[Reupload; The blogs will not be used for a certain time, maybe even be deleted.]
It is understandable, that most of you will be calling the sawn behaviours "insane" or "crazy" as this is rarely seen and difficult to comprehend. It is not needed to be seen in a different way, as these are mental illnesses, which should be communicated honestly. Throughout the latest time there was a desperate need to gain stability, which made it unable to keep the mind of what you consider as 'me' in balance, as the focus was lying more basic things, like the job and a flat. I truly apologise for every inappropriate behaviour and harm it had on people around. It is understood that this requires further consequences, it was felt that this needs to be written though, at least for today. We will see what tomorrow brings.
Sincerely,
x
(Not Alpha)
