What I Bleed

If I like it, I will blog it. If it applies to me, I will share it. If i support it, I will show it. and Whatever else i find that helps explain my mind.

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Anime gf and I

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First roll of the year.

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Deathwager cards by Martin Mottet

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Was having a rant to myself and thought to write it down and make use of the frustrations. If I have anything wildly wrong, please message me as I want to learn.

By My Understanding

there is not a way to truly understand or know the state of constant unwellness depression brings. We simply cannot comprehend the unwaning grasp of despair's fingers strewn around the mind. Though, we may experience a caress or even poked with a sudden death of a loved one, battling to calm after an unfinished fight, getting let-go when you felt at your peak. As we stop to breath and attempt process these moments, we chance to feel our body weaken from the boulder we are pushing. Our minds shift to franticly seek a source of relief. We panic to ease the sorrow, the rage, the neurosis. In this moment our mind worsens. Despair has but touched the forefront of the mind and festered. This wound in our consciousness fills with the darkest horrors of our unconscious. This all happens in that moment which halts our reality. In the moment minutes last for hours last for days which become eternal.

In that eternity, we begin to reason on how we come to terms with our new reality. Then we heal, just as that moment allows time to pass. That is when our understanding of depression stops. Our eternal had become finite and that moment had come to pass along with the nightmare brought by despair's brush.

Though some are misfortuned enough to not be touched or poked but grappled and pinned. One is held against all will to aimlessly wander in the new reality. The ability to reason in the moment was not developed and the time to do so faded as the horrors danced. The eternal continued as that moment allowed time to pass as it must. Once time began to tick again, the mind was forced to reason which muddled reality with the infected consciousness.

This is depression by my understanding. An inescapable illness caused by who really knows what.

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Old ones and new ones

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1st ever D&D character https://www.instagram.com/p/B2ztyooAHOR/?igshid=17xq22gohj4ov

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My 1st ever D&D character! https://www.instagram.com/p/B2ztWXbgvPL/?igshid=azlwb9xe0ce3

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Clexa + holding hands (requested by anonymous)

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NO NO NO BUT LISTEN

in the first gif, if you look closely, Clarke’s touching Lexa’s boob, and then Lexa PULLS HER HAND AWAY SO THEY CAN HOLD HANDS OH MY GOD

LEXA WHAT KIND OF GAY ASS SHIT

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So many intimate moments here. She is clearly touching Lexa’s boob in the first gif, then Lexa links their fingers. Clarke leans up to intensify the kiss while her legs try to rub againts Lexa’s.

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Then Lexa goes in to kiss her neck

[commanderalexa]

this looks like a renaissance painting, i love one (1) iconic couple

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Just add me on Snapchat for more: EMMALUST18 💜

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Adore Madeline Ford 💋💋💋💋

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[kyloren]

Sansa was a lady at three, always so courteous and eager to please. She loved nothing so well as tales of knightly valor. Men would say she had my look, but she will grow into a woman far more beautiful than I ever was, you can see that.

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