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#reblog #metal gear solid #i cried so hard when heard this in game for the first time #WE DO NOT TALK ABOUT SNAKE'S TRAUMA OVER LOSING THE BOSS. W E D O N O T.

meeyahmaya

me as soon as i become a homeowner

#reblog #me tbh #i remember having plush toys of Spongebob Patrick and Gary in my toddler years and fuck i LOVED them 💔#my mom silently gave them to me when i was sleeping at the age of 4 to 5 and i woke up hugging them with such joy only a kid could #... im actually crying from remembering this omg- wait-#ok ok im fine i wont say anything here im fine really #*sniffs away tears* its ok its ok i promise

howlidae

xoxo

#reblog #metal gear solid #them.......#them.

wheat-bun

ok so i probably am not getting rest until my death because the situation just got me mad like fucking hell

i wa writing about my one ex-friend who turned out to be a nationalist and i've said ONCE that i DON't WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER DUE TO THAT. PERIOD. no insultrs, no scandals, ZERO discussions or negotiations - just leaving without wishing a person anything evil.

....she did FOUR attempts to write to me and thought it was a good idea to disturb my fucking peace when i already was FED UP by her behaviour. i didn't say "fuck you" to her this time as well but asked her to LEAVE ME ALONE BECAUSE THIS IS ALREADY CREEPY.

honestly, this is giving Big Boss/Zero vibes because i'm also the one who left and doesn't want to do ANYTHING with said person but they STILL TRY TO REACH OUT FOR ME AND CAN'T LEAVE ME ALONE FOR FUCKS SAKE P L E A S E IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE HERE WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT???????????????????? i hope she blocked me because i did it after the first time i told her im not keeping up with her as a friend but i really dont think she did. she also stalks me if this is important. why is this happening to me every singlE TIME

wheat-bun

i also want to add that the said people who tried to reach out to me were 1. our mutual friend and 2. THE MOD OF A WEBSITE WE'VE MET EACH OTHER

at this point im only waiting for someone who specifically were sent from the country that ex-friend is from to try to do something that will lead me to coma and i wake up with a phantom of mine to act like me while im shadow acting for something else /j (please no i dont want this to happen leave me alone..............)

ok so i probably am not getting rest until my death because the situation just got me mad like fucking hell

i wa writing about my one ex-friend who turned out to be a nationalist and i've said ONCE that i DON't WANT TO BE FRIENDS WITH HER DUE TO THAT. PERIOD. no insultrs, no scandals, ZERO discussions or negotiations - just leaving without wishing a person anything evil.

....she did FOUR attempts to write to me and thought it was a good idea to disturb my fucking peace when i already was FED UP by her behaviour. i didn't say "fuck you" to her this time as well but asked her to LEAVE ME ALONE BECAUSE THIS IS ALREADY CREEPY.

honestly, this is giving Big Boss/Zero vibes because i'm also the one who left and doesn't want to do ANYTHING with said person but they STILL TRY TO REACH OUT FOR ME AND CAN'T LEAVE ME ALONE FOR FUCKS SAKE P L E A S E IM JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE HERE WHAT THE HELL DO YOU WANT???????????????????? i hope she blocked me because i did it after the first time i told her im not keeping up with her as a friend but i really dont think she did. she also stalks me if this is important. why is this happening to me every singlE TIME

wheat-bun

I'm kinda angry at myself for my drawings because I don't really like what they look like in terms of colour theory and volume and all that stuff but a gentle reminder to myself that people spend YEARS to achieve the level of capability to draw stuff like they do and I'm simply forgetting that due to my adhd and fucking perfectionism that's still left somewhere deep inside my brain

I also tend to think like bitch you're 24 you're TOO OLD TO LEARN LIKE YOU DID IN 14-16 but that's also not a problem tbh, if looking at this with the same judgement (that everyone can learn and I learned to draw cats not by a single day but after 7 YEARS)

I should just be more chill and let myself learn with my own pace and not trying to jump higher than my head is

wheat-bun

I suspect that when I was a kid I simply had more time AS A KID besides school and that's why I never thought of this that deep. also didn't care mostly. like I've done my classes, came home from school, did my homework and then did everything I wanted (haha no, I also drew while in class I was every teacher's prick in the ass) and nobody disturbed me. at all.

in uni nobody kinda... made me do anything with lectures and homework and I've had more free time to the point I was BORED. I vividly remember I still drew everywhere even when O had a heart stroke, but I still learned to draw slowly. with my pace.

after uni I've had an unlucky event of going I to atomic heart game fanbase in Twitter where I saw two bitches of an artist and they drew amazingly but they were still bitches and yeah THAT'S where everything went south for me. they and their fans completely made me hate my drawings and hate to learn because "you will never be like them" NO you know what? I AM better that them at least because I don't wish death to anyone, don't bully anyone and never really hate people for existing. they did. fuck them.

and I WILL be better at drawing than them simply because I'm not them. I'm me. and if I have and inspiration from your artwork you should be fucking thankful because someone really wanted to learn from YOUR drawings. not bully them and tell them to kill themselves.

I'm kinda angry at myself for my drawings because I don't really like what they look like in terms of colour theory and volume and all that stuff but a gentle reminder to myself that people spend YEARS to achieve the level of capability to draw stuff like they do and I'm simply forgetting that due to my adhd and fucking perfectionism that's still left somewhere deep inside my brain

I also tend to think like bitch you're 24 you're TOO OLD TO LEARN LIKE YOU DID IN 14-16 but that's also not a problem tbh, if looking at this with the same judgement (that everyone can learn and I learned to draw cats not by a single day but after 7 YEARS)

I should just be more chill and let myself learn with my own pace and not trying to jump higher than my head is

romnumm

otaconnnnn its like one of his japanese animeeees

#reblog #metal gear solid

nekosaws

reblog this to be an annoying faggot at ur followers

pokemonheritageposts

Pokemon Heritage Post

#reblog #pokemon

shhheep

diamond dogs more like. freaky dogs

#reblog #metal gear solid #this is fucking funny but dUDE I H A T E THE SKULL ARMOR IN MGSV LMAO #the more i look at it in game specifically the more im sure that Skull Face really has some weird sexual disorder shit of whatever #(he does actually if looking at his lore but we. won't. talk about it.)#because WHY THE FUCK IS IT DESIGNED LIKE *THAT*

solazu1

I think I can post this one… I really hope

#reblog #metal gear solid

solazu1

Someone’s embarrassed for no particular reason

#reblog #metal gear solid

ok i've figured out how to revive artfight for me and that's a plus. also i've had an urge to draw today but ONLY because i ugly cried earlier. this is what the luteal phase does to a mf