and aspects. In a more obvious interpretation you may have seen violence growing up or been used to explosive reactions (not necessarily physical). This placement could also just mean there was a great deal of defensiveness and protectiveness around your home life, maybe by figures older than you and you ended up adapting that attitude. Your family may have been very physical with you, like playing sports or giving physical affection as well. They may have also been direct and encouraged you to be as well.
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at some point in your life you will be boiling fruit, water, sugar, and lemon juice in a pot to make a syrup or jam. the instructions will tell you to simmer for a certain amt of time. your timer will go off and you will look at the pot and go, "hm, this doesn't look thick enough. maybe i'll let it go for another 10 minutes." this is the devil speaking. it's only so liquid right now because it is at boiling point. it will thicken when it cools down. learn from the follies of my youth and do not let this happen to you
at some point in your life you will be making a sauce or a stew in which you need to add cornstarch to thicken it. and you will prepare a slurry of starch in cold water and think "this looks like way too little starch to thicken this amount of liquid." this is the devil speaking. cornstarch instantly polymerizes at 95°C and if you add too much it will turn into an impossibly thick goop.
at some point in your life you will be making some sort of cream based dessert that requires gelatin to thicken it. and you will soak some gelatin sheets in water and think "this is too few gelatin sheets for this amount of cream." this is the devil speaking. it will thicken in the fridge and if you add too much you will end up with milk jelly
at some point in your life you will be baking cookies. you will take the sheet out after twelve minutes as the recipe instructs and the cookies will still be glistening and soft. "these don't seem cooked enough," you will think to yourself, "i should place them back into the oven until their edges are nice and golden." this is the devil talking. this is how you get dry, overdone cookies. the cookies will continue to bake on the warm sheet for several more minutes and then harden up after sitting on a rack for a while. trust the process. trust the process.
at some point in your life you will be adding a small pasta to a soup and you will think "that is not enough small pasta." this is the devil talking. the pasta will absorb the stock and expand. this is how you end up with a soup that is a solid mass of soggy ditalini.
At some point in your life you will be adding garlic to a dish and you will think "that is not enough garlic." These are angels speaking. They are correct. Add more garlic.
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A very mini set of Astrology Observations for the end of the year 💕
🎀 ✴ Your moon being the same as someone else's sun sign will give you an "inexplicable" sense of closeness and safety with them. As if no matter how far apart you guys are or no matter what they say you'll always feel safe with them. They're like a habit. Comfortable, warm, reassuring. Like they've always been here. Or were always meant to be ❤️
🎀 ✴ Mercury in Pisces I love how despite people finding your words to be all over the place or incomprehensible, you actually have a very detailed memory of things no one else easily recalls. You could tell vivid stories of events from 10 years ago and I'll probably believe you 80%. The remaining 20% is mostly because I'm just a skeptic like that 😃
🎀 ✴ Having a lot of planets in your 3rd house can indicate a lot of siblings or you being very sibling/family oriented, especially in the earlier stages of your life. You may or may not be less family oriented as you grow into adulthood.
🎀 ✴ Pluto in the 3rd house people. Please give me some of the boldness you have to be blunt in situations where people expect you to lay low or be agreeable. Just keep saying whatever you want ><
🎀 ✴ Dear Neptunes in the 1st house, you can be whatever you want to be to get yourself in or out of any position. Only remember to have the mental fortitude to not get lost in any role you perform at any time.
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We all have emotions. Some of us just have an easier time dealing with them than others… I’m talking to you, Aquarius.
So what happens when your Moon sign is confronted with its own wave of emotional chaos?
Let’s find out.
Aries Moon
Your impulsivity is intense. The way you go from 0 to 100 is honestly a bit scary, even to yourself. You lose your shit quickly, loudly, physically. It doesn’t stay internal, it comes out. Aries rules the first house, the body, so your emotions need a physical outlet. Sex, fighting, working out, whatever it is, it has to move through you or it will consume you.
This can be a dangerous Moon when unhealed. Especially in the 12th house, you might turn that anger inward without even realizing it. Self sabotage, self destruction, pushing yourself too far. You don’t always see that you’re the one hurting you.
You need to release it before it turns on you. Go run. Go move. Don’t let it sit.
Taurus Moon
You don’t react right away. You absorb. You tolerate more than you should because you hate disruption, instability, and losing control. You stay calm on the surface, even when something in you is already starting to crack, waiting for the moment it all feels like too much. You lose interest when you realize you’re not building in the same direction as the other.
People mistake your patience for permission. They keep pushing because you don’t react, but you are reacting, slowly, quietly, storing it in your body. Over time it builds into something solid, something unmovable.
And when you finally decide to move on, you make sure you have seen enough. Enough to not question it, enough to not go back, enough to not look behind you.
By the time it comes out, it’s not emotional anymore. It’s decided. You leave without looking back, like whatever you built all this time never even mattered.
Gemini Moon
Your emotions don’t stay in one place long enough to fully land. The second something feels too heavy, your mind jumps in, analyzing, rationalizing, talking, joking, anything to keep it from settling.
You feel things, but you don’t always stay in them. You split between feeling and explaining, constantly shifting between the two. Sometimes you don’t even know which one is real anymore.
You can talk about your emotions endlessly without actually touching them. That distance keeps you safe, but it also keeps you disconnected.
It’s not that you don’t care. Everything just moves too fast inside your head for anything to fully settle.
