finding whatever is left of heaven

sideblog for left (dio vlr fictive) from the no-entry system

[what-ever-is-left]

suppose i'll remake my pinned post.

i'm left - he/him or it/its - currently i'm 24

i'm a fictive of dio vlr and im very very verryyyy loud about it and actively refer to myself and the character as one in the same frequently so if you don't like that well. get out. lmao

likes + follows come from @8redphoenix8

go follow the other alters of the system too if you want @cruel-heathcliff and @soporil-nona

i really love insects, especially spiders - i tag both though so if you don't want to see those block [#bugs] and [#spiders] - i get that people don't really like them so that's just a warning for those people

[#whatever games are left] is where i write little reviews of games i play. i try to keep these about games i enjoy, though

[#kiss me son of god] is my talking tag and i yap a ton if that isn't obvious already

[#no entry from god] is the tag related to other alters in the system

enjoy your stay at whatever is left

[kokosnusslos]

careful now

[i0n4]

dissonance

[ultrabeast01symbiont]

a few textpost memes i never shared here

[piksiew]

bacteriography portrait of Five Pebbles I made from yeast , mold , acrylic paints and other stuff i found

[fivetrench]

*Whimpers*

[onenicebugperday]

This is the jumping spider Neobrettus tibialis photographed in Indonesia by wildsumatra on iNaturalist.

Dorsal view by the same photographer:

And from the side:

[herpsandbirds]

Mexican Red-rump Tarantula (Tliltocatl vagans), family Theraphosidae, Oaxaca, Mexico

photograph by gjpinat

[39mice]

Be your own animal.

[spiny-ant]

Oh, you like dogs? Even the ugly ones? That's weird.. I can't even look at dogs without feeling sick. I mean, of course I like dogs! I just want them as far away from me as possible. It's the dogs fault if it wanders into my house, of course I have to kill them. Dogs obviously know what houses are, it should know the house is mine. Hey did you see that video of the little machine someone made that rips dogs legs off? That's so funny haha. What? Don't be so sensitive! Killing dogs doesn't matter anyway, it's not like they're even real animals. They don't feel anything. I kill dogs all the time, I mean some of them deserve it! Some dogs are just evil. Honestly if I could make some dogs go extinct I would. Why should they be alive if they're so ugly and annoying? They don't even do anything. You really like dogs? There must be something wrong with you.

This post is about bugs.

[spiny-ant]

Oh my goddddd shut the fuck uppppp shut upppp you're annoyingggg *FART WITH REVERB*

[joebyo]

I'm going through a phase.

[nyanletnest]

yumping pider

[nyanletnest]

👆yumping pider

[gingerbugged]

Virtues Last Reward is definitely a game but the best part of it so far is when Clover gives you a 15 minute long exposition dump and then everyone immediately kills themselves

[leafeonb]

i have only one ending of this game left to play. 🏃

[spiny-ant]

I'm sorry so much of this blog is just posts about how much hatred bugs get but I can guarantee you so many bug blogs are just so tired of this all the time. It doesn't end. And honestly it's worth fighting for.

[herpsandbirds]

Malaysian Purple-Femur Tarantula (Coremiocnemis hoggi), family Theraphosidae, endemic to Malaysia

photograph by Pungky Nanda Pratama

[what-ever-is-left]

when another alter has a bad negative trigger but that trigger is one of your three interests

[what-ever-is-left]

not to have a dissociative disorder but i hate knowing we were feeling baseline "normal" and now that im here everyone obviously hates me and is plotting against me because of something (??????) and like half the things ive been seeing obviously arent real or im still sleeping or some shit i dont knowwwww. i forgot i was in a different state and a different house today. again. i forgot everyone in this house hates me for a different reason than im used to and those people look at me with a vitriol that i dont like. where was i going with this.