Slaying Emotion:

There’s 4 ; Soon be knocking at your door since I can take more, fortified with <3 in galore . (E)conomy (E)mpathy remove (ST)igma (L)egally, what made this WHOLE country, plain to see, I’m walking over surfaces wibbly-wobbly concrete, not abstract beats to me ❄️A floe kNOWing people dying daily SO DO what you’re PA$D to DO or give it to someone’s who’s #justBEtter than you. #knowledge #desire #compassiON Do what you “said” you would “do!” otherwise risk being out of fashion. Protect #people & #kids by calling out #liars #fakes & #phonies. They are all #recorded so what’s the issue? Don’t let them wriggle away from their #baloney

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the “word” stupid is constant. 

then I realized it was the daily convo to tell my students that they’re not stUpid nor dUmb, but it’s an avalanche of self-hate that’s already been decided for them. In childhood.

“they” get the word stupid back

I researched the worst only guided by--ick--his words trying to painT this picture that I simply did not get. I’m more into actiON potential & good feels fo’ realz, not for shOW. How to end trauma? Everyone has to face their darkest hurts & mine was at the hands of women. Really superficial, insanely greedy & dominating women who were insecure, unstable & dependent on (a) food (b) alcohol & (c) validation from others.

S T F U

connecting digital worlds to my name. Finally.

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What defines success & force & coercion & independence!?!

The difference is between those who “need to be taken care of” & those who “are trying to be taken care of” since the ptsd memories that exist are related to a sacred place & only one person had to know, it was their choice to USE what no one had to know.

The difference between those with money & can always produce an income, or budget according to need is what separates those who MUST & those who NEVER have to get on their knees.

The conversation was “there are so many pretty girls in porn, it’s unbelievable...” & “I would never pay for sex since that’s a line I wouldn’t cross...” and the only reaction I had was, “are you fucking serious?!?”

The difference between men & woman is biology & societal expectations. Embrace your genetics & say fuck off to what others think of you & that is how I l’ve lived trauma-free until 2015...

In 2015, the world opened up & showed me how THEY THINK, not just full-on rejection of thinking that’s completely judgmental, ignorant, self-serving bullshit to maintain the privilege of never having to “give a shit,” but just how someone could go...

Admitting, I NOW go to strip clubs & Oh! I met a _____, _____, _____.  Since this use of past conversations, the objective to SHAME happened over& over, how many times did “you” expect me to believe “you.” In the past, the only pronoun was “you” since in ptsd, you are talking back to these voices & comments the memories so real, it’s a film on replay.

Now, physically able to move my neck & hold my head, looking up for 3-5 seconds inducing my own back spasms, grateful, my mind has always questioned & asked why, this is the ONLY way. 

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If we can #SPEAK. Of course our president doesn’t respect individuals who were captured, like that’s weakness. Predators are GOOD AT WHAT THEY DO. It’s survival, every day...

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Focus on facts & true sources that know. Otherwise nothing really makes sense so must start someWHERE. Setting • Gothic • #theBesr because scary...

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That’s how you transform trauma • #one&done. The hope was that #ONE day people stop fighting & just allow everyone to become whomever & wherever they come from • so WH is gonna cover a lot • don’t have the space & I’m fine with that. One rule only, #DO you all throughout the day. Never stop, nor hesitate UNLESS there’s a reason for it, reLEARNED the word yesterday which tells me there’s NO shame in being reminded you’re American. It’s giving a [w]hole country a hip hip hooray! WH you wake up are you happy? Just means are there multiple safe spaces to play • everywhere you #GO. I like access. Gonna describe the process. Figure it out & then stop them. Ep 1 • use of fire on “the Wizard of Oz” & how to develop a fear really fast • workplace hazards • health & safety & real science & real research

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Tracking & Scanning are essential skills for SPEED • the fastest kids #WHO FINish first every time & aren’t a “problem”

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“I swear this one flower kept trying to talk to me...” “Well yea, they’re the chatty ones...”

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The power of story is...breathtaking “The human mind is capable of excitement without the application of gross and violent stimulants; and he must have a very faint perception of its beauty and dignity who does not know this.” William Wordsworth 1...

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This was the solution to violence!?! You can write letters so now DO I INCLUDE ALL THE LETTERS I DID WRITE!?! Local, state & federal and the “PARENTS” (well, just one really...) if she represents “the school” & their words are “differentiation” and “social-emotional” learning. OSHA & EEOC did their job but too late, so sorry, 2, 3 years go by & the next step, if willing & able to wait (why being FORCED TO THESE LAST YEARS had to mean something) is to keep pushing to the next level & the next... I’m fairly certain we know this...I mean we all played video games at some point, right!?

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Officially OVER since the 1st notebooks with awareness 🇬🇧 & why ENVIRONMENT IS EVERYTHING • now to prove it maintaining purpose (model what learning COULD BE!) & get back to me... Post physical assaults & violence & NOW all that mental bullSHHHit Gotta control what’s loudest... shhh, forming strategy, offense & mofo’ flo’ Flow, Floe, Flo’ & Fleau. The last one means “officially” over

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Identity Found : teacher Emotion : one&done : FINal curriculum What helped!? All the voices & excuses, the attempts at redefining WHO I AM by OPINION while able to avoid/ignore/forget or deny truth in the following evidence: • Work Performance Evaluation • being told “couldn’t teach this child...” • being told “...a report was created showing no social/emotional ability to manage..” • being asked “how can kids be scary?” • being TREATED like my eyes, my ears & what is happening in front of my face wasn’t happening & that led to ALL THE WAYS THEY DISCRIMINATE & LIE using paperwork, hiding behind a title of “whatever.” Teaching may be the only career that with age & veteran expertise and experience DOES NOT MAKE YOU BETTER AT THIS CRAFT, it makes you learn what you can get away with!

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In this world, things break down & what we need is to break up. New grOWth upwards.

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ARMY of Clouds! ye winged Hosts in troops Ascending from behind the motionless brow Of that tall rock, as from a hidden world, Oh whither with such eagerness of speed? What seek ye, or what shun ye? of the gale Companions, fear ye to be left behind, Or racing o'er your blue ethereal field Contend ye with each other? of the sea Children, thus post ye over vale and height To sink upon your's mother's lap--and rest? 10 Or were ye rightlier hailed, when first mine eyes Beheld in your impetuous march the likeness Of a wide army pressing on to meet Or overtake some unknown enemy?--

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How-To make a Lesson & ensure it’s the very last one!? The topic picks you. Thanks you fuCKers! Choose EDUCATION for EVERYONE not just some.

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The goal is to always enter & exit Centre-Ville without stress whether safety or traffic, easy “flow” makes city living easier. Flow defined • FIELD NOTES • Terrain The inability to have something readable since I’m stating what happened in the safest way possible for me, very carefully. CURR II • everything is full consciousness using 2-D to assist, truth is can’t keep paper notes in order, falling apart at tiniest spark so more reliability on stupid-ass-unforgiving-unexplainable technology. Like religion, whatever I’m told by geniuses, I must believe, so make sure they don’t contradict, they do (the way they are in life, interacting with people), doesn’t mean I wasn’t happy to return again on day 2. 3 days to be told nothing & have awkward situations by people who were literally gawking as they could not explain any of their policies. So this is a norm • why that attitude was shittiest. CURR I • so much consciousness, I remember your mannerisms, voice & face. Oh great!

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