Cancer Moon
It always feels like too much. Even when you don’t show it, it runs deeper than anyone realizes. People don’t understand that their present actions reopen past wounds. For you, it’s never just about now, it’s layered, emotional memory stacking on top of itself.
There’s a quiet hopelessness that creeps in. A feeling that no one really gets it, no one listens the way you listen, shows up the way you show up.
You give without hesitation, you feel without limits, and that creates an imbalance that slowly drains you.
It’s not just the pain, it’s the realization that you are not being held the same way you hold others.
Leo Moon
You feel things deeply, but your pride is tied into it. You don’t just want to be loved, you want to be chosen, appreciated, recognized. When that doesn’t happen, it hits something personal, something tied directly to your sense of worth.
You try to play it off, keep your dignity, act like it doesn’t bother you. But it does, more than you’ll admit, more than you want anyone to see.
You give a lot of yourself, your warmth, your attention, your presence, and you expect that to be valued. When it isn’t, it feels like rejection.
Because it’s not just about the situation, it’s about what it says about your place in someone’s life.
Virgo Moon
You don’t let yourself fall apart, you analyze instead. You try to understand what went wrong, how it happened, what you could have done differently. And somehow, it always comes back to you.
You carry this quiet pressure to get it right, to fix things, to not be too much. So you manage your emotions instead of expressing them, turning them into something practical, something you can control.
They don’t disappear. They turn into tension, overthinking, and constant low level anxiety. You start doing more to make up for your discomfort, avoiding the real issue.
Suddenly nothing is right, you start nitpicking, fixing, complaining. That’s when you know it’s time, when you don’t feel like helping them anymore.
Libra Moon
You avoid conflict at all costs. You smooth things over, keep the peace, say what needs to be said to maintain balance, even if it means ignoring what you actually feel.
You prioritize harmony so much that you slowly start abandoning yourself in the process. It feels easier to adjust than to disrupt.
But it builds under the surface. You start to feel unseen, unheard, but you don’t say anything right away.
By the time you do speak, you’ve been holding it in for a long time, having reenacted the argument over and over in your head, planning what you will say in advance, but it never comes out like it was supposed to right ? Cause you were not meant to hold theses feelings in, in the first place.
Scorpio Moon
You feel everything intensely, but you don’t show it. You keep it contained, controlled, hidden, not because it’s not there, but because it’s too much. You may have been told you were too much, so you learned early on to silence your intensity.
But nothing actually disappears. You go deep with your emotions, sitting with them, analyzing them, replaying them until they become part of you. Every hurt stays, every betrayal adds another layer.
You don’t react often. But when you do, it’s deliberate, it’s cold and it cuts. You know exactly what to say to destroy them, because people have tried to do it to you countless times.
When it finally comes out, it’s overwhelming, consuming. And once it’s over, there is no going back. They’re dead to you.
Sagittarius Moon
You don’t like sitting in heavy emotions. When things get too intense, you instinctively move away, physically, mentally, or both. Staying in it feels suffocating.
You tell yourself it’s not that deep, laugh it off, distract yourself, shift focus. Anything to avoid feeling stuck in something you can’t control.
You convince yourself there are better things to focus on, learning, discovering, moving forward. But avoidance doesn’t erase anything.
The feeling stays. It comes back in quiet moments, like a wave of melancholy that follows you, reminding you that you never really dealt with it.
Capricorn Moon
You don’t trust emotions easily. You see them as something to control, manage, contain. You handle things, move forward, keep functioning, because you feel like you don’t have time to fall apart.
You were not taught how to feel, so when emotions come up, you acknowledge them, but you don’t know what to do with them. They just sit there, unprocessed.
You carry everything alone. Responsibility, pressure, expectations. And over time, it hardens, turning into something heavy you can’t put down.
Eventually it catches up to you. Your body feels it, your mind feels it. And the structure you relied on starts to crack.
Aquarius Moon
You detach before things get too intense. It’s automatic. You step back from your emotions and observe them instead of fully feeling them. It feels safer that way.
You keep an emotional distance from the world, almost afraid that if you let yourself react fully, you might lose your faith in it. So you stay slightly removed.
You understand what’s happening, but you don’t always connect to it in the moment. Reality takes time to settle in.
You process later, alone, when no one’s watching, trying to convince yourself that what you feel isn’t real.
Pisces Moon
You don’t just feel your emotions, you absorb everything around you. Other people’s feelings, the atmosphere, the unspoken tension. It all blends together so much that you cannot always tell where you end and others begin.
Feeling this much starts to feel like a curse. There is no off switch, no clear boundary between you and the world around you.
You give too much, feel too much, carry too much. And eventually, it becomes overwhelming in a way you cannot even fully explain.
It is not one thing, it is everything at once, almost like you are drowning in your own sorrow.
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Heyy!! 🖤 What do you think of his sun and Venus opposite my chiron?
Hiii 👋
I think your presence might give him a lot of confidence and make him feel desired. He may feel confident to express his desires with you as well.
There is a healing quality in Chiron— it's also a want to heal and to be healed.
You may feel inspired to take care of him and genuinely enjoy when your presence brings out his true personality
Occasionally though, he may feel challenged or conflicted by you. He may struggle with expressing himself in a "flattering" or "pleasing" way towards you despite internally wanting to get closer to you.
Overall, his love language and personality will come across as charming to you and he may even teach you or help you get better at certain things. However the relationship risks disillusionment, or feeling stifled or feeling like duty instead of romantic or sweet (assuming this a romantic relationship you are asking about. If not just ignore that ><)
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