Sad, old and alone✨

30, depressed looser.

[poppyseedxoxo]

It's all fun and games until I kill myself.

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[whatevsq]

It is I 🖤

[worthless-mess]

"Are you ok?" I'm actually tired bro. From the bottom of my heart I'm tired

[yourgirlinpieces]

yeah alcohol is cool but have you ever been someone's first choice? me neither. pass the bottle.

[nofuckingideawho]

"why aren't you open with me?" *flashbacks to every time I've done that* idk man I guess that's just how I am

[obscurix]

i feel so left out. like everyone around me knows how to be a human and i don’t.

[whatevsq]

How do you start over when you’re 30 and lost everything?

[todostoast]

every year i reach new lows and wish i killed myself earlier

[ch4nn3l4st4tic]

[yourgirlinpieces]

i hate that kind of sadness where your chest physically hurts

[remanence-of-love]

[unfxded]

⠀

[whatevsq]

You think you can hurt me?

The person I was engaged to cheated on me, shared my nudes to strangers without me knowing, left me alone in heb to go masturbate in the bathroom with the girl she was cheating on me with, left me on my own and got pissed off because I was depressed after loosing our baby, ignored her family calling me the maid, the help, “the one she’s just fucking but all know she’s not keeping”, let her family steal my shit and use it to this day, ignore me while in pain, tell me she doesn’t hear me bc she blocks the sound of my voice, sabotage wedding plans, plans for a family, forget about my birthday then try to use my birthday money to get me a gift, just caring about me when she’s horny, tell me she hates my personality, my reactions, sext with people in front of me and tell me I’m crazy, lovebomb me and make me believe I’m wrong for feeling sad and lonely.

But yeah, you can actually hurt me because I’m a human being and I’m already broken.

[fahadaccount]

for your own sanity, always take mixed signals as a no

[whatevsq]

I know you’re going to cheat again.

I know you’re not gonna marry me.

I know you don’t really love me.

I know I have to let go.

[daddystinygirll]

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

[aloyhh]

Stop showing up for people who don’t show up for you.