the people's mentally ill squire

tumblr user azraeltism's personal sideblog

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welcome to my home.. spiders or any name you know us by. sie/hir. 18. i have troubles interacting with people but i am nice. my askbox and dms are generally open but response time may vary :) please send me images of spiders.

aspiring mortician with an affinity for dc comics, idv, blaseball, and all forms of theatre. ask me for musical recommendations. read sarah kane i beg you. i like other things too but let's be real you're following this blog for me not my interests.

autistic + system + generally unwell. let me know if i ever say anything wrong or confusing or if you have a problem with me that you need to discuss.

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i want to shed my skin and vomit and run away and hide i haaaate myself why do i go through this cycle of feelings every couple of months

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does anyone else want to tear off their skin

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my favorite one used to be ARE YOU GOING TO HEAVEN OR HELL but recently they changed it to like. ADDICTED TO PORN? or something like that

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Spider heaven, spider hell, either way you’ll be unwell

Spider morning, purgatory, sent them there for lack of glory

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maybe i should reread my oz books or something. i need silver age comics and fairy tales

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I HAVE TO STOP LETTING OCD CONTROL MY LIFE

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lady door in 2025 (1, 2, 3)

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does anyone else feel ontologically evil

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maybe i should remake maybe that would fix me and make me feel like less of an evil bad person i don't know. literally what am i saying man. i'm gonna rewatch dnp and read comics or something i don't even know man

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*boom sound effect*

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redeemed

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and other ways to describe their relationship // for anon

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can it be monday already i want a new hard launch episode to distract me from the horrors i'm going through

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OMG THEY UPLOADED A RANDOM VIDEO YESTERDAY AND NO ONE TOLD ME????

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doesanyone else feel like they're in constant agonizing pain all of the time and maybe just if you were someone else life might be easier but you're yourself and you fucking suck

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can it be monday already i want a new hard launch episode to distract me from the horrors i'm going through